My Cursed Sadistic Alpha: Sebastian's Curse

By Liz Barnet

"Don't get the ideas that you are ever going to receive anything other than hate from me, Athena. I don't need a mate. I don't need a weak pathetic bond like this to survive," He growled as he grabbed a fistful of my hair and harshly threw me on the bed.

I was naked and helpless in front of his menacing eyes.

"Sebastian, please don't do this..."

"I have purchased you from that auction only because you'll come in use to tame my wolf, and you are nothing but a good that I will use every day and night for my pleasure. And your life in hell starts from today."

"Please don't..." I begged but none of my words affected him.

I backed away till my body hit against the headboard but he dragged me by my ankles and shredded the last piece of fabric, my panties, and threw it away.

After being sold by my parents to auctioneers because of being a wolf-less she-wolf, When fate landed me in my mate's arms from the auction, for once I thought I was finally going to find happiness...someone who'd love me. But it was another hell I landed into.

Sebastian Valdez-- was known as the cursed Alpha who killed his own father. Everyone feared him, his barbaric deeds had no bounds, and he did not have a heart. He only had one rule in his life--Thrive in others' pain. But what he did to me was even worse.

He snatched my innocence, abused me, raped me every night, hurt me beyond extreme, and left me with only the want to escape from his cage but that was until I got to know what his curse was......

This is book 1 of the story. Book 2 is coming soon.

• Language: English
• Publisher: supernovel
• Release date: Mar 1, 2023

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CHAPTER 1: The Auction

Athena

The guards dragged me outside and threw me on the stage.

My forehead hit against the rough surface of the wooden stage that had been used for selling countless girls like me; Fresh blood instantly seeped through my bruised skin and the metallic smell hit my nose.

A Chorus of cheers and sounds of approval buzzed throughout the entire place. The hunger-filled eyes of the disgusting people waiting around raked my body covered in a torn red dress that barely covered my skin.

A sob slipped past my lips and I brought my hands close to my body to avoid the eyes of these awaiting monsters on me.

I felt disgusted. So weak and pathetic that I wished for my own death.

But little did I know that death was in no way near me because I was yet to face worse than death itself.

So here's another fresh piece, The auctioneer grabbed a fistful of my hair and forced me to stand on my feet; My knees were ready to give up at any second.

So this is our lovely...Athena, The monster began speaking, his voice alone made every fiber of my body shiver in disgust, Beauty with grace. He grabbed my jaw and roughly raised my face to make me face the crowd.

Every single individual in the crowd had their eyes shaded dark in lust; There was no sign of mercy in any of them, not even a vestige of it.

So soft and flavorful that you can crush her in your bed every night and still there be more of her. He chuckled.

This stirred awake many waves of laughter from the animals in front of me, beneath their skin and lustful gazes they hid demons and their dark intentions that brought them here to the auction today.

They were here to enjoy the helplessness of girls like us and gain their profit from it.

But don't worry, she's fresh as a newly ripe fruit just like her age, The auctioneer spoke again, the dirt his words carried caused more tears to spill down my cheeks.

What could I do other than weep because of my misfortune? Nothing.

A virgin, wolf less she-wolf, He said and chaos of whistles broke through the entire place and it felt a tight slap landing against my cheek.

Wolf less— The misery that put me into this position where I was today. The reason why I never got the love of my parents and ended up here is that they sold me like some good to these monsters due to their greed for money.

And here I was— In the middle of these starving demons, moments away from being once again.

I was not wolfless... I could feel her, her emotions, her strengths but the only thing that brought me into this hell was because I couldn't shift. Despite having a wolf, I am wolfless.

So the bidding starts at Twenty thousand euros... The MC's voice cut through, Twenty thousand?Anyone?

Thirty Thousand, One of the bidders raised his paddle. The sound left my heart beating faster.

I closed my eyes, more tears rolled down my cheeks. It felt like the world was laughing at my misfortune; The pain of a weak she-wolf standing in front of the crowd of monsters who were here to take advantage of her helplessness because of their wealth, the same wealth whose greed made my parents sell me like some crap.

