Desensitizer Iii Vol. 1: Metal Maladies
By Kaero Davis
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Kaero Davis
Taking seriously now of 16+ years writing these poems that long of all of the things I'd experienced all that might have mattered as I'd learnt, matter making light of a bad situation and showing as far damaged as the zero was (won't say hero) there remained a more enlightened one then after. Tormented and as twisted may be.
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Desensitizer Iii Vol. 1 - Kaero Davis
Copyright © 2021 by Kaero Davis.
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CONTENTS
Chapter I: Fight Through Clashing Delusions
Interpreteneur No.2
Let It Be Writ
Fear Divided Faith
Faith All In The Grace
Forwards For Whats?
His Heinous, His Tragesty,
Luciferian Christianity
Makeshift Madness
Lookin’ For Help
Almost A Little
Hindrance More Than Help
Acceptance Of The Delegated Help
HELLp
Little Freedoms
Keep It Within
Less I Say
Hypocritical Disadvantaging By Fear For Reputation
Better Getting’ It Now
By Damaged Pride
Better Than Some
The Part Of The Conquest As Change
Regarding The Scale Of Hurt
Take It Seriously
Cannabis…I’m Sorry
Face The Nurse
Confront And Control It
Delayed Desire To Aspire
Competitive Ploy To Blind
Sand In The Face
Sudden Detachment
Throw Offs
Centre Shade, Inward, Outward
To Never Get The Better I Deserve
Under Lock Away
Under Keen Eyes
Propriety Of Meticulous Mentality
Patience, Adversary, Patience,
Whose Delusion?
My Word
Manic
Rush To The Failure
Peace Away
Ciggy Breaks
Patterns Of A Mass Delusion
Reason The Belief
Warrior To Delusion
To Determine The Difference
To Choose, To Try,
Was Never The Enemy
When The Critics Aren’t Fair
Why We’re Different
Psyche Off
Narco-Psy-Sis
Ruin My Life
Close It Off
Reel It Back
Problem With A Plagiarist
Problematic Plagiarist
Irony
Whose To Say How?
Just When
Good Gone Black
Realm ‘twixt Realms
Ramraid God Realm Gates
Christ For Hell
Monsterdom
Remorse, Contrition, On A Whole New Sociopathic Level
Strong After Scene Of Time,
Full 360
The Knack To –
Who’s Responsible For Whom?
Controlled My Delusion, Now It’s Just Theirs…
Why Work?
Fair Wages Fare
Dialectical Materialism
Enslaved
You, Me, We, Med –
Obstructed Flows
Fifty Cones
Untamed
By Will
Give ‘Em Hell
Fight Of Clashing Lies
Irrational Contradictions
Spreading Her Delusion
Another’s Smothering Psychosis
Being Driven Mad
What Now?
More Than Just A Mouth
Before The Leap
Square One
Read People
Masking Delusions
Lesson Lived
Heeding The Mistakes Now…
Like A Cold Nose In The Butt
Fuck Me… You’re The Same?
For Sinister Conclusions
Sensitive Ears ‘Round
Lamb Of Satan
Each Our Own
Zyprexa
Scout
On The List To Do…
Understand The Matter
Better The Man
Plagiarising Parasites
Above It
I’d Have To Be
It’s All Mine
Disruption Continues…
On The Subject Of Something I’m Not
Keep To My Own
If You Get Caught
Find Another
Know Passed Their Lies
Victim To The System
Similar Difference
Haven’t You Herb?
For The Coward Unknown Culprit
What Do I Know?
Spineless Thieves
An Insult Over The Injury
No Loser
Blood Of Royals
Contradicting What They Know
What About The Ones Who Need It More?
