Milk Magic 5: Adjustments of a Cow

By Mikka Blane

Erin learned a lot about being a Cow recently, now she needs to learn how to be back at work, back in that world. Though the people there now see her as a Cow, and the new people, well, they only see her as such.

The City is dealing with the affects of the Shattering, as is Erin. She has her old daggers, but like everything else, her new self doesn't quite fit with the old things in her life. Will she be able to learn to work around these things, or will she just have to go back to the farm, to live with the other Cows?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Mikka Blane
• Release date: May 19, 2023
• ISBN: 9798215371084

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Chapter 01: A Cow’s New Day

This cot was uncomfortable!

Ugh, my head hurt. Ugh, so did my chest, my hips, everything. And my dreams sucked! I slept so bad on this thing last night!

Charlie… Demons… Hannah had… dissolved.

No. I didn’t want to cry, but I felt my tears brewing.

I massaged my aching chest. The cot was too small, and too flat and hard for me to lay on comfortably. It had been like I had nowhere to put myself and my body bits.

My hips hurt on the ends, as they felt bruised. My breasts were worse though! I had tried every position, and failed each one. Each of my breasts were feeling sore with the lack of give from that thing.

This was not a bed made for Cows!

My chest wasn’t full yet either, though they would inevitably feel that way soon enough.

Which was fine, of course, and I had a milker here to keep me calm from that anxiety.

It was also a really good one as well! Paul had splurged on me! I hugged myself, as my heart filled with warmth, flowing down me, through me, through my shoulders, down my back, tickling my tailbone, to flick at my buns for good measure, apparently. And I cooed happily to myself, which seemed sort of pitiful of me here by myself and alone. Though I’d had so many dreams about him, that I was really horny!

Good Cows were supposed to dream about things like that anyhow, like the farm hands that took care of her, and of course, dream about her own… own boyfriend. It made things better somehow apparently. My friends on the farm said so, and well, they were Cows, so they had to know. They also had to be telling the truth as they were Cows, and they were obviously trying to help me.

Even if it sucked here, at least I was safe, and it was good to have my own private space, even if it was small. I sat up and looked around.

This was the new office’s storage closet, huh? Not that I remembered the old one really. I hadn’t needed paper or whatever was in those boxes on the shelves before.

I hadn’t been in the new office much before I was… taken to the farm. Which I wonder just how much trouble I was going to be in for leaving?

How red would my bottom be? And for how many hours, or days would I feel that pain when sitting on my cushion? Ugh! I was going to be spanked so long and hard for what I had done!

And I knew that… well, I deserved it, and would take it, to be better. I gushed with love now too, thinking about how strong he’d look doing that, and how he’d make me take it anyhow, using what he knew about my kind. He’d make me learn what I should have done instead. I was already tingling in anticipation at the thought of him disciplining me as he taught me to be better.

I turned as the door opened.

Ann gasped. Oh! Oh dear! Erin! Good morning.

Morning! I smiled back.

She smiled now as she said, I came to tell you to get up, sorry, I didn’t know you weren’t dressed!

She looked me over again and I paused for a second before I said, Okay, thanks!

I then slowly relaxed my back as there really was no need for me to be pushing them up like that, and yes I was naked. And I was trying to worry about that, as she didn’t seem comfortable.

She smiled. And if you get up now, I figure that you’ll have time to get cleaned up and perhaps shower before the day starts.

Sure, thanks.

And since you are already here today, maybe you can even be ready for the morning meeting!

I sighed as she smirked.

I didn’t like meetings, my body hated to be dragged in here so early. Well, it had. Now? Did it? I think so?

I barely remembered the night after I’d gotten there and started to help with… my cot and then my milking… then what happened? I… didn’t remember! Did I fall asleep right away?

Oh crap! Sorry about falling asleep so early and not helping you much?

That’s fine sweetheart, I know what kind of day you had. It’s a whole new day to help though today. She smirked, and I raised my eyebrow in curious-worry.

Right, I sighed. A whole new day to help around the office, and that wasn’t quite what I wanted to do with my life, my skills. But if I couldn’t work in other ways I had to help in this one, and I didn’t want to risk getting caught out if the contract was still being followed by idiots who didn’t check cancellations.

I grabbed the pile of clothes I’d put on the shelf next to my bed.

She said, I’ll need to grab you some new things, right away.

Hrm?

To wear, as you’ll need clean clothes after the shower. Dear, your outfit was black and well honey, I can see the milk stains on them from here.

I sighed. I bundled them more, hiding that, as I saw that it was my panties on top! And so that might not be milk! Ugh! I was so… such a mess!

Hrm. New clothes though?

I guess? I wasn’t sized quite normally. I’m not sure how you’re going to find things… made to fit me. My huge chest but also… the rest of me was oddly sized I’d found.

I’ll figure out something sweetie, Ann said. Put those things on to get to the showers.

Oh, is anyone here yet?

Well, no… but Erin, put on your clothes and then go.

I felt annoyed, as at home I wouldn’t! And I shouldn’t at any of the places that felt like home! But I guess I was at work. Yes, that was stupid of me, this wasn’t home, and though I needed to do that more for my health, here it wasn’t appropriate. Fine.

She snorted at me then said, I left a spare bathroom kit in there for you to use. It has a clean toothbrush, hair brush, etc. It’s in the powder blue case on the sink.

Thanks, that’s so sweet of you! I gushed, feeling sort of loved again! And that was such a neat and good feeling, one I needed more of.

She nodded, slightly blushing, Go on now.