Thirty thousand, The MC's pleasant voice spoke, the joy could be seen through his orbs, Thirty-One? Anyone?

Thirty-Five thousand, Another bidder spoke among the crowd.

My heartbeats rose. The dismay surrounded me more and more. I did not want to be sold.

In my mind, I kept praying that this nightmare would somehow end. But it did not.

Because it was the reality.

Thirty-five thousand! Forty thousand anyone? Do we have a Forty thousand for this fresh flower?

Sixty Thousands. Another voice rang from the crowd along with the sound of the paddle.

The bar has been raised, gentleman! Sixty thousand! The amazement was palpable in his voice, Sixty-One thousand? Anyone?

One million! A sudden voice buzzed among the crowd, leaving a hush prowling around the entire place and my...soul.

Unknowingly a shiver ran down my body. My eyes became desperate to see the owner of that luring voice, a surreal feeling stirred awake within every inch of my skin as if some sort of heat entrenched it.

But I couldn't see the person. The crowd was too huge.

Hesitancy covered MC's expression as if he was contemplating a decision that might cost him his life. And the same hesitancy was perceptible among the bidders. Everyone here knew who that person was, but I didn't.

One...One Million. Does anyone want to bid higher? His voice trembled.

No paddle rose, it was not because of the amount of money, it was because of.....fear.

The MC opened his mouth to speak but a sudden slamming sound was heard and the same voice spoke again, Two Million Euros. The words were spoken with anger and suppressed underneath a hidden threat.

Sold! The MC did not delay a second before announcing.

His voice shook and his eyes shaded with fear as he uttered the name, Sold to...Alpha Sebastian Valdez.

Another shiver ran up and down throughout my body hearing the name I'd never heard before.

Sebastian.....

The name caused my wolfish instincts to reach their peak. A rush of thrill, rising of indecipherable emotions. I was bewildered, I could not understand anything that was happening. Everything was just so sudden.

And suddenly the sound of someone's heavy footsteps broke my heavy chain of thoughts. I looked through my blurry vision in tears and saw him ascending his way towards me on the stage.

My heart stopped for a brief moment. The divine scent wafted into my nostrils, and my pupils dilated as I watched him with lips parted in amazement.

Perfectly sculpted face that took my breath away, framed with heavenly blue eyes that looked right through my soul, skin of an angel, and aura of a ruler......It was my mate.

I was stunned. Enchanted by his sight alone that made my whole world screech to a halt.

But amidst the chaos, It was unmistakably vivid that his eyes did not look at me the way mine did; They were ethereal yet cold.

Nonetheless, there was this hope within me that he'd give me any sort of reaction that'd tell me that he'd recognized me but he gave away none.

Instead, as he walked up the stage he did not bother to spare me another glance.

Another man walked behind him and handed the MC a suitcase that supposedly had the payment in it.

Count it if you want, The man spoke.

No. No need to count, it's okay. Alpha can take her right away. The MC spoke in a rush, fear, and anxiety screaming through his words.'

Then my mate suddenly spoke, Nice to see, you have the intelligence to save your life, his voice and eyes both were void of emotions.

I am taking my good, my beta will fill in the formalities, then he grabbed my hand for the first time, sparks shot through my skin and my heartbeats quickened but there was no change in the coldness I could sense from him.

He dragged me with him down the stage and headed out of place, straight to his car. There was no gentleness in his hold, it was extravagantly harsh.

The door of the car was opened by the driver and he basically threw me inside the car like some rag doll before he got in.

Mansion. He told the driver and closed the door shut. He did not look at me, even for once.

I was speechless; unable to understand the reason behind my mate's behavior, why he was acting like a stranger to me, and as if he did not give a shit about me.

I did not know what made me crawl to the corner and wrap my hands around my knees and hide my face as the tears streamed down my face.

The security setup build-up in the car separated us from the driver's view but it did not make it any better.

I did not want to be seen. I wanted to hide somewhere and never come out.

Maybe it was the shame....because I did not have a wolf.....

