First Love, Once Removed Ep 8

By Laci Maskell

Livia has been in love with exactly two men in her lifetime.Jean-Luc was her first. He was the passionate, whirl-wind romance she never quite got over.Lucas is her second. He is her rock, her safe place, her forever. At least she thinks.Until Jean-Luc re-enters her life and splits her heart in two.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Laci Maskell
• Release date: Feb 7, 2024
• ISBN: 9798215190791

Laci Maskell

I was born and raised in Nebraska. I fell in love with reading when I discovered Harry Potter. I began writing in the sixth grade. The four loves of my life are reading, writing, watching movies, and listening to music.

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First Love, Once Removed

Laci Maskell

Published by Laci Maskell at Smashwords

Copyright © Laci Maskell 2024

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Dedication

To all of you who stuck by me through the hard times.

Chapter One

Jean-Luc

I wake up with Livia sound asleep in my arms. I can’t believe this is real. It’s been the subject of all my fantasies for three years. But never did I imagine it could be a reality.

I cannot say as though the circumstances that lead to this are ideal, but she’s here. She is in my arms. I am not sure I can let her go this time.

Livia has been in my bed for over a month now and I can’t get enough of her. It took her almost the whole month to stop sleeping with a bra on. Needless to say, I don’t get much sleep now. The slightest graze of one of her breasts gets me hard. When she rolls over and the curve of her ass touches my leg my dick twitches with excitement.

I want her more than I’ve ever wanted anything and yet I’m the gentleman that’s not going to act on my want.

My blue balls hate me.

But I love her too much to do anything untoward.

If Livia and I are meant to be together, and I believe we are, it will happen in time. Too bad my time is running out.

This time I cherish every moment a little more. I don’t worry about the fact that I have to leave Livia in less than two months. And what that will mean for us. Three years ago I told her I wanted to come with her. She said no. I’m not sure what she would say now if I asked to stay with her.

That’s not something I’m going to bring up with her, or dwell on. She broke up with her boyfriend only a month ago. She’s still reeling from that. I’m not going to put more weight on her shoulders.

Livia shifts next to me, rolling over to face me, her arm falling across my chest. I don’t breathe for seconds to fully feel the sensation of her against me.

As hard as I am, as much as I want her, the morning sex would be phenomenal. I would give anything just for a kiss from her. To feel her soft lips on mine. To become one with her.

There have been two occasions in the last month where that arm has moved from my chest to my dick. I nearly jumped out of my skin both times. And both times I could have come from the mere warmth of her hand on my hard length even through a layer of material.

There are days, moments, where I get dizzy from the sheer need for her touch. I hide it as best as I can but I know there are times she sees right through me. Those are the times she turns away or gives me time to myself. When I see flashes of that same need in her eyes, I feel vindicated. But still she won’t give into that desire. I’ll be as patient as she needs me to be but the second she gives in I’m going to show her what she’s missing. What we’ve both been missing.

I’ve had her before. I’m fully aware of what I’m missing out on. That alone makes the desire for her all the worse.

The act of being in her presence almost every waking moment of the day and night is enough for me. At least that’s what I tell my erections.

In the past month we have learned more from each other and