Invisible Threads: Finding My Way Home
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Susana Moening
Susana Moening has been guiding and learning from young children as an educator for thirty years. She grew up close to nature and finds her inspiration in beauty and interconnection. Susana lives in the Rocky Mountains of Colorado.
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Invisible Threads - Susana Moening
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ISBN: 978-1-9822-3766-0 (sc)
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Balboa Press rev. date: 12/04/2019
For the kind souls and
sentient beings
who walk with me on this journey.
I am forever grateful.
Contents
Preface
The Voice
Pieces of Me
Silence
What Lies Beneath
Stealthy
Inner Prison
Drenched By Your Presence
Castle Walls
Permission
Seeking Refuge
Looking In
Echoes
The Anticipating Darkness
Aspen Wisdom
Love’s Reach
Bound
The Misty Line
Leaf Dance
Invisible Threads
Jeweled Perfection
Wise One
Take My Breath Away
Iron Fingers
Mendable
Winged Moment
Life On Hold
Surrender
The Iceland Poppy
Skinny Branches
Willing Feet
Ballads of Beauty
In a Hummingbird’s Gaze
The Pendulum Swings Wide
I Am Not Afraid
Tending the Light
Safe Passage
My Soul and I
A Beautiful Mess
Bits of Joy
Out of the Rubble
Breaking Open
Here
The Way Out
Crescendo
"Love
Is the great work
Though every heart is first an
Apprentice."
-Hafiz
Preface
This collection of words came through me while I wandered my inner desert trying to make sense of my life. It began one night as I tucked myself in to sleep and words suddenly started dancing around in my head insisting that I get up and write them down so they didn’t get lost. They proceeded to get me up two more times that night just as I nestled back in and neared sleep. I’d fall into that sweet abyss and they would reach down and lift me back out into the quiet night. Amid my inner protests of getting dragged out of bed yet again, something in me knew whatever was so insistent on being heard was important and so I did the only rational thing, I surrendered. As is often the case, breakthroughs and healing followed throwing my hands up and getting down on my knees to listen.
At this point in time I had been walking through an illness that stole most of my strength and left me in unfamiliar halfway here territory. It turns out I wasn’t sure I wanted fully back into my life. I had a taste of moving toward a warm, peaceful light, then an abrupt return back into a body that didn’t feel like home anymore. Heartbreak, fear, self-imposed isolation, and the constant presence of regret and shame had left me a shadow of who I once thought I was. I didn’t understand or really care to know the weak, insecure, unlovable creature I’d become.
In the midst of this desert trek, dear friends and family, kind neighbors, and beautiful strangers held a lifeline out for me, which I sometimes held onto for dear life and in other moments, wrapped around me to keep from drowning in my own depths. When I was on my own, it was nature who took me by the hand and led me back to the land of the living time and again. Where would I be without the first fingers of early morning light, the whisper of aspen leaves, the unmistakable hum of the broadtail hummingbirds, and the all-encompassing beauty that gently reminded me that I was part of something bigger that didn’t judge, hold grudges, or condemn me for my past? It was love. Everywhere. Plain and simple. My work turned out to be learning how to love myself in spite of myself. This also meant daring to risk receiving the love offered to me from the souls who were determined to see me through the darkness. No more safety in arms length reception. No more hiding around the edges of my life.
So here we are. I’m still finding my way back to health but my soul no longer carries the burdens that led me to a physical breakdown. I’m learning how to be in this body and fully in this world without any masks or walls and that’s okay. I can live with that. The gifts of this journey have made everyone and everything around me more vibrant and alive, and the touch of tenderness and love achingly beautiful. There is a goodness that is ours to live no