The starting sound of the engine of the car was heard and moments kept passing. And suddenly a inhale and then heard a low growl that belonged to none other than my mate.

Before I could raise my head to look at him, I felt a harsh tug at my hand and I landed on the top of his lap.

I gasped loudly in surprise, a foreign feeling took over due to the closeness but all of it vanished soon because with his hands he shredded my dress into two causing me to gasp out loud and cover my bare breasts with my hands.

He threw away my clothes as if the smell disgusted him—The smell of the place and people I was kept among.

I never wanted a mate, but I had never thought it would turn out to be this pathetic. He spat, his words full of venom, Fucking miserable.

More tears rolled down my eyes but he did not seem to care the slightest bit.

He grabbed my hair in a fist and tilted my head to look into my eyes, Listen to me very carefully, don't think I have purchased you because of this so-called mate bond thing. I don't give a shit about you.

In the coldness in his eyes, there was only hatred that remained in silence.

So, if you are thinking that it's going to be a fairytale since I have brought you from the hell, you are wrong. And get this in your head that you are coming with me to my home, not as a mate but as a slave.

All my hopes were shattered the very moment I saw the hatred in his orbs. There was no sign of tenderness or love that I'd hoped to find, it was just the darkness that was going to destroy me.

Got it? He grabbed my jaw in a painful grip.

A sob threatened to tear through my throat but I held it in and forced myself to nod at his words.

Good. He shoved me back where I was sitting prior, and threw his blazer at me, Cover yourself before we get there.

My heart was hurting; It hurt so bad that I just witnessed myself losing the last hope, my mate.

But how could I even blame him? How could he possibly want the girl whose own parents didn't want her?

Holding onto all my sobs and tears, I covered myself with his blazer and forced my gaze away from him; I looked outside through the glass view of the window, looking at the darkness and hoping it'd swallow me in it.

CHAPTER 2: Alpha’s Hatred

Athena

The entire ride to his mansion was passed in silence except for the few sniffles that I failed to hold in anymore. For the whole time, all he did was drink up from the pocket alcohol bottle nonetheless he did not look drunk but I could smell the liquor from him even from the distance.

Something about him was very....scary. And as the seconds passed, I felt strange fear crawling up my insides.

I knew nothing about him. Who he was, what he did, I knew nothing. This place was new to me. For a girl like me who never got the chance to step out from her pack, it was terrifying for me to find myself in such a vulnerable position.

The car stopped in front of a huge mansion, it was vastly decorated and an enormous amount of trees surrounded everywhere of it as if a dark shadow had surrounded this beautiful place.

Sebastian grabbed my wrist and roughly hauled me outside of the car. It was hard to keep up with his speed and with bare feet, it was even more difficult because of all the cuts and blisters I had.

The guards opened the main door and he dragged me inside the mansion with him.

Numerous maids and workers gathered around us as they saw Sebastian's arrival. All of their eyes were focused on the floor in an unmoving way, they looked afraid and their trembling breathing remained apparent as proof.

But then my eyes moved to spot the lady walking down the stairs. Her blonde hair reached her shoulders, the red gown hugged her glowy skin like a second layer even though the dress was vastly revealing, and her eyes looked at me in a curious way but soon as they noticed Sebastian's hand holding mine, fury as quick to shade them.

She walked down, casually sipping on the glass of wine in her hand, and stood in front of us.

I did not know you went to purchase some slave, she spoke.

Because it's none of your fucking business, Celine. Sebastian spat, anger glared through his blue orbs and Celine instantly cowered away.

I'm...sorry Alpha. I did not mean it to sound like this, She apologized, her voice suddenly sounding sweeter than honey.

Sebastian completely ignored her and pushed me to the maid's side.

Here, get her all cleaned up and escort her to the room beside mine. He ordered, I want her clean and all the smell of other wolves washed away from her body. Got it?

Yes, Alpha. The maid politely nodded and gently held me to keep me standing, she probably noticed my weakness and struggle to stay still on my feet.

What's your name? Celine asked me, raising one of her eyebrows.

Athena.

