The Lost Years

By D Paudel

This is the collection of poems that I wrote during my undergraduate program. Hope you will enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing and making it e-book.

• Language: English
• Publisher: D Paudel
• Release date: May 31, 2015
• ISBN: 9781310844591

D Paudel

D Paudel is a medical practitioner in Nepal. He did his undergraduate from Nepal and postgraduate from China. He loves writing literature and academic writings. When he’s not practicing medicine, he’s probably playing with programming languages, reading and writing.

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POETRY

Collection of Poems

Introduction

These are the poems I wrote during my MBBS career when I was overflowed with feelings or bored with medical textbooks. I hope you will enjoy reading it as much as I enjoyed writing it.

© D Paudel ‘Anup Paudel’

Website : paudeldhirendra.com.np

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Wanna Know Me

Neither soft nor naive

I’m the sign of passion and extremes

The one who learns to die while living

And the same one who hates while loving

Neither theist nor atheist

I’m the example of agnostic

Fond of being solitude

And my personality reflects mansuetude

I smoke but not a smoker

Tho’ I’m drunkard, yet social drinker

I’m imaginative and artistic

And my approach to life is idealistic

Tho’ nothing disturbs my air of tranquility

Yet I ain’t of cautious personality

Neither sane nor sober

I’m slight frenzy in nature

I perceive myself intellectual and philosophical

And my style of working is technical

I ain’t classical in the slightest.

Am I Really Mad?

I can view the sound

I can hear the scene

There is nothing I can’t do

I can sleep with my eyes open

This is why no one stands by me

This is why no one cares for me

I’m compelled to live in solitude

And unable to perceive social pulchritude

Neither do I feel abysmal

Nor is it abstruse to me

I know my behaviors make me eccentric

The reason people grant me the name schizophrenic

Yeah! I’m certifiable, but for warmth

Why shouldn’t I since this is what I dearth

I also want to live like you

But your hatred makes the difference

To live, for me there is no reference

Your ignorance reflects that I’m nonentity

To breathe more I have no proclivity.

Nothing Lasts Forever

Nothing last forever

Even life is ephemeral

Happiness is fleeting

Here- everyone is cheating

Everyone tries to cover the truth and to lie

These behaviors force my heart to cry

Tho’ my mind is conscious about the truth

Yet my heart wants me to escape from the truth

The truth of being played

And the truth of betrayal

Never does my mind find my heart agreeable

And whether to love or to hate is irrefragable.

I thought of your being mine

And ponder over my being thine

You are always special to me

Sorry for hurting both you and me

The way of your doing is always vague

But dear I’m crystal clear and never fake

By heart I love and I will in future too

What can I do if my mind doesn’t permit me to do.

The Misery Of Life

I take others paining grief and pain myself

I make the others laugh hurting myself 

I always wanna see smile on the others face

But I don’t know why I can’t smile 

I was kinda guy afraid of nothing 

Always do wanna face much more problems 

Now truth is the thing that I’m afraid of 

And warmth is the thing that I’m dearth of 

I don’t wanna hear the truth 

The reason that I act like dumb 

But the wound of the