Soul Sister: A Softer Version of the Killing Fields

By Sereena Nightshade

Soul Sister is a softer version of The Killing Fields created by popular fan base demand. Soul Sister thus contains many of the poems from The Killing Fields as well as some additional never before shared poetry from the time frame of the years this writer was mercilessly stalked and an objectified being caught within the tug-of-war between the predator, The One from Afar, the primary adult human co-victim, the local police force in their ineffectiveness made shockingly worse once a callous, clueless, seemingly chauvinistic, spiteful and sometimes emotionally irrational detective was placed on the case and the many helpless oftentimes cages tame animal victims the predator went after in endless compulsive repetitions through the years spanning from October 1999 to the summer of 2004. This was the world of this writers nightmarish drafted status losing the right to be a mere human with human feelings, wants and needs. It was also the backdrop for the Black Market style beauty contest and dating winner gets the fantastical prize game put forth by The One From Afar in the middle of The Killing Fields of the stalkers design from 1999 to mid-2003. In mid-2003 The One From Afar married his true deceiver and vanished from the picture blatantly leaving Sereena Nightshade to die. That final phase in the full range tug-of-war indicated clearly that Nightshade was left to whatever fate may occur, including one of being further hunted, stalked, kidnapped and at some point, tortured, repeatedly raped and murdered since she held no value to the only person who seemed, fictitiously, to care about her at the time. This was the reality of The Killing Fields: One stalker terrorizing/running endless surveillance/tampering with/torturing/murdering animals when he didnt mess-up, likely on purpose leaving them to suffer until his primary human victim had to clean up after his mistakes. One fool allegedly looking for love or reportedly in love with Nightshade. One primary adult human co-victim who was hapless and hopeless. One police detective who didnt give a darn. And all of the many innocent defenseless victims caught in the middle of this whirl in the stalkers predatory realm. This scenario or many components of it are not entirely rare for stalking victims as the presence of a stalker isolates the victim and narrows her world until there is almost nothing left no contacts, no friends, no support system while she must become a soldier despite the inhumane senseless of it all it so continues.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Apr 22, 2014
• ISBN: 9781493177837

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Table Of Contents

The Small Truth

Top Five Major Mistakes Support Sources Make:

How to Stop a Stalker Early on & with Money:

Cast Away

What Midnight Sees

Crescendo

Black Market

Killing Field

Candle

Sheets of Rubble

Seeds

Fairy Tale

Bloodbath

The Gift

Cornflakes

Language

You First

Lost Connection

Love

Gravesite

Cooking

The Mite

Fancy

Teleport Lens Validation

The Pieces

Remote Fantasies

Obvious

Speedball

A Dream

Shopping List

Pill Dreams

Red Herrings

Pretty Princess

Why

More Than This

Scatterling

Three Wishes

Starving

Crackerjacks

PAIN’S FLOWER

Clicking

Drowning

Good Enough Minimal

Living Things

Blizzard

¡Ay, Carajo!

Message

Everything

Blame

The Claire

Aftermath

Money-Money-Money

Cards

Left to Die

Someone Once Said: I will place a weak lamb before each of you and if you slay it or neglect it till its life force subsides I will know your true heart. If each of you keep this lamb safe and nurtured and well all men shall profit and all men shall be saved by the grace of this one being fulfilled in the multitudes of the lambs placed everywhere before all of mankind.

—By Sereena Nightshade

Whoever saves one life, saves the entire world.

—By Itzhak Stern.

I learned that courage was not the absence of fear, but the triumph over it. The brave man is not he who does not feel afraid, but he who conquers that fear.

—By Nelson Mandela

Courage is the most important of all the virtues, because without courage you can’t practice any other virtue consistently. You can practice any virtue erratically, but noting consistently without courage.

—By Maya Angelou

Courage is being scarred to death… and saddling up anyway.

—By John Wayne

Courage is huge and failure to protect is the ultimate deal demolisher.

—By Sereena Nightshade

The police think that just because he didn’t kill you he didn’t somehow end your life…

—Author: Unknown

Regarding false allegations: First rule of the witch hunt; don’t limit yourself to the witches. An adult male predator’s mainstay quote: It’s not me, her daddy done it. This holds true even if her daddy didn’t do it. The same wording can be used to pass the blame onto another from the victim’s past who is reasonably to completely innocent while the abuser is guilty. This is a component which typically goes hand-in-hand with what this writer calls the Inoculation Theory (i.e. Inoculation Theory: If the abuse has been done to the woman before or if a similar or any abuse has been committed against the woman in the past she is inoculated and cannot be harmed by more mistreatment, including vastly different or more severe forms of mistreatment. If one can lie or paint a picture of the woman as having been abused by someone from the past she is also inoculated and additional abuse is viewed as if it is no big deal. Inoculation Theory while accepted and perpetuated by many is not accurate nor is the judgment of the woman whose current and future life is dictated via Inoculation Theory).

—By Sereena Nightshade

Pretty is as pretty does, and while it’s true that money makes the world go round, nice is what makes it habitable. Please keep in mind that in Old English times nice meant foolish as in basically stupid or retarded.

—By Sereena Nightshade

The Small Truth

The small truth is akin to an old-fashioned makeshift impromptu boogey board ride on a too thin stiff plastic sheet, like the ones we used to place beneath furnishings to protect the fine hard floors from scuffs. The makeshift impromptu boogey board ride is the one down a steep staircase beneath the darkness of midnight’s gracefully silent cover. It’s a spanker only the loaded, desperate or hardy would try more than once. Nonetheless, it’s just a spanker, not a killer and sometimes