I hope she had a towel for me too? She was always so organized, I was jealous, but it also made me feel safe and not worry.

The door closed and I dressed. My breasts were just fine with this top, as it was loose and just tied around them. My matching black shorts and panties fit as they did before, though it was feeling like it was going to be impossible to get these shorts up and over my buns fully and correctly! Ugh! They felt wrong where I had them and I struggled for a bit longer and then finally I got them up and over more of me, but they still felt to be under my tail.

It would do, and if I was home I wouldn’t even wear this crop-top, or even these tiny shorts!

I pushed out into the hallway and she waved me down into a back hallway.

She said, So… good news, we have two separate locker rooms in this place.

Oh really? For?

She nodded, grinning, Of course each is smaller as the boss agreed to divide up the space we had to make the two, but it looks just fine after the contractors were done. So we have the ability to split up the gals and guys.

Girls and boys have different locker areas now?

She nodded, Yeah. And Saul’s not here to stop it this time.

He was the one against splitting us? Huh. Makes sense I guess?

She smirked, Sure, not that he ever used the place so I don’t know why.

I don’t know how Carrie dealt with it though, I sighed. All of us in there with her. I remembered her round backside, though, had I before I changed? And after that I don’t remember caring much more than… comparing? Though hers was cute.

She said she was fine, I mean there was just your cousin, who didn’t care, and Paul, who at that time was so innocent it was just cute. I said… but she didn’t want to make a fuss. And his crushing was just adorable. Russell was married and who else was there?

I grinned. Sure, my cousin hadn’t cared, about anything. It was hard to remember that as… me? It seemed like a lifetime ago that my clothes had been so filthy that my locker smelt of death. As I probably had! And I remember Paul’s crush. She’s right, he’d been so cute then! He still was!

She grinned again, Yes I know you like him.

What?

You were doing… looked… anyhow, just go on wash up, that way.

I blushed, what look? What had I done? And was it embarrassing?

She left and I went to the door she’d pointed at. It did look like a basic locker room and bathroom area. There were four sinks, and two stalls, and what looked to be three more shower stalls against the other wall.

A very white plaster wall cut right where the shower stall against the wall’s basin was. So that must be the new wall. So on the other side of the bathroom stall against the wall there must be another set of stalls, or even urinals.

She did leave me a nice kit too, complete with some delicate shampoo. She actually left me quite a lot of things! Wow, she was so nice! Not that I’d use the shaver, I had magic… no. No magic. I didn’t want to have my privileges taken away already!

I mean… well, magic… was allowed here? But I could use the shaver instead and be safe.

No. No self. I did all this… this for Paul.

And for my magic. I had been punished for using magic.

But… I could use magic here. It was expected!

Yes. I sighed happily. I felt lighter, better as I realized that.

I think my brain was still not working? That should have been obvious!

I pulled off my clothes, and cursed. My clothes were filthy, visibly dirtied!

So I started first to dab at my panties in the sink, as well as my shirt, cleaning them of their stains.

She’d seen me this way too! Which wasn’t… all that bad, as she knew me, but who else… Adan had seen me when I told him all… but no, I wasn’t going to think about anything. I already told them what happened, and I didn’t want to think about it again!

Then I pulled the ribbons out of my hair and put the delicate strings with small circular bells on the counter. There was also a pink bit of lace tied around my little nub like horns, as well as matching ribbons on my tail.

I didn’t want to get them wet when I showered.

My tags were all metal and I’d washed them with me for… however long I’d had them. As well as my collar. Though, that soft white loop of lacy and frilly fabric under my collar was new, and cloth. But… I wasn’t sure I was supposed to remove it. It was put under there by Paul so it was as permanent as anything else I had to wear. Though he hadn’t said much about its rules when he gave it to me.

He’d only said to put it under my collar and that it would remind his Cow that he cared for me. It was pretty too!

It looked delicate and it was frilly and amazingly, clean looking still. And made me feel all that, as well as it made me feel cared for. He loved me.

I didn’t want to get it wet, but… I did not have permission to take it off. So I just had to hope the frilly, half inch wide thing would be okay wet?

Oh? Didn’t I used to have a black scarf around my neck? When did that get taken off me? It had hid my tags! And now everyone would see them! Or they had! And I had no choice about it!

Maybe Ann took it off? Did she want me to show off my tags now?

Maybe I could see if she wanted to put it back on or if she really wanted me to show them off now?

No. It didn’t matter.

I was naked now except for my collar, and it’s tags, as well as my ear tags, and the pink tags holding onto my nipples.

I’d had more things on my body when I went to Charlie’s office, but he’d stripped me of all those clothes. He had them in his office… poor Charlie.

So now I washed myself.

I washed my hair. The shampoo wasn’t great smelling, like fruit or anything, but it was clean smelling, and gentle on my hair.

Then I cleaned up the rest of me, making sure to get under my breasts good and in all the areas that might keep a scent.

So what did I want to do with my hair? Did I want to put my hair back in ponytails using these white ribbons with these tiny circular, copper bells? It looked so cute in the mirror, but I was at work now, so… was that an inappropriate hair style? And would it make anyone uncomfortable, as I looked younger even than I did normally with those cute and perky tails?

It had been nice to have my long hair up and controlled like that though, as now it was all down my back, and I could feel it touching my butt, probably covering the top of it as well as tickling around my tail!

The door opened and I covered what I could for whoever that was, as I was standing here completely naked to drip dry.

It was just Ann and she smiled politely as she put down a pile of clothes and left again.