Is she a new slave? This time Celine's question was directed to Sebastian, her tone turning sweeter once again.

Sebastian's jaw clenched, and his hands formed into fists, Yes, she is. I could tell he was certainly not fond of being asked too many questions.

She walked towards him and slipped her hand around his arm, seductively trailing up her nails towards his bicep, So that means she can serve me as well, I was in the need of a maid anyways. You know, to do my regular pedicure and stuff so...

Celine couldn't complete her sentence as Sebastian cut her off, throwing away the pocket-alcohol bottle against the nearest mirror on the wall.

Enough! His loud voice echoed the place and I closed my eyes in fear, my breathing trembled and my hands shook vigorously, I have not spent two million dollars on her just for some of your fucking pedicure and stupid stuff that you can do by yourself. Stay in your lane, because you know what the consequences are gonna be if you don't.

Shock covered Celine's expression and took a few steps backward in fear.

I have bought her, for my use. She is mine, He gave her a death glare, Now, Go to your fucking room. Right now! He ordered.

She did not wait even a second before she hurried up the stairs, disappearing from our sight within seconds but not before flashing me a strange look that held a deeper inexplicable hatred underneath.

Sebastian released a heavy breath, the rage was still evident on his face, and the blue veins beside his neck stood up just like another proof. His silence was unnerving.

And apparently, the maid seemed to understand that standing there and witnessing his fury was not the best option.

Let's go, She whispered to me and helped me walk out of the hall with her and head up the stairs.

But the pair of eyes that belonged to none other than my mate, burning holes behind my head did not get unseen in any way.

*****

I remained seated in the hot tub, motionless and lost in the mess of my thoughts as the maid scrubbed and washed my body.

After being in that hell for so many days, this new atmosphere was somehow a bit peaceful but I knew this peace was not going to be long-lasting. The remembrance of Sebastian's eyes full of hatred for me, made tears gather in my eyes once again.

How is Celine related to the Alpha? I found myself asking the question, it was the only thing I'd uttered till now.

Oh...she's his mistress. She answered.

He has a Mistress......

A strong pain attacked my chest, forming a knot in the middle and making it hard for me to breathe.

The thought of him being with another woman pained me. I did not even have the right to complain because just in these few hours of meeting my mate, he'd already proved that he was not even interested to see my face.

What I had done wrong to deserve such cruelty of this world? My life could have been so much better if I was born like this....without a wolf. Maybe, even Sebastian would have loved me instead of hating me but.....

What was my fault that instead of being strong and desirable, the goddess has made me a burden for everyone?

Your name's Athena, right? The maid's question broke my haze.

I quickly wiped my tears and nodded. However, her gaze of sympathy and care told it all— She'd already noticed me crying.

Look...I know it's hard for you to accept the reality but I'm saying this for your own good, the sooner you learn to accept, the less it'd hurt, She softly spoke, Please be careful of him, he's lethal. Your one mistake can end up getting you killed. He does not know the word mercy, so don't do anything that'll turn into a risk for your life.

It was hard to believe that my own mate was so cruel and barbaric nonetheless it was true; I had seen it myself, in his eyes, there was not even a trace of any emotion.

H-how many people have he killed till now? My words trembled.

Countless. The maid let out a sigh, But the first person he killed was his father, At the age of eleven.

My heart indeed stopped after hearing what she just said.

He killed his own father?

Do you...do you know why he killed his father?

No, I don't. Apparently, none knows about it. Most of the people don't know much about Alpha Sebastian and his background, and even if anyone knows they stay far away from disclosing it because of fear. She said, It's just like one of those secrets that have been buried in the dark, just like his curse that none knows about.

He's cursed? I was a bit shocked by her statement.

Yeah, he is cursed. She said.

And there's no one who knows what it is?

Kinda, Most people assume it's his barbaric and cruel deeds that have made the goddess bestow the curse upon him and it could actually be the case, but if anyone who has the possibilities to know about it is...Julia.

Who's Julia?

Before she could answer my question, a maid suddenly walked inside the bathroom in a hurry.

