I Am Anonymous … and You?

By Alnico Lafo

Are the contents your autobiography or my biography, or both? Definitely those of I am Anonymous. The answer you will get in the book. This is a biography and autobiography with a big difference as the normal, and will capture you from the first word to the last.
In the first part the manipulation of the system and the innocent as narrate by, I am Anonymous. The brutality involved the organized crime, and the abuse of the innocent.
In the second part we are the narrators and the story continues how the same innocent were abused, but with a difference. Our stories are to be found in the thousands of research documents of which we were the narrators. These narrations are a 24 hour non-stop fact, and are there for the world to read, see and hear about it. We still manipulate the systems and use and abuse the innocent as a stepping stone to gain the sympathy of the world.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Partridge Publishing Africa
• Release date: May 26, 2015
• ISBN: 9781482807486

Alnico Lafo

She/he went through a process of purification after the difficult years of an unjust system and learned how it affects those who suffer the most and open the curtain on some aspects you know nothing about. She/he graduates on several outcomes and was done through extramural and distance education.

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PART 1

I AM ANONYMOUS

CHAPTER 1

A Family Is Conceived and Educated

Is life different today from forty or sixty years ago? ‘What those years ago happened to me, leave an everlasting scar as big as the biggest stain on the moon…’

This is far from memoirs from his past, but a hell of facts seized in his subconscious from which he cannot escape. Memoirs are usually pleasant memories, so if you are looking for it in this book, you will be bitterly disappointed.

‘I am, in this text is not me, but, I am Anonymous, in part 1 and in part 2, you Anonymous…?’ If you cannot endure the worst trauma and handle the raw truth of child abuse, crime, and sex…you dare not read further; however, there are certain restrictions by law that forbid the author to describe underage sex acts and therefore never will we the seriousness of child abuse understand in its full capacity. Remember, however, that they used children to build the business. You as the reader can link the worst disgusting acts of hedonistic expression to it and you will still never reach the truly outcome of the abused. All sex act descriptions in this book are of those above eighteen years of age, if any. The author refers in many cases to sex participation of the underage but with no description thereof. What description you want to add is absolutely your own decision because whatever it will be cannot describe the actual abuse. You yourself must put a restricted age on this book.

‘There will be teenagers that should understand everything in this extreme topic, because many of them went through the same degree of abuse and have the same will to break the silence, but a greater fear of the consequences as the sexual abuse prohibits them of doing so.’

There are also those in their eighties that should not read the book, because the revelations could be shocking at that age, or it can bring sad memories of the same deception, abuse, and crime in the past.

I am Anonymous used most of the time vulgar names, but for the sake of the reader, there will be as far as possible in a civilised manner reference to sensitive organs, but be warned that the crudeness within which the events take place is a reality and is shamelessly made public. It was the life to which he, in fact, his whole family, was accustomed to.

Usually anonymous persons are labelled as cowards. ‘Consider me but one. Maybe if you read this story you will understand better.’ There is sadness and guilt, which advocates apologising for the suffering he and his family have done to others.

His story begins in the early sixties. Children’s rights almost did not exist. The government of that time placed their concentration on riot control and the protection of Afrikaner’s rights. These rights were worth more than children’s rights, and it came from them, the Afrikaner, and their leaders, who are responsible for the maximum abuse of the child. Not the white child, but the coloured—and black—child.

‘Today it’s my word against the injustice to me and closest to me, from the past. Who will believe you? Many will ask. Those who have been through the same as I would believe me if they read this story. By saying this, I do not want to sanction my share in the wrongdoing of my family to others.’

His parents were initially not rich but also not poor and did not quite fit in the middle. His father was a soldier and was more away from home because of unrest and the war in Angola. He has a double life and fits him well especially in his work obligations to the State. He put him in a business enterprise that made him rich.

His mother had a half-day job at a dry cleaner and slept the afternoon, because at night she served in a nightclub. He had a sister and since they came to understanding the facts, they knew what kind of work she did at the nightclub, because they have been already there since conception.

