The X Mine

By El

A young girl found love. She saw it with her eyes, touched it, smelled it, and then she lost it. This is about the agony and the broken heart she got after witnessing her love vanish.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse UK
• Release date: Feb 14, 2019
• ISBN: 9781546295945

El

I was born and raised by the most humble and religious family deep down in the village somewhere in Africa, I acquired a degree of community based rehabilitation from one of the largest universities in my country, I have one precious daughter and three amazing brothers. Am the second born child to my lovely parents. I love kites and swimming

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Published by AuthorHouse 01/24/2019

ISBN: 978-1-5462-9595-2 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-5462-9596-9 (hc)

ISBN: 978-1-5462-9594-5 (e)

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ACKNOWLEDMENT

Special thanks to the two most important women in my life, my mummy scholar and my mother law for being strong women and setting an example.

Very special and warm thanks to my sister gal, the world has only one true soul and that’s you, no one else.

My girls R and D, thank you for being my crying shoulders

I acknowledge everyone in a special way for having my back, for helping me keep strong, if it wasn’t for all you, I would be broken by now.

My guardian angel apple, you fed me, you sheltered me, you loved me during this period

May God bless you.

DEDICATION

I dedicate this book to my angel, my darling daughter, my little lioness, grow wiser, and become fiercer

Always remember lionesses tear pandas and eat them for dessert.

I love you so very much my shooting star

(X MINE)

ONCE MINE, THOUGHT FOREVER MINE, X MINE NOW

All the women both known and unknown to me, many times suffer in love, suffer in silence to protect the ones we love but what we get in return is unimaginable. Read carefully the story of a young woman whose love turned her life around overnight.

In just one night her destiny changed, it’s a happy simple love story, without a happy ending ever after at the end of it, it is the sweetest story anyone could tell because you will laugh about it, feel sad, cry and then laugh again, and it’s a live story because it lives on.

My strong women, my darling mother, my sister girl, R, D, L, P,N and Apple have this story fresh in their mind and memory, they saw these things happen, they were there when I first saw love, when I touched it and were there as it broke through my hands.

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He dumped me when our baby was eleven days old, yeah rewinding that one, two, three, four… eleven days, exactly one week and four days after birth. He told me he wanted to move on, to try something different I knew he had another woman at the time, though he never mentioned her among the reason for our breakup. Up to date I still wonder why it took him five good years to realize I wasn’t good enough for him. In February that year, our love came to an end officially, it was a tough morning but I decided to give my x man happiness by letting his manhood slide in another woman’s vagina with at most freedom.

I got pregnant with our first born child in march the year before, our very own first child

Initially, me and my man had a daughter, an imaginary daughter, a girl known by many, a member of our small family that we were attached to everywhere we went.

She was his idea and she was his own imaginary creation, she was his daughter, his child, his story and his making.

This ghost child was in our lives for a long time, I loved her existence because he painted a beautiful picture onto her, friends knew about her, he created her before I joined him in the dry land, I loved everything about her, it reached a time and she became too real to turn back, we bought baby dolls and baby stuff and had baby conversations about that girl that never existed.

I felt like a mother at that time and our family was of 3 to all the people around us and even to us, this illusion, emotionally affected the both of us, I remember writing a simple song for our birthday, which doubled the both of us(we shared birthdates) getting my musician friend in studio and recording it, the song mentioned our ghost daughter she was so part of us.

No one could understand why we had this creation in our relationship, but I knew why, while I was back at home and him in the dry land, many often people asked