Sarah, get her ready as fast as possible. Alpha's gonna come here anytime soon. She said glancing at me.

Sarah's eyes looked moved to look at me in sympathy and this was when I knew Sebastian's arrival was going to be just another hell for me.

CHAPTER 3: Mate or Monster?

Athena

Warning: 18+, strong mature content ahead.

I anxiously fisted the sides of the white dress I was wearing, sitting on the bed and wishing the front door would not be opened by him. I did not want to face him; I was afraid, more than I had ever been.

So many questions were arising in my mind but the one that remained awake the most was...

I was his mate, would he destroy me just like another of his targets?

And suddenly the door opened with a loud slam.

I flinched at the sound and my hand flew to cover my mouth to stop the gasp that left my mouth; Sebastian walked inside the room, and he still has the same attire on.

My heartbeats picked a pace, and as his scent permeated the atmosphere of the room I found it hard to breathe.

His eyes moved to look at me, his jaw tightened for some reason and his hands fisted to his sides.

Did he hate the sight of me so much?

Come here. He ordered, his voice was stone-cold, and his stare unnerving.

I swallowed the lump in my throat and forced my legs to get down the bed. My body was resisting it so badly, I did not want to get near to him, all I wanted was to run away far away, and hid myself somewhere.

But what could I even do? This was my fate. I was trapped.

I slowly walked closer to him, sucking in a breath as I stood a few steps away from him.

And suddenly he grabbed my arm and hauled me closer to him. The harsh yank made a zap of pain travel down my entire hand, my body came colliding against his one.

I whimpered in pain but a gasp soon left my mouth as he grabbed my waist and his nails dug into my skin tearing through the fabric of the dress.

Since you are here in my mansion, there are a few rules you have to follow from now on, He began with his low and dangerous tone, moving one of his hands to grab my jaw and tilt my face to look into my eyes.

I could smell the strong scent of the liquor from him, but I knew he was not drunk; He was completely in his senses and fully in control.

You are not allowed to leave this room unless you are told so, you will keep your mouth shut whenever you are around me, and you'll obey me just like my slave; Your only duty is to serve me, and if you try to show any sort of disobedience or attempt anything stupid such as trying to escape... His grip tightened and it felt like if he increased the force a bit more, my jaw would break into two.

I'll throw right where I have brought you from and do you know what those auctioneers do to the returned goods? A smirk curved on his lips and he spoke against my lips, First they use them and fulfill their thirst and then they tear them into pieces and share it among themselves.

Y-You are my mate.... The cry automatically left my mouth, and unknowingly tears streamed down my face, Why are doing this to me?

Something flickered in his eyes, but it was gone soon as it appeared.

Trust me, I haven't even started yet, He darkly chuckled, I don't give a fuck about this mate bond, Athena. Unwantedly A shiver ran down my spine when my name fell off his lips.

And suddenly the sound of my dress being torn was heard through the room.

I gasped in horror and tried to push him away but he was too strong compared to me.

But I do have a lot of interest in this body of yours, His dark eyes made me realize his intentions.

But before I could even do anything he tore my entire dress, followed by my bra which's strap he cut with his extended claw.

I brought my hands to cover myself; Feeling pathetic because of my helplessness.

I beg you, please don't do this. I sobbed.

What could I even do except for crying?

These tears of yours are not going to affect me, so stop wasting them because you'd be needing them for later on. He brought his hand and groped my breast, squeezing it to the point of pain.

There were sparks indeed because of the bond between us, but the pain was overpowering all of it and the humiliation did it even more.

Don't get the ideas that you are ever going to receive anything other than hate from me, Athena. I don't need a mate. I don't need a weak pathetic bond like this to survive, He growled as he grabbed a fistful of my hair and harshly threw me on the bed.

I was naked and helpless in front of his menacing eyes.

Sebastian, please don't do this...

I have purchased you from that auction only because you'll come in use to tame my wolf, and you are nothing but a good that I will use every day and night for my pleasure. And your life in hell starts from today.

Please don't... I begged but none of my words affected him.

I backed away till my body hit against the headboard but he dragged me by my ankles and shredded the last piece of fabric, my panties, and threw it away.

