My Darkest Hour

By Jane

My Darkest Hour tells how unhappy I was. It talks about the ups and downs, hardships, sadness, loneliness, and most of all, death and how it affected me. All the pain and suffering I had to go through, the trials, the high mountains, and the valleys, and how it was possible and impossible for me to bounce back to become a stronger woman.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Apr 30, 2016
• ISBN: 9781514469897

Jane

Jane/Zuokun Yuan, female, born on November 1971 in China, obtained a bachelor degree of physics from the National University of Defense Technology, China, in 1993, immigrated to New Zealand in November 2002 as a skilled immigrant.

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My name is Jane. I was born and raised in the small town of Hillwood born to parents Martha and the late Messina. We are six siblings in the family, three boys and three girls. I’m the eldest of them all.

When I was younger, my family and I lived in a small town called Hillwood. Things were good and bad in the early years of my life. As the years went on, I never expected to be shocked, sad, and happy.

Many things have happened to me in my life, and this story is the worst and saddest thing. This story is about me and how I’ve struggled and overcome all my obstacles and developed into a very strong woman. Writing about my darkest hour is the hardest thing in my life, the hardest and most disturbing, yet it is also interesting. As I sit here and reevaluate my life, I now know where to start.

One of the lessons I have learned is how certain things have happened in my life and how they have made me a better and stronger person. All the things I’ve had to fight in my life have kept me moving forward and have helped me hold my head up higher and higher—all the fears and pains that I’ve found in myself and the journeys I’ve been on.

I’ve found myself fighting battles that I cannot win, fears and pains that have been difficult for me. Everything in my life is coming to an end, just like a light that has gone out of my head, and I can never get it back. I’ve never thought I can ever get that light back again for all my life as I continue writing through the rough times.

As described in Matthew 27:27–46, the darkest hours for Jesus Christ are from the sixth hour until the ninth hour. Jesus cried, My God, why have you forsaken me? The hour that Jesus was left alone in anguish, a time when no earthly man could come to his aid to deliver him or comfort him, a time when even heaven itself must have turned a deaf ear to his cry, caused Christ himself to cry out loud in