Never Fear Change: Embrace the Life You Truly Want

By Alicja Bialasiewicz RN ATP®

The author takes the reader on a journey from the childhood realization of her specialness in being able to communicate with beings not of this earth through times of abandonment, dislocation, and emotional pain. The reader travels with her on her voyage of self-discovery as she reconnected with her childhood powers to become a channel and the start of her connections with the White Brotherhood of Light. The bulk of the book conveys these channeled messages from TWB. The authors unique experience, abilities, and sensitivity, with her skill as a channel, give the messages about love and change resonance and relevance for all individuals in our world today.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Balboa Press
• Release date: Jun 28, 2017
• ISBN: 9781504383554

Alicja Bialasiewicz RN ATP®

Born in Poland, Alicja Bialasiewicz has been an intuitive her whole life. The White Brotherhood of Light reconnected with Alicja in 2005. Since then, she has become an open channel for their healing messages. She is an Angel Therapy Practitioner® having studied and completed her training with Doreen Virtue®. She has also trained in Native American Shamanism. In addition to her own business, Inner Light Healing, Alicja is a critical care nurse and a high school teacher. She currently lives in the beautiful Berkshires with her two children and her family of rescued animals. This is her first book.

Book preview

Part I

My Story of Healing

M.O.S.E.S.

Love

I Wonder As I Wander

Follow Your Own North Star

Awakening to Your Love of Life

Have Faith

There Is Much to Be Done

Set Your Soul Free

Allow Your Gift to Come Forth

Be Willing to Be Amazed

My Story of Healing with the Ascended Masters, The White Brotherhood of Light, and How I Came to Write This Book

I am a channel.

What is a channel? A channel is a translator of spirit. I am a channel; I translate the spirit’s language into the human language.

Who are the White Brotherhood of Light?

The White Brotherhood of Light are believed to be supernatural beings of great power who spread spiritual teachings through selected humans. The members of the Brotherhood may be known as the Masters of the Ancient Wisdom or the Ascended Masters. The first person to talk about them was Helena Petrovna Blavatsky and after her other people claimed to have received messages from them. These included Alister Crawley, Alice Bailey, and Guy Ballard to name a few.

The White Brotherhood of Light is a heavenly association of saints and sages from all paths and religions and are perceived as a spiritual organization composed of those Ascended Masters who have risen from the Earth into immortality, but still maintain an active watch over the world.

Examples of the Ascended Masters are Master Jesus, Confucius, Gautama Buddha, Mary the Mother of Jesus, Hilarion, Enoch, Paul the Venetian, and Kwan Yin, Saint Germain and Kuthumi and many more. Also included are angels.

The common belief is that the Ascended Masters united to advance the spiritual wellbeing of humanity.

In the Ascended Master Teachings, Ascended Masters are believed to be spiritually enlightened beings who in past incarnations were ordinary humans, but who have undergone a series of spiritual transformations originally called initiations.

—Wikipedia, Ascended Masters

My purpose is to bring the messages of The White Brotherhood of Light in a language that is easily understood by all children of the Earth. This is how I encounter and channel The White Brotherhood of Light. In a quiet place, I set the intention in my mind to connect with the Masters. I have found that I receive their messages at any time that I wish to connect, and their presence and voices are always present. But when I want to connect formally with them to channel, I take a notebook and a pencil (sometimes a pen— but somehow my preference is a pencil), and I sit quietly and set the intention to connect to them. In my mind’s eye, I see a library with a long table at which the Masters are seated. There is a step in the library, so it appears that the Masters are seated on a podium. Usually I sit on the step, and then one or more of the Masters speaks to me. All of the Masters communicates with me as one, but sometimes a specific Master comes through, such as Mother Mary or Solomon.

The transmission gives me a sense of joy and happiness for our reconnection, on both my and their sides. Sometimes I have questions for them. Usually I just begin to write, and the words appear on paper. I know distinctly that these words are not mine. At times it feels as if my channeling has only taken a few minutes, but then, when I check the clock, an hour or two has passed. I have learned to set time limits for myself. I feel I could channel all day because while I am channeling, I am extremely happy and at peace and filled with so much love and joy. Sometimes I wish that I didn’t have to disconnect from their loving light.

The messages of The White Brotherhood of Light are always full of love and optimism. They share lessons with a great sense of humor. The Masters have told me that I have been sent by them to teach others on Earth about the new spiritual evolution currently upon us here on Earth. My ego has a good laugh about it! My heart somehow believes it to be the truth, a truth I have yet to fully understand as a human being.

The writing is usually in the plural, such as we instead of I, and the messages that I receive astound me, as I clearly have no prior knowledge of some of the information that I am receiving.

