Being Unfinished

By Aine Rutherford

Hi, my name is Aine Rutherford. I am now seventeen years old I started writing my book about my journey with depression in 2016 when I was 15. This book is about my teenage years with depression and bipolar disorder. I am writing this book to hopefully help someone out there and give them a big reminder they are not alone! I myself am a very talkative person when I’m in the right frame of mind. I love all my animals and I love my music. I suffered with depression now 6 years and I had my fair share of unwanted thoughts such as suicidal thoughts and thoughts about hating myself. This book is for helping someone out. Making someone smile or giggle at me and with me a bit and making them not feel so alone.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris UK
• Release date: Jul 29, 2019
• ISBN: 9781984591036

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Copyright © 2019 by Aine Rutherford.

ISBN:      Softcover      978-1-9845-9104-3

                eBook           978-1-9845-9103-6

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Rev. date: 07/25/2019

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CONTENTS

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Take 5

It’s Now January 2019

2019 Can Still Be My Year

This book is about me and my

teenage years, so far

with depression.

Hey! My name is Aine Rutherford, I am now seventeen years of age. I have been having many ups and downs in the last three 3 years.

I am writing this book to hopefully help someone out there and give them a big reminder they are not alone!

In most ways though I am very very lucky, I have a little brother and little sister and my mum and dad are both farmers!! This means I grew up on a farm and I am surrounded by animals and lots of them, which I find great comfort in.

I also have a loving Grandad who lives next door to me and I like spending most of my day with him, love you Grandad Doherty. I also have the craziest Granny I love her very much. She is a mad woman, shout out to Granny Rutherford.

I love all my Aunties, Uncles and cousins very much as well and I am very proud to say I have friends hah; I love them very much too.

Little me ... was a little lady in love with all her animals she’d talk to her cats, dogs, horses and cows more than the people around her..

I lived in the waiting room of the Equestrian Centre. It was small but very cosy it was where we now have the kids lunches in the riding school. I only have a few memories because I would have been quite young when we were living there. Growing up I would have been unpredictable my emotions would mix and muddle and I would do and say odd stuff like ‘something in me said am not myself so I’ll not talk at all then couple minutes would pass’. I would be sick of this thought so I would try act crazy happy and be all random jump around act all confident and just be the opposite of how I was feeling. I didn’t like feeling down in the dumps and to be honest I didn’t