Commit Them
Never An Easy Way
Fictitious
Chapter II : Zealous For…
Instant Inventory
Missin’ The Woman I Casually…
Passionate Manoeuvres
Mouth The Rhythm
Something About You
Damn You Paliperidone (Half Bone)
Moment I’ll Miss
Older Woman’s Touch
Lovin’ In The Name Of…
The Storm Between Us
Cold Mourning, The Chaos Apart
Her With Me
Good For It Good
Gentleman Beast
The Super Nicest Guy
I Owe It To My Mother
Numbing Screams
My Daughter…
Fantasy Fling No. What?
Intangible
Just Can’t Promise
Leading Up
Jenifer Tahlia
Polygamous
They Eventually All Go Lookin’
Is It…Overcomplimenting?
Before The Lies, Before She Hides,
Counterparts Amiss
Bitch
Evil Bitch
Living In Shit
And She’ll Just Laugh…
Past Crawlin’ Back
Past Sayin’ Somethin’
Fuck Off Cunt
Pickin’ The Faults
Acceptance, All Sectors
Twist At The Tale
She Chose
Hard Time Hearin’ It
Grubby Little Money Grabber
Doggies Best Done Doggy
Respects To Trust
Grieving Heart
More Than Once
Bullygasm
Hype The Horny Energy
Wanna Do’s
Butterflies
A Suspend In The Chase
Wanton To –
Why Did She Have To Look?
Every Bit Of Skin Counts
Fiend Away to The Pure
Special Feeling
She’s Trying
A Little Something, So Little
Laugh Away Comfort
She’s Pissed… Still Loves
Category To Her Despise
Not Wrong
Cheap Shot
Queen Shit
Emasculate Men
What I Couldn’t Fathom
Really Thinkin’ Now
Stealin’ My Shit
Mean Love
Fuck This Bitch
Fuckwit Ex
Hope It Hurt
All The Pretty Girls
To Kiss
Mysterious Lover
There But Not
Talent I Won’t Waste
That One You’ve Got
Heads Into Headboards
Must Be For Sport
Parasitic Narcissist
She Was Pissed
Better Than She Complained About
Serial Sociopathic Lover
Stockholmer
Dodged A Bullet
Living Vicariously
For Changes She Needs
Come…For Real
With My Mouth
Jizzus
Was Monogamous ‘Til
At A Time
Guilt On Her
An Arsehole Of Itself
The Moment She Knew
Nothin’s Special
I Want A Dog Ugly Bitch
Lady Starfish (Bag Job Baby)
Despite What You Think You See
Where I Have To Be
Through Time And Space
Fearful Desperation
Hotel Heart
Touch Me There
Pro-Consensual
Right To Be Pissed
Step Off Bitch
Dispiriting Excitement
Benign
Home Job Hysterectomy
Besides You
Surrogate Root
Love Depraved
Equal Levelling
Breaking Halves
Doubly Mindful
Ashamed?
In Losing A Loss
Save You A Repeat
No More
Not That Girl
Do Without
Smack A Bitch
Fuck No
It’s Just…Fucked
Sorry For Her
Otherwise Oblige
Over Groan
Don’t Say It’s Love
Could Be Getting Lucky
Chapter III : Static Filtering; Keys, Tones, Shades
The Name
That Voice
Tingling Mingling
Mutual Satisfactions
A One To Wonder
Wasn’t Capable ‘Til Recent
Sound Waves
Forcing Interaction
Static Transmission
Another Language
Down To Doing
To Those Who Earn
Heart
When The Need To Know
The Jungle, Next Lot
Controlled Anger
Simple Similarities
A Distracting Hell
Off Putting My Processes
War Getting Complex
Add Nicotine
Complex Onsets
Curse Of Excitement
Woes May Come With Throes
Raised By Sloth
Wasn’t The Prodigal Son
You? Man Enough?
Big Noters
Bustin’ My Rocks
Little Victories
For Shame
Vital Moments
Something There
To Make You Lose It,
Never Quite The Balanced
By Peaked Levels Of Fight Or Flight
Torrential Hate Beneath
Used For The Prize
Not Human
What?!?!