While I channel, I am filled with such love and peace and joy! In those moments, I feel that all in my life is possible, that I am not alone and never have been, that I can do and be and become anything that is in my heart.

At certain times, I feel as if eyes other than mine are looking at our world through me. At those moments I become still and allow this gift of sharing because I am then rewarded in seeing our world through the eyes of spirit, and what I see brings tears of love and hope and joy to me, tears of deep gratitude for being given this opportunity to live here on Earth and experience it all! At such times, colors are more vibrant and sound is more pure. Everything connects and makes perfect sense. I feel an incredibly strong bond of connection to all living beings here on Earth and elsewhere in other universes. I know that we are watched over and protected. Sometimes, as I look at the destruction we cause here on Earth, I wonder if we are worthy of such love and forgiveness. And at times of my connection to spirit, I know that we are. We, the human race, just have to start believing that we are indeed worthy of such love and forgiveness. There is much to be grateful for, much to be in awe of, and much to love.

After the channeling session, I feel full of love and happiness, and my body seems to be vibrating in its own orbit of joy. No matter the message, I am always amazed at this gift of healing offered to all of us here on Earth.

In the very beginning of my connection to The White Brotherhood of Light, I felt that I was losing my mind. I’ve often asked myself, how did I write this? I would Google the information received just to verify it, having no prior knowledge of it. I even Googled the name The White Brotherhood of Light. And that is how I came upon the Wikipedia description of their name. Channeling these messages has simply become such a part of my life that I cannot imagine not doing it.

I can’t imagine not allowing our world to hear these healing messages. I channel because it is of a deeper part of me, a part that has come here to Earth to be the translator of spirit’s message. It is who I am. And the more I own this, the more I accept my uniqueness, my sensitivity, and all my quirkiness! I have felt different and removed from humans all of my life. Today, as I embrace living a human life with joy and gratitude in total amazement of this life’s beauty, I rejoice at knowing that a bigger part of me is here too, to share love and healing messages for our Earth and all of Earth’s inhabitants. I willingly give of myself and my time.

Most of our changes come to us when we let go of all that we are, allowing our higher selves to heal and lead us.

When I was six years old, my mom left Poland and moved to New York City, leaving me behind. And so began a long, hard journey of loneliness, abandonment, and pain—three things that I have often inflicted upon myself in my years as a teen and then an adult, including loving people who were not emotionally available to me. So the process of being abandoned over and over again seems to have begun with my mom’s leaving and then continued with my dad, who would leave me alone for weeks at a time while he went off to find his own healing. At that time, I was alone at age six with a seventy-plus-years-old grandmother who didn’t care much for taking care of a little kid. I found solace in nature, losing myself in the local woods with a book or two in tow. I found a deep connection with the farm animals or any living being from the animal kingdom that would cross my path.

Even then, I mostly stayed away from people. I was running with the wolves even before the book of the same title was written.

Looking back at my childhood, I remember sitting in the woods for hours in a place that was filled with wild strawberries, surrounded by beings not of this Earth. I only remember their presence around me, and yet I seem to recall having long conversations with them. I don’t remember what we talked about. I know I felt safe and protected. As a child, I didn’t much understand their presence; I only knew that these beings were watching over me.

As years went by, anger filled my heart, and my lost innocence no longer allowed my mind this magical connection. After a sad, painful childhood, I was even lonelier as a teenager living with my mom in New York City away from my dad—who meant the world to me—and all that was familiar on the farm in Poland. I longed for love, to belong, but mostly to have a place I could call home.

I met my mom again in New York City when I was fourteen years old. My parents were divorced, and I had come to live with her. When I arrived in New York, my mom was just a blur in my memory, a heartache I didn’t know how to heal, and hot, burning anger that I needed to finally put on a shelf and let go. I missed my dad, who was then living in Poland and was my whole world. But that is another story of loss, deep regret and yet again abandonment, which I continued to recreate in all of my relationships until I decided that something had to change. I had to change, or, perhaps looking back, it wasn’t about me changing but about finally letting go and no longer being willing to carry this pain around with me.

I wasn’t ready to forgive — that would come years later, after both of my parents died, but I was ready to be free.

My reconnection to the light beings of my childhood began in 2005 during a particularly difficult time in my life. I was unhappily married to yet another wonderful person who was totally emotionally unavailable to himself or to me. With two small children ages two and three, all alone in a strange country, I was contemplating a divorce, something I swore I would never do. Yet, there I was at the therapist’s office, once again filled with so much pain. My husband and I separated that year and divorced two years later. I took full custody of my children and, with a fear that kept me awake at night, I began my new life.

During that time the therapist suggested that I see her business partner, who was doing some interesting things with energy healing, having just completed her training with Donna Eden. I had no idea what energy healing was, but I was willing to do anything to heal myself and my life.

As I lay on the