Love’s Lobotomy
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Swaizi Vaughan Ellis
Swaizi Vaughan Ellis is a writer, model, and creative born in Gainesville, Texas. Her mother, also a poet, was very supportive of Swaizi’s free spirited nature. Her mother’s support, accompanied with the love of her grandparents, helped Swaizi to discover who she was very early on. At the age of nine, she began writing songs and later transitioned into writing poetry. Writing helped Swaizi to express things that she could not verbalize. After moving to Dallas, Texas, Swaizi actively pursued her career in the arts. She cultivated her skills as a painter and designer, wrote think pieces for local magazines and blogs, and became a published model. In 2016, two of her poems ‘E-Turn, Next Left, Dead In’ and ‘Prepubescent Khonsu’ were published in The Poetic Bond VI, an international series of anthologies. Love’s Lobotomy, Swaizi’s first book, is comprised of her experiences with love in every form. Love’s Lobotomy breaks down the senses and illustrates the raw emotion of evolving as a person and artist.
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Love’s Lobotomy - Swaizi Vaughan Ellis
© 2018 Swaizi Vaughan Ellis. All rights reserved.
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.
Published by AuthorHouse 02/01/2019
ISBN: 978-1-5462-5962-6 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-5462-5961-9 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2018910792
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CONTENTS
Introduction
1. How I Love
2. Unaware
3. Inflicted Agony
4. Floating Indigos
5. Existence and Mine
6. War
7. I Want You
8. The Difference
9. Texas in Eden
10. Revolving from your Fingertips
11. And I Write…
12. If I Was Your Girl
13. Love
14. Item 1 of 1
15. Crying Triangles
16. Transition
17. Sequence
18. Artistically Ridden
19. No Space, but Space
20. Peaceful Supremacy
21. Fears of the Unimportant
22. Adopted Enigma
23. Moving Still
24. Light to Dark
Dark to Light
25. You’re Right, I Am
26. Trapped in Venus
27. Butterfly Symbols
28. Prepubescent Khonsu
29. Rumble
30. October
31. Twice Upon a Time…
32. Never Love a Poet
33. Former Wives, Mothers, & Me
34. If You're Reading This it’s too Late
35. Gate 22
36. Knowing Emotion
37. Evolve for Me
38. Lost in Stare
39. Centered Healing
40. My Calm
41. White Tent Revival
42. Visions
43. Callus
44. When Your Side Chick
45. When I Think of You & Her
46. Panic with an Addictive Form
47. Losing It
48. Monsoon Midnights
49. Reflection
50. He Loves Me, He Loves Me Not
51. Crossed Street
52. Feelings of Felt Things
53. Her Tattoo
54. Pick up Your Pistol
55. Dead Eyes and Truths
56. Make an E-Turn, Next-left, Dead-in
57. I Cry for You
58. Paper Dolls
59. Dinosaurs & Butterflies
60. It Took
61. Snake
62. Freestyle Eyes
63. Paranoia
64. New Love
65. Tarnished
66. My First
67. Only
68. Morning Star’s Song
69. Untitled
70. When You Kiss Me
71. Red Rover
72. Boyfriend in the Nile
73. Unnamed Sutra
74. Thank You
Introduction
Lobotomy, created in the 1940’s, was a neurosurgical procedure; a form of psychosurgery. A surgeon would cut into the prefrontal lobe of the brain in the hopes of removing the mental illness from the afflicted. This procedure was conducted as a last resort for a patient. Love’s Lobotomy is an excursion in the insanity of love. Thus, dissecting an organ comprised of brain and heart, cutting into and exposing, to either attempt to rid its afflictions or to realize that its particles are necessary to continue as a feeling being. People often say that their mind and heart are in constant battle. I’ve always felt these two organs of mine are one in the same. I find myself often having thoughts of emotion, thinking in feeling, not just with feeling. At times, this has