She had also apparently already gotten me some clothes? That quickly? I usually had to shop a lot longer to find things that fit me! Which was hard enough because of my chest size, but things didn’t easily fit me lately around my hips and my curvy butt!

And I was picky. Fabrics were important as well as… well, I wanted to look good too!

My old clothes were still all wet, so I went over and looked these new ones over.

Apparently Ann had found me a skirt, a powder blue blouse, and a light beige tube top? A tube top and shirt? Was I supposed to wear both?

Oh, was that a bra? I didn’t want to wear one of those! Did I have to?

I already had to wear panties and I didn’t want to be told I had to wear a bra too! They were so uncomfortable!

I know that they were supposed to help with the weight of breasts, and mine weighed a lot!

They were supposed to also help with other issues of having them, the jiggle, the nipple area and such, but they never fit right, they were uncomfortable and when mine swelled up with milk, they hurt.

This bra looked thick, at the front only though? The rest of it was practically see through against my arm. The front would definitely hide my areolae and even nipple tags from view. And those nipple ones were embarrassing!

Oh, those were pads stuffed into pockets at the front… for leaks? Hrm. So like a nursing bra? Which I wasn’t yet, but I did leak from those same things I would for my baby. That was a good idea, so where had she gotten this from? And would they let this Cow shop there later for herself?

I pulled it on, just to try it, wrapping it around my torso and chest, and I already felt the touch and slight compression. Ugh! It didn’t have any extenders either, as it was just a tube of material. Oh well? It had straps too, clear ones I could attach to it if I wanted it to go over my shoulders and give more support?

I don’t think that was necessary as my breasts and body weren’t Human, and Cows didn’t work like that. Us Cows were quite different in many things.

My current panties were still wet, but even with them already being slightly damp they’d have to work as I had to wear panties. I knew that I had no choice about that!

Oh! But that plastic bag was pretty and looked like it contained delicates! That was a package of underwear? A clear unopened package, but would they fit? I opened them and would have to wear them unwashed, but they were sealed. And they were just normal, white panties, covering more of my butt than I was used to anyhow as they slipped on. They were nice and thin though, and fit as well as I could expect, even if they were quite snug around my hips and went up my butt probably more than they were designed to, because of my shape.

I shimmied the skirt on and closed the button around my waist. Hrm, it was loose and looked funny! Ugh!

But at least my lower body was covered with the short, black, cotton skirt, even if there were stress lines horizontally across my lower belly.

I turned to see that it was also pulled really tightly over my butt, leaving horizontal lines. The shape of my hips and buns were quite visible through the material too! Even my underwear lines were visible! And I could feel the material digging into my thighs just below my backside. Ugh! My tail was through a hole in the skirt though, and looked okay and happy. So it was made for Mon'Thals at least, and I guess this thing certainly wouldn’t fall off me.

She even had a new ring here for my nose? Yep, in a small jewelry case too. Oh and there were two in there. One was open at the bottom, as it would be like a U shape hanging from my nose. The other was a sealed ring like the others that had covered my upper lip when I wore them. The first was probably safer as no one could grab it, though no one had. But this second was more like the one Paul had given me to wear… hrm. What to do?

They were already powered too! Wow! She’d thought of everything, as usual.

Though, I knew I had to wear both my nose ring and side stud. The last time I’d asked Paul about my nose ring he’d said I could turn it off, but I wasn’t supposed to take it off.

But… this new one was powered and given to me by Ann.

So was this one special or was it just that he wanted me just to wear one, like to protect myself against Elves all the time?

Was that why he told me to keep it? Mine wasn’t powered and she had put it here for me, as if I was supposed to wear it. Elves would be here for the meeting, and I didn’t want to go all mushy and embarrass myself.

Hrm. What to do?

I switched mine out for the full circle one of hers, as a compromise. The new one was smaller than Paul’s.

It was silver and thick, but it didn’t hang down over my lower lip like the other one did. And, it felt weird. I could see it resting on the top of my lip!

I could feel it just laying on top of my lip too. The weight of it was pushing down, not over and into the front of that lip. So… my lip felt fatter!

Still, that probably looked more normal. So that was… better?

My top could go on now, as my hair was dry enough, and I was cool enough to finish dressing.

I pulled the blouse on, putting my arms through the blue, short sleeves and pulling it forward. It was a silky but shiny material, and looked almost like scales.

The sleeves covered my upper arms, and was a pretty color.

It was long enough that I could tuck it into the skirt.

This skirt wasn’t made for Cows, and didn’t fit my waist so it was gaping and looking funny. So maybe the shirt would make it fit better? At least look better? Or I could get a belt?

And the shirt wouldn’t button!

Ann came into the locker room asking, Did that all fit you okay sweetie?

Well… I sighed as I showed her my top not closing. I was at least more fully dressed this time she saw me though!

Hrm.

Sure, thanks! Thanks for the clothes Ann, that they fit at all is amazing!

She was amazing!

Sure there was the loose skirt issue, and the fact that I hadn’t gotten my shirt to button, but hey! It was more than I could have expected or deserved!

Yes well, she said picking up a piece of black fabric.

I’d left it there as it looked like an extra piece to something?

She fastened it to the band of skirt around my waist and pulled it, tightening the fabric around my waist. Oh!

That made it look less wrinkly, and those smooth surfaces looked so much better in the mirror!

At least better around my abdomen. I turned to look at my backside and sighed.

If there was only an extender for across my lower belly and ass? They still looked less than perfect as I turned in the mirror to see myself.

