43 Days with God, 43 Days of Hell

By Adam W. Watson

WHAT A THOUGHT! HOW COULD 43 DAYS WITH GOD, BE 43 DAYS OF HELL? IN ADAMS FIRST BOOK, CONFESSIONS OF A YOUNG PROPHET, HE REFERENCES THIS INSANE HORROR STORY. ON THE DAY OF HIS BROTHERS WEDDING, HE WAS CATAPULTED INTO A REALM WHERE GODS LOVE AND THE DEMONIC REALM BECAME MORE REAL THAN HE EVER THOUGHT POSSIBLE!
TORMENTED BY DEMONS, SLEEPING LESS THAN 4 NIGHTS FROM MAY 26, 2007 TO JULY 7, 2007; ADAM EXPLAINS (SOMETIMES IN GRAPHIC DETAIL) WHAT CAN HAPPEN WHEN THE FATHER ALLOWS THE DEMONIC REALM TOTAL ACCESS TO AN INDIVIDUAL. BROUGHT BACK FROM THE VERGE OF A MENTAL AND EMOTIONAL MELTDOWN ON 2 SEPARATE OCCASIONS, ADAMS REALITY IS AN INCREDIBLY TRUE STORY! WHATS SCARIER STILL IS THAT THERE ARE THINGS THAT HE COULDNT SHARE- MOMENTS THAT STILL BRING TEARS. THE FATHER CHASTENS WHO HE LOVES.

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• Release date: Dec 27, 2015
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Adam W. Watson

Born a prophet and raised in the church from an infant, Adam W. Watson has been associated with the church his entire life. His family was the first to join a new local church in the city. His mother was the Sunday School Superintendent, and it is she to whom the man of God gives credit for fueling his love for Gods Word that has carried him these 30 plus years. Everything about his life has not been clean and perfect. His darkest days are no stranger to those who know him, and those who had to carry him through life altering and heart shattering moments. Adam Wade Watson is known by many titles. Before Salvation, he was a liar, cheater, fornicator, adulterer and chronic liar. After Salvation, he was still a liar, cheater, fornicator, adulterer and chronic liar. But through Sonship, the pressure and pain of process, the consequences of disobedience and the discipline and restoration that followed, this man of God has been purged and forged by fire into a son the Father and the Kingdom can be proud of. He is eager to share his painful and costly mistakes, life lessons and his failures gladly; he boasts in his weaknesses, so that the power of God may rest heavily upon him! II Corinthians 12:9 Adam is a proud husband to LaTasha JoAnn Watson, and father to two beautiful daughters, Jazmen Necole and KaiEl Xochil. He is the Praise and Worship Leader at Open Door Family Worship Center, where he proudly serves under his spiritual parents and mentors, Gwen and Charles Matthews. He is a Prophet and Teacher, commissioned to Pastor and called as an Apostle. He wants people to know that he is: First, a friend and lover of God; next, a proud husband, father, son, brother and friend; and finally, a pursuer of the Love that pursued him, and captured him. When you ask him what he desires from God, he says, My prophetic mentor Gwen Matthews always declared her desires, and she is living it out as we speak. She told the Father she wanted blinded eyes open, the lame walking and the dead to be raised. In the same way as my mentor, I can sum it up in one word, MANIFESTION!

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DEDICATION

TO GOD AND JOY—BOTH OF YOU ARE TRULY UNSPEAKABLE AND FULL OF GLORY! I’M SO GLAD THAT THE FIRST (GOD) ALLOWED ME TO LIVE TO ENJOY THE SECOND (JOY).

TO MY FAMILY, FRIENDS, ASSOCIATES, CRITICS, ENEMIES (I KNOW THAT THERE ARE SOME), AND READERS—THANK YOU!

TABLE OF CONTENTS

PERSONAL REFLECTION AND PROLOGUE

FOREWORD

CHAPTER ONE

MAY 26, 2007 (IN THE MORNING)

CHAPTER TWO

MAY 27, 2007 (AROUND 7AM IN THE MORNING)

CHAPTER THREE

REVELATIONS

CHAPTER FOUR

ANSWERS FROM HUMILITIES REALM

CHAPTER FIVE

JUNE 10, 2007 (LATE IN THE EVENING)

CHAPTER SIX

LOST . . .

CHAPTER SEVEN

BREAKING POINT

PERSONAL REFLECTION AND PROLOGUE

Wow! It’s been 10 years since this experience. I’ve gained so much. I’ve lost so much. Time reveals Truth and may make liars of us all. In time, friends can become traitors and assumed enemies can become family. In time, siblings and sidekicks can become snakes, conspiracies are hidden as rivalries reshape destiny. In time, friends can become accomplices to fates sealed by hate but masked by love, and strangers can become Samaritans and partners to purpose. Anything can happen because sometimes… anyone can change; but sometimes they don’t.

Nothing in my life is the same 10 years later. Every position in my life from 2007 had been vacated; some of the positions have been filled, the rest removed. Most important to me is the fact that I am healed. I no longer seek what I lost through life. I realized that much of what had been lost in life could be found in God. I know who I am and I like me.

As you read this book, know that all of this is true. This really happened to me back in 2007. It took years to decide on what to write. As my life went through the revolving doors of spiritual family and friends, I began to struggle with whether or not I should put this book out at all!

Ultimately, someone needed to read this book and know that they are not crazy. This really happened to me and this book becomes their confirmation of what happened to them. I know that I am not the only one who has had these difficult moments with God.

I should have listened. I didn’t. I hate that this had to happened to me. I wouldn’t have wished this on any of my enemies. But if it helps you – if it keeps you on paths of obedience, then I will be happy for you.

