Diary of a Weeping Widow: From Mourning to Morning
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Each section discuss a specific concern that a widow would possibly face while on her journey. Part 1 focuses on a widow’s new role, changes in relationships and various emotions .Part 2 emphasizes a widow’s finances, legal matters and estate planning. Part 3 closes with a deeper relationship with God, personal testimonies, and miraculous healing. The book concludes with a list of several resources and interesting facts about widows.
Toni Singleton Adams Ed.S
Toni Adams became a widow after 34 years of marriage. At 52 years old, she was suddenly faced with challenges that she never imagined would exist. After grabbing hold to her faith, she is now restored, whole, and experiencing a new found joy. Toni is currently serving her 30th year in education. She has an educational specialist degree in K-12 leadership from Grand Canyon University. She recently completed her Life Coach certification. Her future plans include developing a non-profit organization that assist and support widows and authoring another book. Toni is the widow of a prominent local pastor and initially thought she lost her purpose. However, now she knows her mission is to serve those that are bereaved or widowed. Toni joined New Hope Baptist Church of Deltona, Florida in November of 2015. Currently she works with the pastoral care team. She is the mother of 2 daughters and 5 grandchildren. She resides near the St. John’s River in the beautiful city of Sanford, which is located in Central Florida.
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Diary of a Weeping Widow - Toni Singleton Adams Ed.S
Copyright © 2018 Toni Singleton Adams Ed.s.
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CONTENTS
Introduction
Prologue
Part 1: The Struggles Of Being A Widow
The Challenge of Getting to Know Me
Hello
You Want the Truth or the Lie?
Invisible
The New Me
Who Is My Neighbor?
To Work or Not to Work, That Is the Question
A New Role
Where Are You?
Nightly Runs
Single or Widowed
I Am Not the Only Widow
It Didn’t Happen to You
Widow to Widow
What Now?
It’s Mourning Time
4:55 A.M.
Triggers
Do the Dead Talk?
I Didn’t Forget It’s Our Anniversary
Surviving versus Living
Crazy or Grieving?
Truth Is Stranger than Fiction
Battle Scars
Rejected Stone
Now What?
You Couldn’t Wait?
Negative People Got to Go!
Victimized
The Island of Misfit Toys
In-Laws, Ex-Laws, and Outlaws
These Three
Part 2: The Business Side of Being a Widow
Dotting Every I and Crossing Every T
A Widow’s Might
Checklist
Smart Investments
Show Me the Money
Record It or Write It Down
A Widow’s Vocabulary Words
Part 3: The Miraculous Power of God’s Healing
Metamorphosis
The ABCs of Widowhood
Pruning
There Are Two Kinds of People in the World
Is It the Devil or God?
Thank You, Lord
Shall We Dance?
How Much Do I Owe?
Memory Lane
Saying Farewell
My Wedding Rings
His Stuff
Good Night
The Bedroom
Living the Good Life
Forgive Me—I Was Wrong
Oh, Happy Day
Grandma
My People
My Christmas Present, 2015
The Power of Love
Spiritual Awakening
The Healing Place
New Hope
The Lord Is My Shepherd
Levels of Christianity
My Last Will and Testament
At the End of the Day
Mourning to Morning
Summary: A Christian’s Responsibility
Resources for Widows
Special Days for Widows
Facts about Widows
Scriptural Mentions of Widows
Statistics about Widows
Famous Young Widows/Widowers
Ways to Help Widows
Seven Ways Churches Can Show They Care about Widows
References
AN EXPLANATION OF
THE FRONT COVER
ILLUSTRATION
The picture on the front of this book has three pivotal items mentioned in Maya Angelou’s On the Pulse of the Morning.
This poem was recited during former president William J. Clinton’s inauguration in 1993. The poem’s overall theme is a message of inclusion within our country. In the poem, she repeatedly speaks of the rock, the river, and the tree. The rock symbolizes strength. The river is symbolic of life. The tree planted by the water is the premise of the inspirational gospel song I Shall Not be Moved,
which is often sung in African American congregations. The origin of this message stems from Psalm 1:3. The tree is a reminder that nothing shall shake our faith, for it is planted and deeply rooted. To weather the storm of grief, depression, and loss, we need to speak life, have strength to overcome, and hold on to faith.
In Memory of My Loving Husband
Ben was a devoted husband and a caring father. He served as a pastor, community activist, and friend to many. He mentored many youth during his thirty-two years in education. He had a heart of compassion for anyone in need. In 2014, Ben represented Seminole County Public Schools as the School-Related Employee of the Year. In less than three months after receiving this honor, he went home to be with the Lord.
INTRODUCTION
This three-year journal is dedicated to widows, their families, and their friends. It is my desire that widows and their loved ones gain a greater insight regarding the world of widowhood. Simultaneously, I wish for everyone to know and understand my story. It is not necessarily every widow’s story. Grief is unique as our DNA. No two widows are identical.
This book represents my personal journey, which may or may not have commonalities with other widows. This book is dedicated to my late husband. Ben—or honey—was the love of my life since I was a seventeen-year-old girl! Ben was my prom, debutante, and grad night date. We grew together and met the challenges of infertility, balancing family versus the ministry, and rearing children.
This journal is dedicated to our children, Willow and April. You have been there through times of destruction and the aftermath of my grief. The bond between us has been strengthened. We have not always agreed, but we definitely have been recipients of a miraculous amount of unconditional love for one another. You two girls have a special spot in my heart. God quietly whispered in my ear, These are your children, and you are their mother.
Willow and April will always be a part of our forever family.
I give special recognition to my parents, Johnnie and Joella, my sister, Renee, and my dearly beloved late aunt Flossie. These people were my daily contacts on my journey.
I hope that readers