‘My father, like I said, was not much at home. He was aware of the work that my mother did at the nightclub, because I only found out later it was where they met. After he finished with school, he immediately joined the South African Police Service with the sole purpose of leaving the service after a year and escape the compulsory military service so he can simultaneously collect a salary. It was only after he joined and before he went to the police training college when he met my mother.’

After one year of service, he wanted to buy out, but was offered a special position in the army. He would, directly after his college year, depart to Namibia for border duty as a member of the SAP. The army, at that time, recruited members for a special unit, the ‘Z-squad’ and only from the best young police officers. Since they were aware of his intention to resign, they told him that they are going to call him for military service on the Namibian border, immediately, or he can join the special unit.

‘Since the compulsory service period was nine months, he decided to join. It was about three months after my birth.’

Ten months after his father’s nine-month compulsory military service expired, his sister was born.

‘He then himself started with a nightclub and my mother continued her services there. He told me that he fell in love with my mother’s beautiful bare bum when she danced and moved seductive around the pole, and that one day she shall work for him. Naked dancing was of course during those years against the law, but nothing prohibits them from wearing skimpy bikinis, covering only the necessary.’

As a member of this special unit, you remain the property of the army and you stand directly under the general in charge. You may not ignore his assignments and no one dare oppose or question it. The general also said that his department was able to achieve the impossible. He has enough power to command his men, even to kill if necessary. His father’s business was an escape route and a cover for underground operations to the benefit of the State, and of course for them, as you will find out later.

It also confirms the coldblooded fact under which his father had worked.

‘However, my father was not bothered, because he was, as you will later find out, someone who himself was coldblooded and ruthless.’

He was definitely unconscionable in his method of education and training of the sex act.

‘I cannot remember how old I was, I just know it was before I went to school, when my father and my mother, start teaching me about sex, theoretically and practically. In the beginning, anyhow, I understand nothing, but as I began to get older, I have increasingly begun to understand, especially when my sister started to be part of the teaching. Exposed to pornographic material was normal at that age. During that time, we did not know there was such a thing as pornography and the existence thereof. With my sister and me, it was something normal, like to play.’

His father explained his conception in detail. ‘When I met your mother, that first night I took her home and at my request she danced nude in my bedroom. She danced up to my…’

‘He told me that it was the beginning of a more intimate passion and put me in detail how she…’

Our imagination plays a powerful role in our lives. You yourself can fill in the sex act that follows and keep it for yourself. Therefore, you became automatically part of the anonymous part in your life and that of the narrator.

He was too young to understand, but later he realised how his father prepared him for a life where sex is always the main character. It was also to school him the operation of their business and expose him from childhood and later involve his sister. He is two years older than she is, well almost. What at first seemed to be a very innocent play later had a major role in his life and hers. It is certainly quite an innocent practice that brother and sister bath together, because it happens in the best families.

‘Our parents still bathed and showered with us even when we grew older and understand what sex is all about. They introduced us to an intense training of sex.’

Children tend to share their experiences with fellow students and their teachers. During that time of great conservatism, it could shock the community if they were not prohibited to do so.

‘We never really had any friends and the few I had may never know my parents’ business operations, or the overt sexual relationship between us. We were thoroughly brainwashed at least about this…from an early age. I am sometimes mischievous, it was when my father was not at home and my mother was asleep, I invite girls to my bedroom. I had already quite understood what it was all about, although I was about eight, nine years old. I was often in trouble about this, since I sometimes forget that other children were raised differently as we were in the fine art of sex. It often happens that the parents of these children visit my parents and complain about my vulgar habits.’

His parents were usually badly upset about it and ensure those involved, in his presence, that he would get a sound thrashing. After the angry parents were gone, his father called him aside and then wanted to know exactly what happened. He was especially interested in the girls that allowed him to touch them. His father asked him to invite them more often.

His parents were never married, that he only later found out. In the eyes of neighbours and family, they were.

His mother, and it was retold to him, continued her work at the nightclub, and danced until six months of pregnancy. Until his birth, she taught other girls how to dance and then restart dancing. ‘I was therefore a nightclub baby, since I was conceived until I was born, because I was born in my mother’s dressing room.’

