Existing Betrayal

By I.B.M (intelligent black man)

I am so appreciative that I had the opportunity to write this inspirational novel. I sincerely hope that all readers not only enjoyed it, but also took heed to the unraveling circumstances that dictate solitary. I am satisfi ed if just a few readers’ lives were changed, which would tell me that I was able to spread my message. All encouragement should be in the best interest of people’s lives.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Apr 20, 2023
• ISBN: 9781669872191

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CONTENTS

Introduction

Chapter 1     Favoritism is Fashionism

Chapter 2     Trader

Chapter 3     Stay Busy, Remain Problem-Free

Chapter 4     Short Term Disclosure

Autobiography

INTRODUCTION

F IRST, I.B.M (INTELLIGENT black man) WOULD like to thank you for reading his inspirational work of art. The content of his book is comprise of details and information regarding someone’s focus to destroy dreams and goals. However, without them having any knowledge of it, their focus came into existent. He hope that you’ll enjoy reading his inspired book.

Children Struggle With childhood’s task. There are many things to learn about this large confusing world of adulthood. They not only have to deal with normal growth processes involved in cognitive, emotional, social development, but also pressures imposed on them by forces they cannot control: parental illnesses; family financial burdens; emotional disturbances of adults; inadequate parenting skills; and neglect in some instances. I.B.M want to share with readers his attempts to assist troubled individuals to find some solace and to gain competencies and inner strengths after they have been involved with stresses, anxieties, and other unsatisfying realms. He suffered unbearable with circumstances that he contemplated shouldn’t be, but refuse immobilization. Instead, used it as a motivation key to think more profoundly about his future. I.B.M hope to show readers through his book that the process of healing can happen if you allow it. The mending beginnings of individuality and autonomy can begin to prosper in the world, and dignifying return. Since experiencing his own kind of realms he had tried to offer troubled individuals an opportunity to heal: become more integrated; more self-actualizing; and more positive in their self-images. I.B.M heard fears and complaints about their expressions to emerge their love to themselves, siblings, and parents. But only to resort to disbelief which repeated. They need to find abundance within what they might had felt was a catastrophe. In general, the therapeutic methods leading to adulthood is necessary for success. Children apprehend steadfast from those surrounding them, and continue what they learned for the remainder of their lives.

CHAPTER 1

Favoritism is Fashionism

I MIGRATED FROM THE West Indies when I was a young boy, not even old enough to remember. The only recollection I have is when I started kindergarten. I remember few instances that occurred as I am older now. Back then it never dawned on me that I created instances. I knew that I was probably spoil by many, because I got away with my rudeness, and many other things, by many people. It could had been because I was a cute baby. Or, maybe people knew that I was going to be prosperous in life someday. Whatever reason(s) it was it paid off to had been spoiled. One incident occurred when my kindergarten teacher somehow got me upset, and I spat on her. Anyone could ask where did I get that kind of behavior from. There is no need to ask yourself that because little children do all kinds of mysterious things, not even their own mom and dad have no control over. As a matter of fact, grown-ups do things that are off-the-wall, also!

One thing for certain, my mom and dad made sure I was in school every day. I would have to be literary dying before I could miss a day from school. I was the type of kid who argued with people if I did not like something. I remember talking back to my teachers many times. I do not recall any certain reasons but I do have a mouth that I can use. My mom and dad had plenty meetings with my kindergarten teacher and the school principle because I was very talkative at a young age. I was trying my hardest to grow rapidly, because at home I was not allowed to be bad. So, I was bad in school! I was a tough kid, because I got beatings, but did not bulge. My mom and dad yelled at me whenever I was bad in school, but it was funny to me. I did not understand why they yelled at me. It went through one ear and out the other. I was a stubborn child because always wanted to do things as I pleased. The more discipline I received from my folks was the more rebellious I got.

Luckily, I moved on to other grades in school. Although I was rebellious in school I knew I had to progress in each and every subject, by getting A’s, B’s, and maybe even C’s, and not repeat a single grade. All that screaming and yelling paid off! It came to life’s achievement award, since I managed to stay out of prison. Although I disrespected some folks, I am quite certain it’s because they disrespected me, and refuse to confess. We all know the saying, people only tell you what they want to tell you. I did not get much beatings, but the ones that I did get reminded me of the previous ones. All the beatings just made me want to hurry up and finish school so I could move out. I graduated from middle school with no problem. I remember that I was paddled either in seventh or eighth grade numerous times by my teacher. It was always my mouth. I could not help it. Apparently, I got that part from someone in the family. My siblings are ruthless when it comes to critical situations involving them. They knew how to get away with it. It seemed as if people were intimidated by my parents. I am sure no one will admit it. I have too many older siblings to have no shared any genes.

Back then in school teachers were allowed to spank children who were rowdy and who disturbed the classroom. Teachers were given the authority to discipline their students simply because they dealt with majority of the day while they were in school. Nowadays it is not like that any longer due to the fact that some teachers abused their authority and children make many complaints to their parents about teachers spanking them for no reasons. Nowadays teachers better not even think about raising their hands at their students. Even that could constitute abuse. There are children that need to be spank on occasions in order to keep them in line. Parents do not understand the difficulties they have to face with students. At least there were not any violent acts in school as it is now.

Many times you hear children assaulting another child in school over non-sense: a jacket; a pair of sneakers; or just plain old jealousy. Why is it? When children get violent nowadays they want to fight and use knives, guns, or any other violent