I didn’t see another piece though, and how would that work with this outfit anyhow?

I smiled, Nice. Thanks. How did you… do this? You never took my measurements, right?

By eye, so, sorry the fit isn’t perfect.

No, that’s… you are amazing. By eye? She just guessed?

She pulled my blouse closed at the bottom, and buttoned it up a few more, below my chest where I could only see that part of me in a mirror. And even she had to stop below well where the tube top started covering me.

I smirked, Well, that’s mostly right. Right?

She sighed, Dang it, I so hoped. They just didn’t have a bigger size.

I… I… I wasn’t fat. I was just… curvy. Right?

She wasn’t looking at me like I was disgusting, whatever I was.

And I was mostly covered now.

My lower body was covered better, all in skin-tight, black cloth. My upper body was more interesting, as I could see the entire tube top, bra like, beige color of it. The powder blue, silky blouse was jauntily open around and down my front to just below my breasts.

My outfit screamed for attention, like I was a slut.

And she had dressed me! Not me!

She sighed again.

What? I smirked, knowing that she thought the same, and it wasn’t my doing this time.

It’s not my fault! This is what they had, and this is what you’d dress like anyhow!

I gasped, but ended up laughing and nodding in agreement.

She then touched my hair, moving behind me to do something with it. Then I saw her reach over my shoulder to grab at a tag on my collar and I froze. My eyes almost stopped working as I felt the sudden wave of panic!

She asked. Kreios?

Then said with a shake of her head as if in annoyance, No, I don’t think this one is necessary.

She looked at me, as if asking, and I almost nodded, as it… wasn’t one I wanted, but I… I didn’t want to think about it!

It wasn’t my call, so I kept as blank a look on my face as I could. I was passive in whatever she was going to do, so it wasn’t my fault, and not my punishment to bear! Not my butt being spanked!

She pulled that off and I worried about what I’d feel. I wanted it gone, but again, it wasn’t for me to… control.

And I felt… okay about it.

Yes, that was good, I did hate that one a bit, as it was so big and covered my more important tags!

I tried not to smile, so I wouldn’t be at fault at all, and then I saw a cow bell also being put on the counter.

Ann? I asked, with worry. Those were things I… had on me for reasons.

You don’t need these things, honey.

Okay?

Not my fault. Nothing I can do about that either!

Not that one or the other one, even if that was Paul’s and when that brassy one rang I was reminded of him, and he’d be reminded of me, which is something I wanted.

I wonder if those things were there to help me with something? Or just for him to know where I was around him?

Ann! I grunted, Ouch! what was she pulling my arm for?

This is attached? Is it plastic?

I shrugged, On my arm?

If it was my armlet then it looked like it to me, and it was attached enough to be pulling skin apparently!

She huffed. Fine. Whatever. If you want that off, you can do it.

Okay? I didn’t. Why would I? What was the problem? It was there to keep me safe though, so I don’t think I was going to ask that!

She then looked me over again, and asked, Did you find someone’s makeup? I didn’t put any in that kit did I?

Um, no, why would I wear makeup?

Um? Because?

I… makeup was for… oh, I could I guess now? Huh. Maybe?

She shrugged, Okay, you look like you did is all.

I didn’t, but… well, I don’t know. Makeup?

She nodded, Makeup.

Okay. Hrm, maybe someday.

She shook her head, Fine. Later on that. And for now, I want to know why you have so many earrings.

I shrugged. I had a bunch I guess, and a few more than before too, and all but one of them on my left ear. Like the ones from before, the hanging Cow number one, and I saw a blue hanging one with Paul’s name on it, which was one I got recently. Then there was Rubin’s, which still had that little rectangle cover over it with my Cow number. And another blue one I didn’t remember, but this one was smaller and flat, and it looked like it had a bar code on it? What was that one from and when did I get it? And what was it for?

And there was that new one from the farm, the gold one, that wrapped over the top of my right ear, so not exactly an earring I guess? It also had my Cow number visibly printed along it.

She huffed, What are these things even for? Four of them, hanging ear rings. And they aren’t even normal ones! And why does this one say… Ugh! I’m going to have a serious talk to Paul about this later! I guess I understand if they are needed at this hearing, but why do you need them now!

What was wrong? Was I in trouble? I hadn’t touched them! I did what I was supposed to do! I waited for a second and instead of responding to all that I asked, When can I call him?

She smirked.

I know! I didn’t mean to ask that! It just came out! I hadn’t even thought it! It was like it was automatic! But I needed to hear his voice, something. It had been too long and I felt the hole in my heart growing in pain!

She said, I called him after you passed out last night.

Was she here all night then? Paul talked to her… I bit my lip to not sigh happily and further her smirk at me!

She already was anyhow.

What did he say? What did he say for me to do? Would he send me back to the farm, or could I go to him? I had to go to him, right? I needed to know! I couldn’t stop myself asking, What did he say? About me? About… seeing me? I couldn’t stop to breathe as I asked, For me to do? I need…

I know. It’ll be okay sweetie. He’s going home tonight from the… oh right he said not to say all those details. Do you know why I wouldn’t?

TO not say things, like what? Oh! I needed to hear from him, fucking hell! I didn’t care about this, any of it!

No, never mind. He was quite specific so I suppose I shouldn’t speak on that per his wish.

I nodded. I wanted to know… but he knew best about my Cow side and he had to have a good reason to keep whatever that was from me. I accepted that fact, just like I loved that he was protecting me even remotely! I just wanted to hear his voice, be able to see him! Anything! I needed to!