Goddess has surely made you a burden on this earth, but this body of yours is indeed.....ravishing. A sadistic grin splayed on his lips and he cupped my puśsy in his hand, At least, my money hasn't gone all to waste.

I struggled with all my strength, trying to get away from his hold but I ended up failing every time.

Please...don't do this to me, Sebastian. I cried.

He completely ignored all my pleas and got on the bed, hovering over me and trapping me underneath him, resting both of his knees on either side of me.

The more you beg, the more interesting it gets, Athena. Keep begging, keep trying to find an escape and you'll find me closing every path for you. He stated lowly and unbuttoned his shirt before throwing it away; Then he moved to unbuckle his belt and slid his pants down.

I tried to use the opportunity to escape from his hold but with one swift motion of his hand, he pushed me back on the bed and this time he grabbed my throat with a bone-crushing grip.

He leaned closer to my face, choking me as he tightened his fingers around my throat; His eyes were cold. Very cold.

You can't escape from me, Athena. I'll make every of your breath a burden for you, I'll push to the edge where you can see your death and every time I'll drag you back for the same torture once again, I'll make you regret your existence; This will be a hell for you, and today I'll start by giving you a taste of it. He spoke the words against my lips and he kissed me.

There was no gentleness in the kiss. It was harsh and painful.

He bit down on my bottom lip, forcing his tongue inside my mouth; I could taste my own blood because of how he'd bit my lip.

He moved his hand between my thigh and spread them wide. Another sob left my mouth but that got muffled because of his mouth on mine.

And suddenly two of his fingers thrust inside of me. I nearly screamed and fought to get away from his captive but I couldn't.

He was overpowering me in every possible way.

I see, the auctioneers haven't lied. At least you have something left for me to snatch. He chuckled as he finally released my lips, they were bleeding and swollen.

I'd never thought I was going to lose my virginity like this. I'd always saved myself for my mate but...I did not want it to be like this. I did not want to be raped or be in the hands of someone crueler than a monster.

Please, Sebastian. What did I do wrong that you are doing this to me? I cried.

He did not answer my question. His expression changed for a brief moment but before I could read it, he hid it.

He silently cuffed my hands with his belt and pinned them over my head.

From now on...there's going to be the only thing that you'll know—Pain. A sadistic smile took over his lips.

He took off his boxers and grabbed one of my thighs, raising my leg over his shoulder, and positioned himself at my entrance.

Please stop, I sobbed and begged, hoping he'd stop; Change his mind, and not snatch my innocence.

But he broke this hope of mine too.

CHAPTER 4: Forced

Athena

Warning: 18+, strong mature content ahead

He forced his way inside of me with one swift thrust.

I screamed out loud, unable to ignore the pain that slashed through; Every cell of my body froze and it felt like he'd ripped me into two with his length. I'd never been with a man, but for a virgin, his size and the force he used to penetrate me were too much.

More tears slid down my face, making a mess. I felt torn down there.

A satisfactory growl left his mouth and he pulled himself out before he hammered his way inside once again but with double pressure.

My body jerked in pain and I screamed once again, Ah!

And then he began moving in and out. Giving me no time to adjust to his size or the pain.

His animalistic pace made the bed shake and squeal underneath us. My body was vigorously trembling, I couldn't even move my hands because Sebastian had tied them so hard.

He used his free hand to grope my breast and pinch my nipple. The stinging pain erupting on the skin hit straight to my core. The humiliation, sorrow, helplessness—All the emotions made me ever more miserable.

I couldn't take it. It was hurting so bad.

Stop it, please. I cried out.

I am far from stopping, Athena. Brace the pain, 'cause it's what you are going to face every day. He slammed his cock deep within me, hitting spots that made me see stars behind my eyelids.

I beg you, Sebastian. I can't take this anymore!

You have to take this. Do you fucking hear me? He spat and leaned closer to my face; All I saw in his blue eyes was hatred.