Surrecting In Silence
Hear What’s About
Nothin’ Like You
Hate Yourself More
Controlled Feed,
Whose For, Reigns Of Control
Med Motif
Treatment Authority?
Problematic Me
Drug The Meanie
Rejection
That Nicotine
Ricketty Ragged
Lovely Disarray
Secrets Smugly Kept
Where It All Came From?
In A World Of Mass Delusion
When A Sorry Cannot Cut It
Pestilence Prescribed
Sentiments For Sacrifice
Seeing Otherwise
Rite Nicer
Overheard
Means And Cause
And There It Was
Takes The Burn
Feel … Something
Still In Need
I Might Have Martyred
Psychic Driving
Born Of Elsewhere
Changeling’s Teachings
Spirit On Strong
In Meditation
One Of Many Things
Echoes Of Voices
Roaming Sprite
I Am Witch
Don’t Tell ‘Em
Hidden From View
Battling Off These Plagiarists
Misguidance
As I Suffered, So Shall He
Some Men
Fragments Of Me Scattered
We Will Clash
Strong Enough
Position In Place
Eager Ears
Always From A Distance…
Influence Of Feeling
Something Parallel
I Feel It Stupid
Depreciating Worth
By Lived Lies
Always Has Been
Void Of Company
Set Apart
Better Have Learnt
People Around
To Protect You
Poor Preparation Makes Prey Of
Soften The Nerves
Shit To Show
And A God Shows Man Again
Better Now Than Later
Will, Oust Of A Toll
Without The Boundaries Drawn
Satan Wants…
The Little Losses Now
Killing To Question
Master Madman
I Know Love
Righteous Violence
Instinct
Each Where And Thereby
In All Honesty, Your Honour
Just Lookin’ For An Easy Way To Get Money
Party In The Deep South
Vigour Mortis
Fuck Suicide
Damn Good
Distant Company
I Do Feel Them
They Reach Out
Nobodies… Nothing
No Better Than The Lower Kind
Liege Of The Legacy
A Little Evil
So You Know
Chapter I
Fight Through
Clashing Delusions
Interpreteneur No.2
We’ve lost the love,
We’ve lost the light,
It’s why we’ll lose the fight,
We have loathed,
We have hate,
And it brings sooner our fate,
People believe his Holiness will come,
But this time next it will be done,
The one, the only, the holy son,
To wipe out, cleanse out of the scum,
Lightening in the night,
Whip crack – almighty smite,
Bow before – surrender your fight,
Before you lose this life,
Too many interpreters maybe getting it wrong,
Which shade of hypocrisy actually belongs,
Whose will will will it strong,
But by that whose succeed – the one man god,
We’ve lost the love,
We’ve lost the light,
It’s why we’ll lose the fight,
We have loathed,
We have hate,
It’s how we bring on our fate,
But it won’t when we can share the faith…
Let It Be Writ
I, Me, have pure talent,
And I know some against me haven’t,
And I know what I do can be a challenge,
But when it goes, and shows, flows, it’s talent,
I’ve got people trying to claim my work,
Claim my reputation, claim my genius,
Got people trying to claim all I have,
And for what?
No real genius,
Jealousy over what money I could make,
Eavesdrop and write what they hear, they take,
But they’ll never see it comin’ when they’ve been raped,
Always to blame another when they’d forsake,
Can’t work on themselves,
Yet breed on me a hell,
Learn from me when I never tell,
To get for themselves,
And how is it honest? How is it fair?
