''Thomas Doubt'': The Life & Trials of ''His-Son''

By Thomas M. Askew

BIRTH TO HOMELESSNESS
This story is a fifty year journey about an alien, born Thomas M. Asshole on the planet earth. At point fifty years of age in human form, alienate into his son on earth.
Fifteen years have passed since the writing of Birth to Homeless. In those fifteen years, I, His Son Thomas M. Askew is now in the tenth year of my recovery from alcohol and drug addiction. I am now sixty five years old, living life to the fullest and will pen the entirety of the last fifteen years or more in my next book. Peace to all those out there in the world going through what I have been through. We fall down, but we get back up.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Xlibris US
• Release date: Jan 18, 2012
• ISBN: 9781469140254

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"Thomas Doubt’’

The Life & Trials Of "His-Son’’

THOMAS M. ASSHOLE

Copyright © 2012 by Thomas M. Askew.

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CONTENTS

Introduction

Book C

Forward /Introduction

The First Ten Years

The Second Ten Years

The Third Ten Years

The Fourth Ten Years

The Fifth Ten Years

Book D

Book E

Book F

Thomas Doubt a personal journey from birth to enlightenment, A pocketbook of hope for the lost, down and out; the confused, not to forget the lonely, homeless and especially the don’t know what to do now with my life!

INTRODUCTION

A Personal Journey

The Eyes of GOD

After sixty four years and some months of conscious wondering and reading whatever ism or ology I could get my hands on for the last twenty five years, my search is answered. I was born July 9, 1940 in my grandfather’s house in a small town in the state of Virginia. At present, penning these words in the year 2011, to all who have the guts to read this personal expression of my journey from wondering on the path to finding my answer, self explanatory is the message that each individual will receive in reading mine. My purpose of writing first and foremost is the will of God, and lastly for all human’s who are wondering on this planet in search of his or herself as I did. His son, TMA.

To begin with the eyes of God, i am is not the status quo of any words penned now or ever before time. If anyone is offended and I mean every human existence on the planet earth, that is not my intention; point made. This is a non-fiction, transcendental philosophy of my personal journey from the age of six years old to the present time now, which is the year 2011 and my age is now 70 years old. In 1989, I was an alcoholic and pot head on welfare in the city of Englewood, NJ. I lived in a motel room provided by the city welfare department. I drank and smoked pot every day and bummed around from morning to night and went home to my room at the motel at the end of the night only to start the same cycle over the next day.

One day a light came on telling me that I should write my autobiography, before I reach the age of fifty. At the time then I was about nine months short of turning fifty. My reason for this writing my autobiography, I now know, but when the light came on in 1989, I didn’t have a clue. My thought was that with the life that I was living, I wouldn’t be around much longer, so I wrote my story before my fiftieth birthday for whoever wanted to read it. The full fifty years autobiography documentary is now part of this soul searching journey as evident to the eye of God I am. As you read these words you will notice that I finished my autobiography in 1990 about a week before my fiftieth birthday and had not the ways, means or knowledge of how to get it published.

In October 2005, the 17th to be exact. I wrote this Forward. Fifteen years have passed since the writing of birth to homeless. In those fifteen years, I his son, Thomas M. Askew, is now in the tenth year of recovery from alcohol and drug addiction, I am now sixty five years old; living life to the fullest and will pen the entirety of the last fifteen years in my next book. Peace to all those out there going through what I been through. We fall down, but we get back up> All blessing to God., Amen. His son October 17th 2005. As you can see or read-see, I am just getting back to that forward that I wrote on October 17, 2005. It’s now February 21, 2011. Well, the only reason that I am back writing is because the light came back on and this time to stay and in saying that I mean literally, The Eyes of God, I am OK, so getting to the last fifteen, plus almost another six years. As I mention; I am now clean and nearing my fifteen years in recovery from alcohol and drug abuse.

I entered rehab on June 10, 1996 at Mt. Carmel Guild in Newark, New Jersey and haven’t looked back since, praise the Lord. I went back to work and I made more money from 1997 to 2003 that’s six years, then I made from 1958 to 1996 (thirty light years). I have been unemployed since April 2009, but I am ok. The eyes of God, I am: Luke 12:31, John 10;34, Luke 17:21. The balance of my writing will be all the things that I wrote on and about from the eighties and nineties up to the year that I got clean in 1996. Most, if not all of these were written while I was under the influence of drugs and alcohol. All before my clean date of June 10, 1996, so if they don’t make sense to you or you don’t understand them at all, don’t sweat it. This was my journey and not anyone elses.

(04/18/1997) Spiritual awakening is not an escape from the human body, but rather a conscious surrender into the experience being fully human, reading this.

(Date Not Recorded) The spiritual path; spirituality means that we pursue an understanding of the nature of reality, our own, and Gods, and that we then try to channel our thoughts, feelings and actions accordingly.

(Date Not Recorded) An absolute is an unchanging point of reference by which all other changes are measured.

(Date Not Recorded) Truth is the judgment expressed when we use the is the statement. This is to express a state of existence that is real and not dependent on belief in order to make it true.

(Date Not Recorded) Reductionism states that any system is best understood in terms of basic Parts. Also, read that learning is the process of finding the