She continued, Anyhow, he knows you are safe with us today, and he’s safe, even if you can’t see him till tonight. Don’t worry.

Home… tonight… I couldn’t wait! I couldn’t!

She asked, You’ll see him after work. Can you manage to wait?

No. I couldn’t! But I was going to see him later!

Oh crap! My tummy felt like it fell out from under me. I… I needed to see him, and I was going to see him after work! I was simply and totally overwhelmed by this gush of happiness! And I felt my lower belly quiver as I made a deep and soft noise at that oddly sexual sensation. I blushed, I mean, yes. Sure, why not?

Indeed. She grinned. Adan knows the situation even if he doesn’t understand. Not that I fully do. We received some updates to your file, and more information about your race we can use I suppose. So it’ll be fine. Even still, we all think that you can work today, do you?

Yes. Work? Okay. Even still what though? Even though I was a Cow? And what about the contract on me? But, it’s safe? For everyone?

Yes it is, she smiled at me and yeah, she understood.

I don’t want others to get hurt because of me. You know? More… I choked up. Paul… I felt pain…

I know, sweetie. Good girl.

I was. Okay.

Wait, that meant real work? Outside? How do I ask that without insulting her? I knew how tough her job was. It just wasn’t for me.

Ann came up behind me and said, Let me put this on you too.

Um, okay… I waited as I felt her wrap something around my neck. What was she doing to me now? That wasn’t a leash was it?

But I trusted her to dress me and touch me… It was fine, she was a friend.

I looked down to see the black scarf that I’d bought with Charlie being wrapped around my collar over my tags.

Huh, was she hiding them on purpose? Was that allowed? Did I… want her to? But I didn’t have any say in that of course silly self! Or… no, I didn’t.

There we go, that looks more… better, for now, she said as she looked at me like she disapproved, about my collar or just the tags still?

I felt a twinge in my breasts, warning me and I gasped, Oh!

What?

I need to go before I ruin this outfit! My milk is coming in.

She unbuttoned me, nicely, and I went back to my temporary room, pulled off the tube-top, and hooked myself up to the milker.

* * *

I cleaned myself up of my milk, and then cleaned the milker, washing it off in the sink in the bathroom. Then I turned, to return it to Paul’s office where I’d gotten it, and where I had to return it.

His office was bare though, and it didn’t smell completely like him. I had time to look at it now with the pressure of my milk gone.

He hadn’t even used his chair! Though I sniffed and traced a small scent of him to his desk. Inside a drawer there was another white cloth that smelt of him. Even as I just stood there, sniffing, I felt the chills, making my heart quiver and my chest feel warmer and fuller.

I traced another scent trail to a wardrobe he had in his office. It was locked though. I wanted to open it, but he’d know. I’d be told on either by my scent being here or by him just knowing somehow. I knew he would, it was a strong feeling, and I knew something would give me away. It was like he could read my mind.

Come on out here Erin, Ann called.

I stopped sniffing in at his wardrobe, and yeah, that was weird, so I should stop. So I fixed my skirt from where I’d moved it up, and went out to find her.

Out here in the main area that held all the desks was empty and quiet, and that felt strange.

This entire office was about the same as the one Saul burned.

Ann’s office was near the door, and Adan’s and Paul’s were in the back hallway where ‘my’ room was off now, as well as the lunch room, and bathrooms, and hallway to the back, where the showers and lockers were. I guess the garage was back there too?

I saw the desk that had been mine for a day or so before I’d been sent off to the farm. My Paul wasn’t here, and I… I needed him, to smell him even.

I could smell Elf out here already, but at least it was from the other side of this expansive room, and from days ago. Which was good if I could smell their residual scent with an active nose ring on!

The desks were all out here in an open area, which was unfortunate as there’d be no privacy, but it hadn’t mattered too much to me before.

Yet… I could already feel all their eyes on me. Tracing and following my every move.

There had been a bunch of new guys too, a few new Mon'Thals and Humans, as well as that Elf?

Here. Shoes.

What? I looked down at my feet, seeing just the beige color stretching across my lower vision.

Right, this top went across my breasts and had no dip at my cleavage, so I’d have no vision downwards in this!

Ann handed me a plastic bag with black fabric inside and put a pair of heels in my other hand.

Oh, shoes. Really? You know my size in them too?

At least my feet were normal, compared to Humans.

She nodded, I put your ‘breakfast’ on your desk as well.

Oh thanks! I was wondering how I was going to get something to eat this morning.

Sure, I guess, she turned and left again quickly, she looked to be concentrating and busy. Probably for the meeting. Ugh.

And why did she speak about breakfast so oddly?

I sat at my desk and opened the bag she’d given me. Stockings. Black sheer stockings with lace tops. Okay? I guess I had to wear these today? Odd that I was put in another pair so soon after my other ones burned up.

In that red storm.

I…

Erin? Are you okay?

I nodded. Fine. Yes, I was fine. I was out of that. Alive. Going to be back with him soon too.

Put them on then.

What? Oh, right.

My chair wasn’t facing my desk so I had room to pull the stockings on even with my chest taking up my entire lap as I leaned over. I went slowly too, making sure not to tear them and not get in trouble already. Which… would I? Could I? They were from Ann, right? Did she like girls in stockings? Ugh! What was I thinking?

Yeah, she gave me shoes so it was fine and normal. Ugh though, fine. I wasn’t risking her ire anyhow.