Therefore, when she had her midnight forbidden naked dance, it was only during special performances and to selected guests—those years it was against the law—he went with and grew up in that environment. His sister followed the same path and twenty-two months later, have seen the first light in a nightclub and in the same room.

Without emotion, as if it were the most natural thing, he told me that both parents taught him of the male and female genitalia. This intensive training usually occurred when they bathed together or shower. It was a ritual from childhood to have a direct contact with each other, by touching.

‘In the shower we will stand in a circle, on both sides of my father, my sister, and Mom and I between them. Everyone must touch someone else, first to one side and then the other. We were taught not to be ashamed of each other, especially when parents teach their children the practical and theoretical instruction in sex … although we did not actually know what to be ashamed of. My parents gave us in the shower or after we finished bathing, in their bedroom, practical guidance on sex training.’

His father, a few months after he returned from the border, started his own nightclub. In the beginning, he followed legal requirements, but as he learned more about the industry and of course with his mother’s help, who knew the industry well, he became more conversant with it, also the nonlegal section. The progress of the business expands phenomenal.

The police never conducted raids on the premises, as his father was still part of the special unit and he has the assurance of his superiors, so he enjoyed a free hand in operating, with the proviso that if they need him, he cannot refuse and that his company’s premises must be at their disposal should they need it.

He was, his father, friends with the right rank officers in the police force, and often, free performances were organised for them. He told the girls, all of them above eighteen years of age, that they must dance closely up to them and they should allow them to touch them. It made them mad and were only allowed to these private performances.

Appointments were later personified by the high-rank officers, with the excuse that serious discussions were needed over certain tasks in the special unit.

His father believed that contraception is better than cure and precautions for each event. He made sure he took it on film, the full conference, and the naked dance performance afterwards. He always has a back door open in case someone might split on him. The business was not only naked dance, but involved much more, which you will read about further into this book. The performances especially for the SAP’s higher-rank members were, in the beginning, to dance naked, and they were not aware of any further activities.

‘As a child, it was very difficult to have two personalities. At school and in the public eye, I had a different role to that at home. It was very strange and often incomprehensible, that what I knew from my parents’ teaching as normal while I was at home is not the same view of others outside that environment. I trusted and believed them that what they teach me is the right way and I do everything in my power to honour their orders and wishes.’

During his years at school, religious education was part of the curriculum. ‘I have often asked my parents about this dogma.’

There are certain doctrines that people preached as the absolute truth, but for which they have no proof. They claim that supernatural forces inspired them to say and do things. They collect old scriptures of thousands of years ago, which ordinary people wrote. Now they expect us to believe it. Other religions also refer to these ancient writings, not only Christianity. Teachers and preachers want to force you to believe in this scientific doctrine, by brainwashing. Nevertheless, do research yourself and you will find that in Israel’s early history, girls had sex with their father and two sons were born, after they drugged him with alcohol. This was an announcement of a father to his son.

‘He taught me that all life is dependent for their livelihood on reproduction. It is the only fact in existence. Without it, there would be no life of any kind whatsoever. Extinction of life and everything with it, when there is no more fertile seeds left. Mankind will be responsible for the destruction of the species because they see money as the most important and the world’s dependency in this regard.’

Conduct research on what the early philosophers like Plato and Aristotle wrote about sex and women. This is why it is so important that your mother and I teach you from childhood about sex. Our duty is to help others who also have a desire for it. We need even to stimulate those who have not developed that urge.

‘I only found out much later what stimulus was used for sex but you can believe me that I utilise and enjoy sex to its maximum.’

Reproduction has only one definition: it is the ability of having sex between a man and a woman. The bonus derived from there is that you can also enjoy it. ‘It was what our parents taught us. This is the most important doctrine.’

CHAPTER 2

Sexual Education and Recruitment

Children tend to forget certain things from their past, usually a traumatic experience. Forget is actually the wrong term, they conclude them out of that event by a self-imposed amnesia. Sometimes, it seems as if they have more control over their brain than adults, and this manipulation of the brain often serves as a protective measure and is expressed when the child has reached adulthood and the trauma they had is better processed or they even ignore it completely.

