Does your pain have purpose? 
In one of the hardest seasons of my life, I was desperately trying to understand WHY. WHY would God allow such a tragedy to take place? WHY would God not protect someone I love, someone He loves? WHY would God allow pain like this? WHY would God not intervene? It was also a big season of the question HOW. HOW could God be loving and all powerful and still allow this? HOW could God make all things work together for God for me in this situation?
Friend if you can relate at all, listen to this episode! I’m going to DIVE into this passage and tell you front and center - your pain, your very tangible, very hard pain that I am SO sorry you are  going through. That pain has PURPOSE.