The lacy top of the stockings were elastic and held onto my mid upper thigh nicely by themselves. The shoes were about three inch pumps, basic black too, so proper for working in.

Dressed in what she’d given me again now, I turned back to my desk, and… had to push back from it to actually be able to look over it.

The monitor was on, and blinking but the computer had no lights. So I reached under the table for the keyboard.

I’d have to touch type at this desk as I couldn’t see anything! And I couldn’t feel the keyboard down there right now either! So I pushed back and saw my keyboard tray was empty.

There was no keyboard or even a mouse!

I had very little on the desk to hide it either. As I hadn’t even been here that long before. I had a tray with papers, some drawers I guess I could look through and that computer.

There was a bowl on my desk, a pretty marbled one, and my name was mysteriously printed just under the lip inside it. I started eating as it was filled with my usual grains. Which was my normal breakfast. How did she know? And why did she act so weird about it?

Had they disconnected it because of… reasons after I left? I’d have to ask.

Was that stuff in my desk drawers?

I opened the top drawer, it was mostly empty except for a white cloth. I already had it to my nose too. It smelt so good!

What was it? A wipe? A wash cloth? A napkin? What?

I sniffed, and then sniffed it again, as I gasped for more. Oh! Oh! I needed more! All of it! I sniffed again, breathing deep and out a happy and satisfied sigh.

Paul! Him! This was his! His scent! His cloth? What was that doing in my desk? It was a simple square of cloth too. nondescript, without even his name on it. It was his though, it had to be, as it was scented so strongly, was I supposed to be touching it? It was my desk but… that wasn’t the point as it was his thing and that certainly superseded me having the type of ownership you had over a work desk!

What was it doing there? What was it for? Was it to remind me… of him? It was certainly reminding me happily of his presence!

I put it back before I drowned out its scent.

I wanted it though, I wanted to drown in it!

Though… why would he put it there, knowing that as my desk I could go through the drawers? Did he intend me to find it? Well, that couldn’t then be the kind of thing I’d get in trouble for disturbing. Especially as it reminded me of him, and that couldn’t be bad for me to do.

I wanted to sniff it again, I was supposed to remind myself of farm hands, or something, was he the same?

But I was trying to look through and take stock of the things in my desk. And if anyone came in to see, that would be really weird.

I rummaged through the other side drawers, and I found a neat looking pen or two, some pencils, and other work supplies. Nothing as interesting. And no keyboard.

I had some extra hair ties laying in a small bin in another drawer though, and a cord of leather. It was silky and soft, long too, longer than a belt. Oh this feeling of the warming leather moving through my hands was neat. Wait, it was a leash!

I rubbed my hand along it. It was alluringly soft and silky, and naughty. It didn’t have a particular person’s scent either as I sniffed it. So who put it there? Did they know what it was? What it was for? That it was for me? That they could use it to control me like a doll?

Ugh! I blushed. There was a leash in my work desk! Just sitting there! Ready to be used! On me? Yes, obviously! But why?

I could put that on my collar right now and feel all those things… but no, I was at work, but more importantly… someone else should put that on me! Asserting themselves over what I could do… and I… great, I was really horny now.

Last drawer… I opened it and saw the bottle and felt the pain across my backside as I realized what it was.

I was bad!

I hadn’t used lotion after I was milked! I was going to be in trouble!

But… this was an odd time for this Cow, as she was quite out of her element. I was… here now. Paul would understand that.

I could lotion my breasts properly now though as he’d left it here for me, as he knew me, loved me. I stopped myself. No, I shouldn’t continue to remove my tube top! Not here at work! I wanted… to… needed to caress them, per his… telling me to.

*

I heard a noise from the front of the building as I continued to fix my top. The door opened and in came two men, smelling of the outside and male. Two things I hadn’t smelt since yesterday.

They were people I recognized though, coworkers, so down girl! I moved my legs better together as Adan was totally off limits! Though it wasn’t fair how good he looked. His solid jaw, with such dark eyes, and nice dark hair, I… okay stop that. With him was another guy who I’d met before?

The other was a human guy named Jeremy, he had angular eyes, and I don’t remember much more about him. I’d have to get to know him.

And then in came Nergis and Carter. I guess they knew each other? Nergis was the guy related to Ann. Carter and he were talking as they came in.

The bus? No, Nergis said looking confused.

Carter shrugged back, Oh, then… okay. He pat Nergis on the shoulder as Nergis walked away.

Carter was another Human. He was the more forward one from before, with wide brown eyes to go with his wide chin. He was attractive enough, but nothing compared to Adan, who looked so much like Paul that I had immediately sat up straighter and pushed out my breasts!

I wanted to give him my milk! Now! I needed… but he wasn’t my… he wasn’t him though. I felt an ache in my chest. It was that deep one, that one I’d felt for a while now, like the one that matched my lower belly, really low, but not my… well, it was not my intestines and it wasn’t quite my vagina, no, it was higher? I don’t know, it was aching though, and I needed it to stop! And that just made me remember how much I needed to talk to Paul.

I looked towards Ann’s office but she was already at Adan’s side. She was so busy and I didn’t want to bug her. Especially since I’d just asked her about him.

Adan smiled at me as he saw me and I waved back, feeling a rush of happiness go through me. At being noticed? At him noticing me? He wasn’t someone I was supposed to feel more than friendly for! I was told not to!

I was noticeably waving like a girl though, flirty and carefree. My arms looked a bit uncoordinated around my breasts though, so I was going to keep that to a minimum at work! I needed to look back at my desk and act normal right now!