This is what is your destiny. You are my slave, an object for my pleasure; I'll use you every day and night like my slut. Get this in your head. He relentlessly dove in and out of my pušsy, not even caring the slightest bit for the pain he was putting me through.

He was like a sadist monster who only knew how to fulfill his hunger; Indeed he was a sadistic monster.

He continuously moved in and out. My pulse increased, my heartbeats were at a rapid pace, and my sweat-covered body begged for an escape. There was nothing romantic or pleasurable in this encounter; It was bloody painful, yet in this trauma, there was a need for a release too.

You are my property, Athena. I'll use you in every way I desire, I'll control you the way want; Your tears, your screams, your scars they are all mine, His claws dug into my hip, drawing blood, And you don't have a choice other than submission, do you? He raised one of his left eyebrows in amusement and kissed down my neck, leaving his marks all the way along.

I wish I had never met you. The sob automatically left my mouth, tears ran down my cheeks.

I couldn't describe my pain. The truth stung that my own mate was taking me without my will. Fucking me like a cheap slut he owned.

Wishes never come true, He chuckled darkly, But nightmares do.

I sobbed, looking away from him, avoiding watching his face; I buried my face in the pillow, crying in helplessness.

It was painful. The way he was using my body without a tinge but of emotion, any care or tenderness—It was the most painful feeling ever.

At least not looking at him would help me bear all of it in silence but he didn't let me do that too.

He grabbed my face and turned me to face him. His grip was so harsh that I felt my skin burn; Surely he'd left his finger marks there.

You can't hide from the pain, Athena, He mercilessly pounded his length in and out; Hitting so deep that I could feel him in my stomach.

Please..stop it, I begged, straining against the restraints to free myself but he did not listen to me.

He grabbed my breast and squeezed it hard, leaving the marks of his fingers there as well.

Despite my denial, my walls clenched around his cock; Released more juices, milking it. And then I felt myself reaching the climax; The release hit me like a swashing wave but he did not stop.

He bit down on my lip, slapping the sides of my thighs and digging his claws into my skin. My blood seeped out of the wound and as he dragged his nails downwards, a loud scream tore from my throat in pain.

But he didn't quit there, he moved his mouth and bit my breast hard. Another cry left my mouth.

He was intentionally hurting me to satisfy his sadistic desires.

How could he hurt me so much and not give a damn about it? He was my mate....

Moments kept passing but his torture did not end. He kept using my using, leaving his marks that were going to haunt me forever; My blood covered the white bed sheet, and my wounds and the excruciating pain remained as a witness—He was lethal; A sadistic monster.

My body reached the release a few times but the anguish was greater than all of it.' There was no pleasure in it, it was all pain and torment.

And after more than an hour-long of torture, he finally groaned and I felt the pulse of him within me, his face slackened and pupils thinned as he spilled his seeds inside of me.

He remained seated inside for a while, calming down his heavy breathing as the drops of sweat glided down his muscular figure, dark hair hung over his forehead, and his lips remained slightly parted. His eyes closed for a while as he took in a deep breath, throwing his head slightly backward.

The sight of him could have been ethereal if this wasn't rape; If this wasn't him stooping this low and taking my virginity like this.

He finally pulled himself out of me and freed my hands from the belt, and without another glance at me, he slipped on his clothes and walked out of the room, leaving the door shut and me suffering in silence once again.

I gathered myself to sit up, my eyes moved to glance at the blood between my legs and his cum seeping out of my swollen gap before I began to notice all the cuts and marks all over my body.

I felt disgusted.

My hand moved to suppress my sob with my hand; The tears streamed down my face.

How could he do this to me?

My whole body ached, and my blood was everywhere on the bed, but what hurt me more was this all this was not done by any other person.....it was my own mate.

What did I do wrong moon goddess? What did I do that you have written my fate like this? You say mates are supposed to love each other, a part of our soul who'll never hurt us, go beyond every boundary for us... A loud sob tore through my throat, "Is this what you

Reviews for My Cursed Sadistic Alpha

[Jeni · Rating: 3 out of 5 stars]

Not the best ending, so many unanswered questions? Didn't address the plot and his enemies?