Intoxicated Winds

By Xlibris US

In this book, the poems explore my emotional entanglements and desires. In the golden light of answered prayers, my shadow crawls out and I enter into a new phase. As I cross many segments of life I learn a lot. I hope the reader can see.
I thought of certain people who had carved my life. Should I write their names who made an effect in my life? I looked at all the accumulated memory banks of lives. So I decided to leave it because they are so many but Im pleased by their wounds and blessed that I met nice and wonderful people who gives me valueable memories.
Words are simply words but make them into beautiful sentences for good or bad comments. I am one of a kind who use words to make people taunted to smile and sob to laugh.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jul 15, 2014
• ISBN: 9781499047172

Book preview

Alone I Am

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I am standing alone

Still waiting for you

I am crying alone

In the mirror alone I am

In the cage alone I am

As I crossed empty street

I was all alone

All I received is twinge

I sit and stare alone

In morning I wake up alone

Until the nights comes too late

I sit on couch & cry but no one too hears

Oh, I hate to walk alone

Therefore keep walking alone

I think upon my thoughts alone

I share my secrets with my walls

They listened silently like people I know

In the light, I am alone

In the darkness, again alone

I prayed for not to live alone

Don’t have any fear, to losing my happiness

They never exists in me

World laugh cause alone I am

In this world, alone I am

I want to stand but not alone

Covet to be someone else

No one understand me

In the storms, I am alone

I wish for good things to come

I wish for the bad time to evaporate

I hope sun will shine in my loneliness

Nevertheless

Alone I am

Alone I am

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I Am Not Alone

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I am not alone

My shadow is with me

I am not alone

My tears are my companion

I am no more wanted

Cause emptiness filled me

I don’t want to close my eyes

Just afraid from the darkness

I am alive though feels dead

She is here with me

But can’t touch her in real

I didn’t lost her cause I never have her

Wanted to run away from this pain

People like friends laugh on my sorrow

My words floating on my bed

Cause I am alone in this world

I am not alone

My shadow is with me

I am not alone

My tears are my companion

I smirk to make people smile

I chuckle to make other laugh

I seen the pain in people

As I am in pain

I am sitting on the beach of happiness

Watching the waves of sorrow

Waiting for my mermaid

To take me in her fantasy world

I know you are watching my tears

As I cried out for you

You don’t clean my tears

Sadness is the only friend I