So I turned back to my desk and was immediately pushed away from it!

Ouchie!

Oh! What happened?

I could now see a foot of ground between me and the table.

Oh… my chest had bounced me away from it! I now felt the uncomfortable squishing of them from them hitting the desk’s top.

Ugh! I grabbed my chair and found nothing to grab to hold and help push me back. My chair wasn’t like the ones I saw around me? The other three desk chairs I could see had arm rests, and it felt like mine didn’t? Odd, as that made it harder to move my chair.

I looked down the sides of me and saw none and nothing really of the chair I was sitting in. the back was there, and I felt that I was sitting on a cushion, just it wasn’t visible below me. My old chair was too small for my butt and hips!

I was not able to grab the seat as my hips spanned the width, and my ass claimed the back side!

So I wiggled myself to get closer to the desk, as I was not going to grab it between my legs! That would look weird, even if that was the only exposed area as my flatness there didn’t overrun the seat no matter how thick my body felt right now as I dwarfed the chair with my parts. Ugh!

I’d been way skinnier before and this was upsetting. Which was odd, as I know my skirt’s waistband was a lot smaller than before. My body was so weird. I guess I wasn’t used to my new changed shape to be better balanced yet.

I turned back to my desk, more carefully this time. The chair wasn’t at the right place so I adjusted it, standing, sitting, until it was better, as the front door opened again and again.

I really had nothing else to do right now as I didn’t know what was going on and my computer was useless without a keyboard. I needed to ask Ann for a new one I guess. I wonder if someone had borrowed it. That made sense as I’d been gone.

And then I realized that I was being watched!

So… I sat back down. Putting my backside straight down on the cushion.

Yeah I needed to be more careful.

I don’t think I’d bent funny, as I was wearing a skirt and needed to be careful, but who knows when I wasn’t paying 100% attention! Stupid skirts!

To distract myself for a bit longer I looked at the odd papers in the tray on my desk. Apparently there was some mail addressed to me in there?

It was all open already too, but I don’t remember opening these. Were they even to me?

The first was a few weeks old, and so probably a while ago, and when I was in Greendale. It was from a company who was in the business of Feed Delivery, and it was located in Orc territory.

Feed? So it was for me then as that’s what we called my food now. But I still don’t remember anything about this.

I flipped it over and looked at the envelope again. This one was addressed to me, but care of Paul Grimes Inc. I put it down. This was his letter then, even if it was on my desk?

Had my baby ordered me food to come to my place? That was weird, as he hadn’t asked me if I wanted any delivered. But I guess that was fine. He knew what I liked and what I was supposed to eat more than I did anyhow.

He was now in charge of that, but apparently he had been before we’d decided that as well? It made sense though, he could be. And quite frankly, it was correct, for me, as it felt so good and just as it should.

The next letter was from Baylina.

I felt dizzy and lightheaded. The envelope definitely said Official Business too.

Baylina was an Orc place, an official place, one that they wanted to discuss me… and breeding… and milking… and my future.

One which Paul said we had to go to. One which Charlie warned me would affect my rights, my life even in the city and my tags… which he’d been annoyed at me for the whole thing, from that I didn’t know details to that I was wearing my tags in the city.

He’d felt like I shouldn’t be doing that, as it was like going around acting like they were necessary. But weren’t they? Charlie had seemed to think they weren’t but Paul said they were.

Charlie had also seemed to hate the Elves, and I guess I got why he did that, but the tags… if Paul said I was to wear them, get used to them, and learn from wearing them, then it just made sense that I did it. He knew more anyhow, more than even Charlie. Learning was its own reward.

I sighed. Poor Charlie, he had to be dead now too, ugh!

Huh, this Baylina letter wasn’t even addressed to me! It was open and in my desk though, and addressed to Grimes Inc, and only in regards to me.

I shuddered. I was suddenly anxious and worried with thoughts of going to the Orcs and them being in total control of my every action. Taking everything from me, making me do whatever whim they desired, making me be nothing but a puppet!

It was for his company to deal with, not me. He’d said he’d take care of it and that he was sorry for the issues that had come up, and would.

I put it right back.

No matter what people might say about me and letting others ‘control’ me, I didn’t think that this was for me to bother with anyhow.

I felt my peace returning as I remembered that I didn’t need to worry about it as he had it handled, and I could forget it

The third letter here was apparently from a place called, Domestication and Things?

It was addressed to work here, and to Erin Danilova, and still sealed. It was to me so I think that I could open it. What a weird company name.

It was a review and comment card about how a bed I’d ordered was working out?

What bed? I guess I hadn’t been home in a long time, but I hadn’t ordered a bed, had I? Did I forget that like a Cow might? The account paid from wasn’t my account either. It was again in the name Grimes, Inc.

His. So it was his bed? For me?

I sighed, feeling those happy thoughts swirl in my head. I needed to see him soon. Had to.

The forth envelope was also from this oddly named, Domestication and Things place. That was to me too.

Huh, so there was stuff from this place definitely for me? Domestication? So, things for the kitchen? Or… not that kind of domestic, but more like… things for him to… to… do to me? The leash maybe? Or other things to make sure I was fully domesticated for him? Which… I was already domesticated! I was human… or no, I was a Cow. But I was… domesticated.

What was I thinking? The last envelope had said they sold beds, so… that was for the house, and domestic.

So what had he bought us? I was now so curious! I felt the tingle go down my cheeks to my chest and down as I buzzed with anticipation.

