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Desensitizer: Heavy Mental Maladies for Heavy Metal Melodies
Desensitizer: Heavy Mental Maladies for Heavy Metal Melodies
Desensitizer: Heavy Mental Maladies for Heavy Metal Melodies
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This book is a fictional work of nonfictional experiences, thoughts, feelings, and emotions of a man in an attempt to survive his case of paranoid schizophrenia. It is an all-extreme, no-limit, and anything-goes guide through madness, youthful senility, and dementia to the safe and secure sanctuary of sanity. It is of lessons learned the hard way summarized into a poetic flow for therapeutic release and, ironically, entertainment. From the highest of highs to the deadliest of lows, this book is intended to be read with an open mind and an open heart for full effect—to touch, to teach, inform, or instruct of difficulties and differences we all face as we interact and commune with various others.
LanguageEnglish
PublisherXlibris AU
Release dateJul 19, 2017
ISBN9781524520786
Desensitizer: Heavy Mental Maladies for Heavy Metal Melodies
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Kaero Davis

Taking seriously now of 16+ years writing these poems that long of all of the things I'd experienced all that might have mattered as I'd learnt, matter making light of a bad situation and showing as far damaged as the zero was (won't say hero) there remained a more enlightened one then after. Tormented and as twisted may be.

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