Shopping for Sanity

By R.A Bradley

 

The TV was giving off a rigid wave to follow and all Alexandria's attempts to surf its vast shallow water began to fail. The Discipline rang out for the disciples to follow: Buy, laugh cry. Drifting in to a strategic coma the lights went off inside.

Why am I watching this TV is it better than actually being alive? What kind of life am I living she thought. How about I overdose on some extra crunch munch bars instead. Oh my entire body feels sick and I do not know what to do with myself.
Mostly there was only one thing that could get a better result than TV or crunchy munch bars and that was shopping. They were all mild sedatives, pain killers if you like. Shopping was the most powerful of the three and the most expensive naturally. Today Alexandria needed what ever it took to gather some interest inside to keep her from extinction. .

Shopping it is!

I will go out now or I could watch The shopping channel on TV  intravenously , No its not the same I want to try things on and take them back. That's the good thing about shopping if I want I can take all the cloths back. If I eat 10 munch crunch bars there going straight to my Ass. Think I will go to the mall first then try out a different place, there is bunch of shops on the other side of town I have not been to for years, I need a change of scenery."

• Language: English
• Publisher: R Bradley
• Release date: Oct 13, 2023
• ISBN: 9798223166801

R.A Bradley

R.A Bradley Born 1965 london England. Artist, Author, Musician, Lived in USA, Spain , France, Writes in a style or genre that could be typified by the categories :Self help, Spirituality, Philosophy, Adventure.Mind Perhaps the books are more like Screen Plays as regard to the nature of the dialogue which is aimed at understanding the Nature of the Mind and ultimately release it to move in to the Heart space of True awakening. Providing the impetus of going back in to a cleared peaceful mind and allowing the imagination to follow Love. “The love of what you are doing, the Love of what you are saying. Nothing on this Earth can heal you faster than your Heart.”

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Chapter One The TV

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The TV was giving off a rigid wave to follow and all Alexandria's attempts to surf its vast shallow water began to fail. The Discipline rang out for the disciples to follow: Buy, laugh cry. Drifting in to a strategic coma the lights went off inside.

Why am I watching this TV is it better than actually being alive? What kind of life am I living she thought. How about I overdose on some extra crunch munch bars instead. Oh my entire body feels sick and I do not know what to do with myself.

Mostly there was only one thing that could get a better result than TV or crunchy munch bars and that was shopping. They were all mild sedatives, pain killers if you like. Shopping was the most powerful of the three and the most expensive naturally. Today Alexandria needed what ever it took to gather some interest inside to keep her from extinction.

It was her relationship that was affecting her, she hated it most of the time, but like a fish in water she might suffocate if she got out of it. "What do I want him for its so painful?. I was enjoying my life with him ,I was enjoying myself, then it stopped oh God will I ever enjoy myself again. I just want to see him and run towards his smiling face. The tears began to flow from her eyes.

I seem to be looking for something to cry about all the time and it's very easy to find something, last time we spoke he said he could not face the relationship any more and needed space, then he came round a week later and we slept together. What's wrong with him? .

Shopping it is!

I will go out  now or I could watch it intravenously on TV, No its not the same I want to try things on and take them back. That's the good thing about shopping if I want I can take all the cloths back. If I eat 10 munch crunch bars there going straight to my Ass. Think I will go to the mall first then try out a different place, there is bunch of shops on the other side of town I have not been to for years, I need a change of scenery."

Its hard to put my finger on it but there is this pain that never stops, sure it goes away when I am happy but it always returns. When it does I can feel myself becoming demanding for what I want, bossy and aggressive. I am sure I would not want to be around me. Its not intentional because as soon as I buy something I like the feeling goes away, I feel like I have done something, achieved something with the day. I put on the new cloths and I feel different.

Is that why I want the clothes? Is that why there is a fashion industry