This envelope was larger than the others, saying ‘invoice included’, but it was also opened already, but this one was empty, with no signs of that invoice inside or in any drawer.

Dang it! I sighed, feeling that anticipation not find a good ending.

Was it something for me like the bed, or something more for me? I had to know!

Or was it more like the other meaning as I was wondering, about making me more… domestic or more able to be… kept like that might imply if one was having strange thoughts in their little Cow head?

* * *

Chapter 02: Cow at Work

Adan called out to the office, Okay we’re going to start the meeting now. Everyone is here and we really need to get to work.

Everyone? I didn’t smell Elf… oh right, the new nose ring Ann had given me would prevent that. Well, mostly.

We have some important issues to discuss about today.

The two Human men were smiling at me as they walked towards Adan and Ann and I smiled back to be polite. And I remembered them being named, Carter and Jeremy.

Carter was the one with the wider chin, Jeremy had been the more flirty one.

They moved over towards Adan and Ann, and then I saw Anthony, Carrie, Russell, who were already there, of course.

I got up as others moved towards them now.

Oh, I remembered meeting the Mon’Thal before.

Jenn the large woman, with large hands and dark eye-shadow. Tabea had some lizard like scales and was quite short. Manu was a guy with a larger nose but pretty blue eyes and short blonde hair. Then there was Nergis, Ann’s nephew, with clear, blue eyes.

I smelt and saw no Elves? Hrm?

When I saw the Mon'Thal men and women walking there too I got up as that was my queue I guess? I felt… more like them now, and less like my old friends… team. That was a bit sad I think? Perhaps, but now I was both, right? Half… sort of in each world. I could be a Cow on the farm, and now that I was back here, I could be me?

Perhaps this might be my chance to show that I could do this job? I could show them that I still belonged here too?

I don’t know if anyone thought I couldn’t, but I’d try to show them all that I was still me and I could do this. No matter if the Orcs didn’t want me doing magic! And made me pee myself or do just about whatever they said! They weren’t here. This was my place, my work place!

Like before, before I went to the farm, and even before I went to Greendale. That felt so long ago! Almost as long as time felt after I changed to when I was that old man! Who now seemed like another person. Frankly how could I have been that?

It wasn’t just me having this huge chest, butt, and wide hips. I was me now more than I’d been that me, and I don’t know what other mental and thought changes happened.

And now I had Paul?

I couldn’t go back! I couldn’t leave him, I really felt like I’d die! There was an ache in my lower belly already, missing him.

The door opened again and I felt my posture change as the weight pulling on me did as I pressed my chest up and out.

And in came Sidead the Dwarf, which made me wonder what I did that for?

He wasn’t in charge of… well, of me or my milk, and he didn’t care. But if he was here today, maybe I could show him I could do this job? But why was I still pushing out and up my chest?

Come on self, this wasn’t a good start!

And then I saw an Orc!

Not just any Orc, that was Kreios!

I… suddenly felt worried. Sick. Anxious!

He’d always had very orange skin, but now he looked flushed and like he’d been in the sun a lot more. And I felt already smaller and less in control!

He’d yell at me! Make me pee myself! And humiliate me completely in front of everyone! My old coworkers, and my new ones! And I didn’t know which would be worse to feel that mortification in front of!

I stopped where I was. It didn’t matter really, as both would now know me for what I was.

I guess it was good to get that out of the way though… and just do it. Show everyone what the Cow was really like inside, how she really acted, as she had no choice when it involved Orcs. She was so low on the totem pole of life, even here. And damn, that was a short lived hope of working here again like myself!

The nostrils of his wide nose were already flaring as I know he smelt me and the worry increased, I was in trouble!

I was going to be that self here I guess. I sighed.

There was nothing I could do now, I already felt frozen and my muscles were getting stiff! My knees were already stuck and I feared that I was unable to move

My arms were feeling numb as they hung down my sides. I felt weak, and I looked up as my chin was already down, showing him I knew it!

My backbone was still stiff and pushing out my chest, making it even easier to be grabbed there, and I already felt how powerless I was!

Me work here? Ha! That was a short dream self!

Respect? I’d soon not have even the slightest! This Cow had been naughty and she’d also probably get a spanking for that now too!

Kreios rushed over to me, took my hand and turned me to face him saying with a deep sigh, almost like relief, You are okay!

I… what? Yes, sure…

He asked in a quiet and frantic way, You are okay? Tell me.

I immediately replied, I’m fine. I’m okay. I’m healthy and good. I silently yelled, only in my head of course, ‘So you don’t have to check my health!’

He nodded as he looked in my eyes, and looked pained, Yes, good, you seem it… but oh sorry, I can’t… I have to do it, but I’ll be quick.

What? Oh no! No!

He grunted… and sniffed. I felt my vulva tingle as I got my feeling back.

I swallowed my embarrassment and blushed.

He’d made me pee myself in my panties! Here! Right here at work in front of everyone!

But… no puddle? He hadn’t made me do that? Really?

Also, there was no real mess on my skin either as I felt nothing change really in the fabric of my panties. He had made me pee myself though, I could smell it, so… he’d just made me pee just a single drip? Really? He was so nice!

Wow! I thought that he’d totally embarrass me and make everyone here know what kind of person I was now!

I smiled back at him, feeling that elation and knowing he’d been so nice to me just then that I don’t know if I could ever repay it!

My smile felt so wide too as I practically giggled with my thanks!

Thank goodness. He nodded again. Good girl. We were so worried.

I’m sorry. I looked up even as I had my lower lip pouting outwards. But…? Good girl?