Love Letters and Poetry

By Kathryn A. Esparza

I write from the heart
from me to you
Whatever comes to mind
Raw Abrasive and Truth
Based off of lifes personal lessons
experiences with a splash of fantasy
Allowing the Imagination to fly
Sweet and sour as can be
Making you feel something
is my main Goal
fact or fiction
you never know (wink)
feeling every emotion
Burn with fire
Love Heartbreak Healing
Sunshine and Rain
feeling some kind of power
“GOD”
and a little bit of pain
Awakening to lifes purpose
after a Deep Dark fall
With new found Beauty in mind
It’s like seeing everything
for the very first time
My Gifts sent to me at last
from the Devine

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jan 25, 2020
• ISBN: 9781728326252

Kathryn A. Esparza

California born and raised Kathryn has always been in love with words, writing and poetry ever since she was a little girl. Divorced mother of five grown men and a proud “Uela” of six grandchildren. Ancestors of the founding families in beautiful historic Santa Barbara, California. Member of the Santa Barbara Trust for historic preservation. Member of the Native Daughters of the Golden West. Former Childcare Business owner for 28 years. Currently working in Home Healthcare.

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Published by AuthorHouse  01/24/2020

ISBN: 978-1-7283-2626-9 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-7283-3812-5 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-7283-2625-2 (e)

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Where are you now?

To the beautiful man

Waiting to cross the street

four way stop light

wishing that we could meet

Black shirt, blue jeans

never looked so good to me

You’ve got me hypnotized

My mind is on you

trying to get to work

but now my mind is through

for a moment in time

forever on my brain

you might be the one

who just got away

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K indly sir

C an you please refrain?

T hat look that your giving me

a bout has me going insane

I can’t help myself

f eeling compelled to stare

S unglasses on

B linded by the glare

T he most beautiful man

I ’m enjoying the view

P lease

e xcuse me honey boy

I ’d love to get to know you

T hose eyes

T hat smile

C an we sit and talk?

f or a little while

M y heart is singing

a beautiful song

c ome a little closer

L et your heart sing along

I think this is where

Y ou belong

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Minding my own business

Playing it cool

in the safe zone

Believing

Nothing is worth the risk

I’m better off being alone

There you are

I’m trying not to look

doing everything I can

to not feel that hook

One glance

a smile

then a big hello

That’s all it took

to my suprise

Boom

The whole damn zoo of butterflies

Brought back to life

Shaking my head in disbelief

trying to wrap my brain around

everything my heart just conceived

It seems as though

I no longer have a choice

Maybe I’ve been wrong

will you teach me your love language?

I’m already to far gone

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Chasing my dreams

reaching for them stars

I’m about to reach the light

I’ve had to go really far

Can’t help myself

but to feel anxious and scared

here comes the breakthrough

that I’ve been praying for

Optimism has been the magic word

of each day

Doing the best I can

to shoo them ugly dark clouds away

My faith tells me that some

really big doors

are going to open

following the right soul path

for me

that God has me chosen

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I ’ve been waiting my whole life

S aving it all up for you

i ntice me with your magic hands

M y heart already belongs to you

M ake me your woman

I ’ve never been this close

t o the fire before

f eeling kind of ravenous

t o learn

e verything there is to know

t urning over control

f eeling safe with you

b urn me up

t hen cool me down

y ou and me

f eeling a certain way

e xploring new ground

U nveiling a one way ticket to paradise

S how me the way to go

A deeper level of consciousness

M ost people will never know

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  My mistake

  I let you knock me down

  When you needed me the most

  When you were done

  You disappeared

  Just like a ghost

  I should not be suprised

  that you would applaud my demise

  Should have realized

  What was real, what was not

  before my two eyes

  Your faults I forgot

  I may not be cold

  or calculating like you

  What you need to remember is

  God loves me to

  So when you start acting up

  Just like a fool

  Breaking each and every

  One of the golden rules

  You will pay the price

  Redemption can be cruel

  Don’t expect anyone

  to feel sorry for you

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H e showed me his soul

a nd it winked at me

I knew right then

h e was the one for me

a wordsmith walking his talk

s exy as can be

K eeping that glass full

M ost effortlessly

H e might be crazy

b ut he’s all mine

m y everyday rendezvous

f iner than wine

m aximum combustion

e verytime

m y forever love

m y valentine

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E verybody has their problems

D o not walk away without giving your all

Y ou don’t get to stay in the background

t hen claim you took the fall

T hey say what lies in the dark

e ventually comes to light

d on’t you dare give up without a good fight

P lease let me love you with everything I’ve