Stubborn, snobbish, up themselves-cunt’s who couldn’t care,
When and where was there ever a
compassion toward me spared –
But to let me do as I prefer, to fare?
let it be written – let it be done
Well – I am the fucking one,
And numerous deadbeat fucking scum,
Steal from me, the devil, his unholy one,
Interference will have its’ cost,
And they’ll never truly bear the loss,
Never man nor woman enough…
Fear Divided Faith
It’s not like how I say it is,
It’s never even close,
And none ever see the way I see it –
Never, not once close
There’s millions of ‘em just like me
Facing the shit none else see,
All this monstrous monotony,
We the ‘crazy’, contempt to bleed,
It’s never just how I say it is,
Hard getting some to believe,
None ever seeing the worst of it,
You won’t see – you won’t believe,
There’s this barrier between us,
And there’s always gonna be,
That barrier between us,
‘Cause none’ll truly believe,
Like a faith long lost,
And the millions of me to suffer,
Lost, faith all gone and lost,
Me and my millions suffer,
You’ll never see how I say it is,
If you truly fear the belief,
Divided faiths betray it is,
Never see it – not even close,
Not even close,
No, not even close,
To see how I say it is,
Faith All In The Grace
People will know your face,
The more you spread your grace,
People will appreciate,
In times that depreciate,
We can’t always be at our best but –
A friend in need is a friend in deed,
We all need to make a little progress but –
A friend in need is a friend in deed,
Each of us can be burdened and buried under weight,
Of the things we anticipate – remember to appreciate,
Burdened alone under the heavy weight –
Broken, busted, strained to deteriorate,
Never mistake a hand up for a hand out,
But know a little good will heal a wound,
The Universe (or GODS if you like) know
and will bring about when,
A friend in need is a friend in deed,
Good is given regardless when people are of the mind,
And will only go back out to come round again to find,
Wickedness weakened, blinded, unravelled it’s bind,
Good going out, coming back in time,
We know we’re not always at our best and,
A friend in in need is a friend in deed,
We can only gain – only progress but –
A friend in need is a friend indeed,
Don’t go expecting handouts –
It’s not what it’s about,
Best in, best out, good given in need to –
Relieve depreciating doubts…
Forwards For Whats?
There’s no reason why we can’t all elevate,
Evolve all at the same rate,
Changes to anticipate,
Patience being just one virtue to actuate,
We won’t move on to our true purpose,
When all are just too nervous,
Nervous of letting go – we deserve it,
We deserve better than we’ve ever surfaced,
For love being the beginning and means to end,
Love, the ultimate means to mend,
Love, as being lost in translation to comprehend,
Love, the spirit of, it does mend,
There are so many factors and contributions,
Only limited by the lack of intelligence, a pollution,
Love, the key to ultimate absolution,
Love has a various attribution,
Love is a language never difficult to understand,
But love barely touches too many hands,
Not strong enough by many to have taken a stand,
But like respect, is in high demand,
Too many people receive but aren’t aware,
Over whichever gestures, dumbfounded, just stare,
Question each motive and wonder what the fuck’s in it there,
But the genuine – always only fair, and regardless still spare,
Too many gestures and as little as they can be,
To those mindful enough, look deep will see,
Tolerance, acceptance, willing to understand as key,
Love is the answer and it can free,
His Heinous, His Tragesty,
The man, the king, the Christ-like,
One to come, stealth in the night,
Looks to kill, shudder under sight,
The paring thrill – dog’s bite,
Man that speaks no word,
Nor the dog that barks berserk,
Man sights all he’s heard,
Dog bites and it will hurt,
Man – dog – dog – man,
None came – none can,
None understand,
His most unholy heinous,
His, tragesty,
Reputably Christ like,
Stealth, black as night,
Looks shredding, shudder under sight,
Crunched down, lock-jawed, dog’s bite,
Of blood of royals, deepest south,
Serpent to speak its’ own mouth,
Man speaks no word, not now –
Dog bites down, no way out,
Dog – man – man – dog,
Up through iron, metal, rock,
Sheep flee – flock in shock,
His most flawless, unholy heinous,
His, tragesty…
Luciferian Christianity
Where is the line drawn,
‘twixt righteousness and wrong,