Adam

FOREWORD

Jesus is sitting with His disciples at the table; probably quiet, knowing that they are unaware of how their lives are about to be violently altered forever. Their lives would change tonight. In less than 24 hours, their Master and Rabbi would be dead, and they would once again be sheep without a Shepherd.

The disciples are no doubt talking about the events of the day, or maybe they were talking about other things that had nothing to do with what was on Jesus’ mind. They know that the Passover is the holiday that signifies the final night of bondage for all of Israel. The Passover lamb and their freedom from Egypt are branded into their history as definitively as DNA.

At one point during dinner, Jesus drops several verbal and emotional bombs on the unsuspecting group; 3 that I want to briefly mention. One, He is about to be betrayed, two, the individual responsible for the betrayal is presently sitting at the table; and three, that they would all be offended and desert Him by evenings’ end. Jesus even tells Peter that before the night is over he, despite all his love for Jesus, would deny that he even knows Jesus! The disciples are blown away, and Peter is offended!

Peter tells Jesus that He is mistaken. Jesus tells Peter, The devil has asked permission to have you, that he may sift you as wheat. But I have prayed for you. How would it feel if you were Peter, one of the few disciples the master seems to have a special relationship with; the one who has the keys to the kingdom? How would you take the news? If you knew in your heart of hearts how much you loved someone, and they are now talking to you about you betraying them! How would you respond? I’ve been there; I’ve been accused of betrayal when loyalty was my only heart’s desire. But I also know the other side, selfishly but not maliciously betraying people I love.

Honesty and truth are not things that prophets can’t hide from themselves. They may not confess it to others; but in the end, they have a competent grasp of the damage they cause. Many of the wrongs I’ve committed against people all my life can be traced back to disobedience. In my previous book, I spoke of how my disobedience landed me in a place where God had to deal with me directly. This book is based on that experience. This is what happened to me. I can’t speak for anyone else, but will implore everyone else—AVOID THIS KIND OF DISCIPLINE AT ALL COSTS! YOU MAY NOT GET OUT OF IT!

During this season, God released the enemy to attack and torment me in ways I’ve never heard another Christian speak of before. Both the physical and spiritual worlds were alive to me at all times. I was tormented and taunted by demons; I was forced to endure evil semi-conscious dreams and visions that caused sleep to go from me almost 40 of the 43 days of my experience; I experienced a dimension of demonic influence and perversion in my life that I didn’t think existed!

People who have experienced this and lived (meaning that they didn’t go crazy or commit suicide), probably won’t speak of this for fear of being judged by other people. I’ve been judged my whole life. I’m so far past caring about (and being bound by) others opinions, and so I will tell you as much as I am permitted about my 43 days. Consistently being rejected causes isolation to become a friend. Sometimes, that isn’t a good thing.

Last thing I will say is that none of this book is a lie. All of this is absolutely true, and none of it has been embellished. Some of these moments are very intense, and then immediately anti-climactic. I wish I could have made these particular moments more interesting for you, but then it would not have been honest (and God knows that I’ve lied enough in my life).

May 26, 2007 changed my world. I’m still not perfect (in any stretch of the imagination) and most times I feel like my issues are more now after this experience than before! But maybe that is because there are some things that I can see more clearly about myself. Never underestimate your enemy, or our Father’s ability to employ your enemy to bring about change. This is my true story.

Day of Reckoning; Contributions to Disobedience

If you’ve read my book, Confessions of a young prophet, you know that I’ve referred to this before. Now I need to tell you my experience in detail.

It’s 2007 and it’s 5 am in the morning and I am on the 52 West freeway heading towards La Jolla, California. I was sad that I couldn’t go to my brothers’ wedding in Pennsylvania because of complications with my surgery, but I was also glad that Tasha and I were at least having a good morning. Our marriage was still trying to gain our footing after my infidelity several months earlier. We were starting to have some good days back to back and that was a relief. I had been sat down from ministry at my church (ODFWC) where I served as the Minister of Music.

Getting sat down was difficult; it was the first time for me at this ministry, though not the first time ever. I had problems, problems that went deeper than I knew. I began to back away from God, and He knew it. He told my pastors (and the leadership team of our ministry agreed) to bring me back as a musician. It was a setup, planned and orchestrated by the Master Planner, as I would soon find out. He was going to save my life, by making me deal up close and personal with Him. I now had to look in the faces of the team members and family members I had hurt so deeply. After several months of church discipline, the process of restoration had now begun. But now it was God’s turn to deal with me.

Let me back up for just a minute. December 2006 was a dangerous month for me. I watched God move through powerful ministry in the first 10 days. This was also the time that I started battling in my flesh like never before (and that is saying something since I was a major whore growing up). My father died on the 20th of December 2006, and that was my breaking point. Still scarred from some of the problems he and I hid, I almost had a nervous breakdown.

It was during this time that God really came hard after me, but I wouldn’t turn to Him. My pastor and prophetic mentor at the time gave me a word and told me that the Lord desired intimacy with me. I heard her, but I was already gone. I knew He wanted time with me but I was stuck and didn’t know how to get out of it. I went home for my fathers’ funeral and ran into my past, and the downhill spiral began.

Contributions to Disobedience is the best way I can describe this tactic of Satan’s. It’s very important to understand how the enemy works when you are emotional. You may think he’s coming at you one way, but he’s actually coming from multiple directions because he’s been doing this for quite some time. He’s smarter and more cunning than you can ever imagine. I’ve met him, and I know what I’m talking about. He’s been reworking scenarios over and over and he fine-tunes every situation to the individual. This is because he knows that under the right circumstances, resistance is futile, and destruction (success is what he calls it) inevitable. He’s brilliant and he knows it. Heaven and Hell know it and respect him because his rank.

There are situations I created that the enemy used later on to deceive me. He stroked some heart strings and manipulated me mentally using someone who was