Also, in the case of I am Anonymous, it took a long time before he could make peace with the reality of that which has taken place during his life. His first lesson, and so is his sister, was to become addicted to sex; other addictions will later become part of the sexual urges. The theoretical teaching until his ninth year had, by his parents, been taken to a higher level and it is the practical application.

His parents were, at this stage, already well established in the nightclub industry and the time has come to include him into the operations management process to become part of it, only for recruiting children.

Training of young people was the most important part of the business. They who are above the age of eighteen years receive an intensive training in sexual behaviour. That you will find out as you read the book.

‘My sister and I did not attend these lecturing but received always the more detailed lecturing at home. These young students became the teachers, recruiting agents and the export products of our business.’

His mother always has the final say in the lecturing. ‘She and later my sister together take charge of this important department.’

An input of his mother during lecturing of these students: ‘You must utilise the real pleasure and ecstasy it provides. It only can be obtained if you have sexual relations between a woman and man…but in the beginning it is important that someone who has the experience teaches you. Doing this for the first time, you do it because you have a great desire to do so and you act impulsively, you can easily be disillusioned if the sex act is not the pleasure that you expect, and you might even be apathetic in the future towards it.’

‘My mother always said that every parent has the right to lecture their children in the sex act as they see it as the best way in doing it, even if they have to practically and physically apply it. That is how my mother teaches me.’

She takes him on a trip across her naked body while lying down on her back on the bed with spread legs, she teaches him the anatomy of the female body.

‘During this time, my sister was always present and she allows us to ask questions if we do not understand the meaning of certain parts of the body.’

She also teaches them the anatomy of the male body and shows them how it is physically used. For them, it was a normal act of teaching. Another popular input from his mother during lecturing young people was that ‘sex is there for enjoyment and should never be a punishment.’

He worshipped his mother. She was a beautifully shaped and intelligent woman. He never said whether she was a brown- or blonde-haired person.

She taught him thoroughly how he had to deal with his girlfriends he invited home. She said there would always be the amenable and that he should concentrate in reading the right signs, most are nonverbal. ‘Remember they do not have the same education as what you received and it is your job to approach them in the right way, from the beginning and transfer wisely what we taught you. Never use force on a girl to have sex with her; it must come spontaneously from both.’

She also lobbies many of his girlfriends without anyone becoming suspicious. Many girls visit their home and they freely practise hedonistic parties. His mother was constantly present and gave advice where necessary. Sometimes his father was also present.

‘I later became aware that my mother and father put soluble stimulants in the girls’ drinks, so that they may be more lenient. These parties never take place in the dark, but under bright lights and usually in a special room in the house. We have been told that we should not see nudism as a disgrace, but a privilege to unashamedly have feelings towards each other, no matter what those feelings are.’

They later annulled this special room and moved all the equipment to the nightclub premises. His argument was that so many young people who visit the house could arouse suspicion, something they cannot afford to risk at that stage.

The older he became, the more young people formed part of this group. During school holidays, it was his job to invite them to the nightclub. In the beginning, it was only dance activities. As newcomers become accustomed to the nocturnal atmosphere, every time with a next visit, they added something to the entertainment. His father and mother decided who was ready for a step further. This group of young people were initially in a separate room and not part of the main recreation hall being used by all ages. It was ostensibly for own protection.

Later they allowed them to go and participate in the general recreation hall where dancers and pole dancers scantily clad, delivering performances. The children, who spend most of their attention to these dancers, are after a few nights of agitated emotions back, because it is a fact that they do not want to miss something the next night. They will think of anything to convince their parents that everything is quite innocent. They will go to another ward, specially prepared for them only.

There is usually one male and one female dancer. All dancers, male and female, are adults. Both are scantily dressed. First, they dance all on their own, do sensual provocative movements in front of the young spectators and move close to them. When emotionally worked up, the dancers start dancing together and perform dances in different seductive body attitudes. This does not take place under bright white lights, but under the flickering coloured lights. The lights are specially focused so