Whispers in the Wind: Conversations in the Night
By Jahn Michael
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The dreams, the pain, the longing, the alone, the fears, the abuse, the love, the forgiveness of the survivor. The beauty, the strength, the memories of ordinary people in our lives. A homeless woman and her friends who abandoned her. A young man who cannot leave his room for fear. A "special" friend who whispers he did not think "special" was a good thing. Poems telling a story of fear, love, hatred, abuse, mental illness, depression, homelessness, the pain of loss, and the beauty of the invisible around us.
Jahn Michael
Jahn Michael has a master's degree in mathematics in the 1970's from the University of Utah. But that is not what this book is about or what qualifies Jahn Michael to be a poet. Mathematicians solve problems and explore strange and wonderful universes. As a poet Jahn explores homelessness, mental illness, the universe of the abuse survivor, soldiers who follow orders, and the pain that follows great loss. Jahn tries to see the beauty in the world that can only be seen through the eyes of a survivor.
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Whispers in the Wind - Jahn Michael
Copyright © 2009 by Jahn Michael.
ISBN: Hardcover 978-1-4415-3746-1
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Contents
Conversations in the Night
Don’t send me home
Ashamed
Remembering why
My name is Mary
Finding yourself
Sleepy
In all this
Raging
The Missive
I am alone
A New Year
Delusions
We hoped to hard
Can you see the beauty?
I never left
for you i tremble
Who are you?
Too many dreams
When I die
No longer owned
Broken no more
Tears
Understanding
I will loan you my tears
The land that made me—me
Tea and Biscuits
A Rainbow of Tears
Shadows
The somewhere of nowhere
Gnomes
Absent
My guardian angel
One by one
Big brown watery eyes
Smile
You are
Lost in the Multitudes
Reflections of a New Year
Looking down
The others
Forgiveness
Do I have to put my shoes back on?
Conversations in the night
Hidden
Water Violets & Tulipwood
Perfume
Angel
Grandma’s Angel
Decision
A lie
Angst
Wind
The Grey
Today
Help me
Listen to the words I cannot say
Princess
The man
Tangerines
Blue Room
Mystery
The night is so long
Toiling and Bleeding
Server on the moon
Missive
Black and White and Blue
Sealed In Amber
Clouds and Dreams
Abandoned
Casting For Pearls
Chasing The Eef
A moment
His emails
Moving on
My friend
Existence
Trailer Park
The whispers in the wind
Long ago
Escape
A Circle
File Box
Stations
Blue and White Missive
In this Season
Misty Mornings
I just want to know
No Longer Afraid
Insanity
Silent
I am not him
What Happened?
A touch
The Burden
Shadows
Space and Time
The space between
A child
Catching Up With Strangers
Hidden
Time
Whispers
Say Goodnight and Go
Ancient ones
Tiny hands
The Rhododendrons
Road out of hell
Dreams
Voices
My Lady I Am Flailing
Secret Place
Mothers kiss
and there
Blinding Flashes
I will
Dignity
One day
Spilt-a-parts
Resentment and Denial
Window
Happy lies
Little One
Someone
Dreams
When I wake it all returns
No words
Moments
The Lady
Hidden
Alone together
the seas are undecided
You are
9-1-1
I would shout My Lady!!!
Reflections
Lies all vanish
Special
Standing alone
Forgiveness
Wondering
Old man cactus defying the sky
heart palpitations
Whispers in the dark
went day
A ghost in the life of my friend
Mourning
The We of I
Storms
I am afraid
One Night
Punkie-boo
Wondering
In silence
Submission
The Lost Remembered
How do you survive?
Shadows
Dedication
The dreams, the pain, the longing,
the alone, the fears, the abuse, the love, of the survivor,
of beauty, of strength, of memories,
of the strength of ordinary people in our lives,
a homeless woman and her friends who left her,
a young man who cannot leave his room for fear,
a young mother who burns and cuts herself to find relief,
a bi-polar young man who dies on Christmas morning many years ago,
a professor who finds strength from his students,
a friend special
dreaming of his princess,
a friend to afraid to go home,
a friend abandoned by his family now homeless and alone,
soldiers serving obeying orders,
their families will never know.
The past of the future looking forward hoping.
The future of the past looking back wondering.
Introduction
A special thanks to those who helped with this book
Some were muses
Some loaned a word
Some loaned a tear
Some loaned their heart
Some read a poem and said thank you
Some gasped
Some screamed NO
Some read a poem and cried
Some shared the story of their life
Some shared secrets to great to be told
Some homeless
Some abused
Some so afraid
Some filled with mental illness surviving alone
Some special
Some broke my heart
A special thanks to
Colleen and her childhood friend Penny
Dianne living 5 hours in the future
Christy
Chelsea
Susan
Pete
Michael
Danny
Mary and her dog
Sleepy a Guardian Angel
Lainey
Jeweled Bliss
Alien
Fractured
Emma
Barbara
Erin and his sister
Russell and his special sister
Conversations in the Night
My tears tell me
My heart still beats
Eyes flutter to beat away memories
My heart breaks
You did not share your world
You are gone in my darkest hour
Forbidden and refused
Alone in despair
Eyes once filled with compassion
Silent sits the toy lost forgotten
Butterfly wings laughter and smiles of little ones
Whisper and I will hear you
Standing in the shadow of memories
I vanish away
My heart palpates at a thought
Flashes white light I stager numb
I hold your memory in my heart
Until the fatal day that it fades and ceases to haunt
This ghost this lost soul
Praised by some abandoned by most
Bowed to the ground I cannot stand
I cry to God overwhelmed when I am alone
Only in the alone do we learn compassion
Only when we lose compassion do we find it
Don’t send me home
Feeling the pain of the crushing blow
I had dyslexia
Was little compared to the blow from the loved one
My father said I was lazy
Who said it wasn’t enough
I told my father I needed help to understand
You weren’t enough
Make the ringing stop it is so loud
That you should never have been born
I saw flashes of white light as I fell to the ground
You are a disappointment
I walked the busy street again last night
Bruises fade
I was praying to God that he send someone
Broken bones heal
I was hoping to be taken raped and killed
But hearts savagely torn to shreds never heal
My father had a hard day
there are two voices in this poem
the woman grown looking back
the woman as a child looking forward
the two looking at their father
the child forgiving her father but wanting to die
the woman with the heart that never healed
the woman wondering about the dreams of the child
the child wondering of the future
the two reach across space and time
and in the poem for a moment connect
the words of each, the woman and the child
can be read separately
then they should be read as if the two are touching
each other for a moment across space and time
remembering their father together
Ashamed
Her skin darkly tanned
No boils scratches burses or plague
Her smile had such warmth
Her clothes were neat
She was cautious
Her eyes never moved for fear
We chatted for a minute
She was busy about her task
She held a cardboard sign
Homeless
She was sick alone discarded
She brought a tear to my eye
I gave her my number
I begged her to call in vain
The men in her life all let her down
I asked her what I could do
She said she was not a whore
She stole my heart
I prayed to God for all her dreams
I opened my