Except by signs of guilt
Or imbalanced by what we truly feel –
At what point is it truly crossed,
The balance, the lines crossed,
Some say consensus – others not,
But ideals fade out ‘til they come back –
Found out of the lost,
Theories circulate my brain,
Always different but always as sane,
No pointing of fingers – no blame –
Each of us all our needs are the same,
Compulsion, abstinence,
Can’t control past accidents,
If it were than it is meant –
If it were then it is meant,
You can have both and synchronise,
Not necessarily sanctimoniously patronise,
Within each us all, the light, the love, the prize,
Determined by it’s use, on occasion, vilified,
At what point – middle round it’s crossed,
Determines the point, revelation of a maybe loss,
Consensus – where some others are not,
Ideals fade but return, in time, and not so lost,
Founded, regrounded, with its’ cost,
Whose to say how really’s what,
When each is to their own interpretation of God…
Makeshift Madness
I’m finding I have to refrain,
Refrain from loosing all my profane –
Profanities sending many a shame,
Shame upon other presences, shame –
Over sometime I’ve lost my boundaries,
Boundaries firmly instilled, foundried,
Foundried, but I’m still extemporied,
Extemporied and not ever so temporary,
I see no solution except to contain
Contain at least until I can ascertain –
Ascertain and exercise a restraint,
Restrain lest I can find another to appertain,
Separate, distance myself,
Contain it – control it well,
‘Cause I’ll only ever be by myself
And this path lead to hell,
Hell, fuck it…
Hell…
Lookin’ For Help
I came to this hospital for a little help,
Thinkin’ this will all do me well,
But slowly, slightly it’s becoming a hell,
Time here just isn’t gonna tell,
I have three forms of income
And that’s probably better than most,
A house – a job – a car,
That just has to be better than most,
Not when some can’t live within their means,
And fight it – kick and punch and yell and scream,
It’s a fucking nightmare – it’s no dream,
And this is some place I haven’t yet been,
I pay my bills and I don’t go without,
Who the fuck believes when there’s a slight doubt?
I’m passive – don’t mind much, barely make a sound,
But I’m losing the last of the peace I thought I found,
I came to hospital lookin’ for some help,
And ever since been, it’s been a silent hell,
This story’s just mine but many know it well,
Stressed – distressed, time here is hell,
Didn’t think I was even bad enough to begin with,
But I can’t feel any ounce of a leniency they give,
No leap of faith nor benefit of doubt to live,
I’m just losing more here and I can’t live
Was handlin’ my shit and I’ll admit not the best,
But I felt it was still a little better than most,
Still facing shit to regress, detest,
Not completely unwell, but still better than most…
Almost A Little
It almost bothered me a little,
Not seeing the doctor today,
Bothered me a little,
I’m still under lock away,
It’s a test and I can see,
No matter how that I wanna be free,
They don’t want to see the worst of me,
They don’t have the need,
Fortunately enough,
I can see the problem for what they are,
But there’s always a choice over takin’ it out so far,
My problem is that the time drags,
And some of the help are old hags,
A lot of the problem is communication,
Leaving us all exasperated,
Never is there more anticipation,
But ever more frustration,
But it is a test for them to see,
No matter how bad I want to be free,
None want to see the worst of me,
And they show they haven’t got the need,
Hindrance More Than Help
Been a lot of fucking people think I need help.
A lot of them thought I couldn’t ‘do’ myself,
But then comes an inconvenience, of some hell,
And people want to help – just never that well,
Found myself in a position many a time,
Where I’d just completely lost my mind,
People takin’ charge of what was fuckin’ mine,
Then fuck it all completely and leave me behind,
I fucking know me the best and what fucking works,
And I keep getting fucked around by other jerks,
Enough so I just wanna go full berserk –
To the point sharp words are gonna hurt,
They just get in the way and slow me down,
Preventing, delaying the time I’m crowned,
I do the kind of shit many would be proud,
I just can never escape the trespass of the crowd,
People fucking thinking they know what’s best for me,
But none of ‘em are around enough to observe and fucking see,
And I know it’s gonna be long before