Through the shadows of pain: The Path to Understanding and Forgiveness

By Adigela Vestera

In this book, I am telling the story of my life and my family. This book is based on real events, and to avoid any possible condemnations, I changed the names. I truly hope that my story will somehow help someone and prevent them from making mistakes. Throughout my life, my family and I faced numerous difficulties. First, I will talk about myself. Then, I will share my joys and struggles. Finally, I will discuss how my whole life has turned out and what I have learned after going through such a difficult path. After that, there will be a story about my daughter and her experience as a parent. How many mistakes can be made and what kind of results can be obtained? When the daughter reached 16, she became pregnant and gave birth to a son. The fate of this newborn boy formed the basis for this book. To understand what was right about life and what could have been changed - that's the beginning and ending of this book.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Publishdrive
• Release date: Apr 22, 2024

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Adigela Vestera

Through the shadows of pain

The Path to Understanding and Forgiveness

Introduction

And so, I finally decided to write this book, thinking that I should either become a writer or study. But then I realized something, it just needed a

desire and, of course, the topic was about what? My grandson

had written that he could write a book about his life, but he

didn't have time, as he died, so

I decided to fulfill his wish. In this book, I am telling the story of my life and my family. This book is based on real events, and to avoid any possible

condemnations, I changed the

names. I truly hope that my story will somehow help

someone and prevent them from making mistakes.

Throughout my life, my family and I faced numerous

difficulties. First, I will talk

about myself. Then, I will share my joys and struggles.

Finally, I will discuss how my whole life has turned out and what I have learned after

going through such a difficult path. After that, there will be

a story about my daughter and her experience as a

parent. How many mistakes

can be made and what kind of

results can be obtained? When the daughter reached 16, she became pregnant and gave

birth to a son. The fate of this

newborn boy formed the basis for this book. To understand

what was right about life and

what could have been changed

- that's the beginning and ending of this book.

The first chapter:

This story is about my life, I was born in 1970 in Estonia. My

mother is Russian, and my

father is Estonian, they did not live together for long, about 8

years, my mother had two of us, me and my older brother, my

mother said that my father beat her. Mom couldn't take this

attitude anymore. Anyway, they

got divorced, and Mom went to her parents in Latvia. I lived

there until I was 5 years old, but then I moved to Russia, where I grew up. In a Christian family, I

was raised by my grandparents, who taught me everything I

needed to know in life. We lived in villages and, of course, I was

taught to do any job. I did it and do not regret it, it was very

useful to me and of course, I was instilled with a love for nature and animals.

My childhood and youth were as usual, I