The Loneliest Fall: For Those in Search of Understanding

By Kiana Moné

From the moments when you are on the verge of crumbling to the moments when you feel solid as a rock, The Loneliest Fall is for you. Poet Kiana Moné spills her heart onto the page in the hope that her words find you when you need them most.

Her road begins with heartache when, in the collection’s title poem, she asks:

“Sometimes I wonder what it would
Be like if I never met you at all
Would I be happy?”

Moné’s poems cover themes of love and loss while asking important questions like when to move on, how to move on, and is it possible to heal from wounds that haven’t completely closed?

“In the end, we’re all just looking for someone to understand.” For those who have dared to love, this is a collection of honest and raw emotions from the pen of someone who has been through the ups and the downs of life and can relate to one of the most important journeys that a person will take, the journey towards love, healing, & self.

• Language: English
• Publisher: iUniverse
• Release date: Oct 29, 2020
• ISBN: 9781663205506

Kiana Moné

Kiana Moné is twenty years old. She has been writing poetry since she was age twelve. As she has grown up and experienced life it has reflected in her growth as a poet. She has been passionate about a lot of things in her life but nothing has ever come close to her love for poetry.

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ISBN: 978-1-6632-0551-3 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-6632-1320-4 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-6632-0550-6 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2020913145

iUniverse rev. date: 11/13/2020

Contents

Introduction

Note To My Readers

Heartbreak…

The loneliest fall

I only want you while it’s storming

I talked to God about you

Losing game

Love on a weighing scale

Should I move on?

Who are you?

Fix it

Where did you go?

To Trust

Most people fear love

In a perfect world

Untitled 1

Memories

Pride

Do you want to hear a joke?

Fuck love

I’m done

I can’t even say that it hurt

Falling out of love

Trigger fingers

Emotions

Untitled 2

The price we pay for love

Rewind

Closure

Regret

Sadness…

A lot of things to say

So far so good

Hurt

Alone

Thank you for being there

Will you stay?

Ever enough

I unravel

Has anybody got the cure to sadness?

Nowhere fast

Chaos

My Mind

Nagging feeling

I just wanna be

God Please

Tired

Through the motions

Maybe

E.A.N.A.A.

Deadly thinking

???

The point is?

My happy poem

Free me

A sad day

Idk

So they say

Silly me

Hello, my name is depression

Nothingness

Untitled 3

Numb

Self care

The ugly truth

Pitch Black

No peace

The weight of the WORLD

Lost ones

Sonder

Where do the confused souls go?

Gone far away

Do the angels cry

There was a Kiana Rice

In hopes that you’ll understand

If I cried

Healing…

Hello, Goodbye

New endings and new beginnings

Moving forward

Don’t tell me I’ve changed

It was nice to know you

All the things that I have learned

Growing apart

Realization at 6:05 a.m.

Ok?

Don’t go interrupting my peace

Heartless

Good girls

I’m not gonna let you

Heart of steel

Leo

I just want to see you happy

It’s a shame we change/f*ck the world

In the garden where the flowers grow

? ano raw

Pretty hearts

Audacity

Horizon

Drowning

Healing

What a life

Love…

If you want to love someone like me

Me & Love

We don’t plan to fall

Soulmate

Next lover

Someone to love me

Let me know

Do I?

Is it love?

I dream of..

Just us two

Love

The life of roses

What it’s like to love someone like you

Unconditionally

You.

A love like the sun

Open

Introduction

My name is Kiana Monè, I’m 20 years old, and I write poetry. Let me start by giving you some background about me. I’ve been writing poems since I was 12 years old. I’ve always been passionate about poetry and how I could tell a story through it that other people could relate to.

I found myself falling in love with poetry as the years went by and I got older. I really leaned on poetry through all of the bad and good times I’ve had in my life. Poetry to me is a way to release the things in my heart and mind when I can’t find the right words to say or that I am afraid to say. I’ve been passionate about a lot of things but nothing has ever even come close to this.

At first I was shy when sharing my poems with others because of how personal they are to me and for fear that other people wouldn’t understand why I wrote the things I wrote or felt the way I felt, after all, a lot of my poems are written in my most fragile moments, but I realized that other people could use some of that fragileness in a time where it feels like everyone is taught to just be tough.

The truth is that we all have moments where we just want to feel like someone understands us. So I had an idea, I wanted to create a book of poems, my poems so that I could share my stories with people who have the same love for poetry as me. I am in a new chapter in