Sorrow Angel

By Danielle Sinisi

Enter my life.

You will be on a journey from my child to my young adult life. I have been through abuse, love, depression, and I have dealt with the issues of sexuality. I take you on this journey using my poetry and my writing. I have seen many sorrows and I have tried to do my best to endure them. You will see why there is a Sorrow Angel. My hope is that this Sorrow Angel will help you with whatever sorrow you may face.

• Language: English
• Publisher: iUniverse
• Release date: Mar 21, 2002
• ISBN: 9780595727247

Danielle Sinisi

Danielle Sinisi, Married Name Barbour Birth Date: November 17, 1976 Born In: Engelwood, NJ. Now Resides In N.Y.

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This book is dedicated to:

TO MY ONE TRUE LOVE

I love you with my whole heart

I promise I will forever

Even if we only remain best friends

Even if we choose to have another to love

Please know I will still love you then

Keep me in your heart

It’s the only place I will ever need to be

I hope you will read this and know that my life proves

this

My last request is if you ever find me in your heart

And decide you can take the risk and want me their

You won’t say a word

Not even a whisper

You can just rap your soft arms around me

Kiss me and hold me forever

Contents

I WAS A CHILD THEN

OK NOW I GET IT

FOR BETTER OR WORSE

WHO AM I

A MAN ?

A NEW START

CONCLUSIONS

I WAS A CHILD THEN  

Dear Mamma

You held me close

When sadness came

Your warm tender touch

Calmed the worst rain

I ask and you give

No matter what it is

Oh Mamma your the greatest

That ever did live

Through the teen years

We fought and didn’t speak

Now that I’m older

I wonder how you turned the other cheek

I just hope

As the years go bye

When I have kids

I will have the ability to try\

To be at least half

The Mom you are to me

Warm, kind and patient

Ya, that’s what I hope to be.

Dannie<><2000

Pixy Rose Garden

One to sit on

Two to drink

Three to play on

And

Four to think…

Five for dreaming

Six for sun light

Seven for sleeping

And

Eight to take flight…

Nine for love

And

Ten for a little bit

Of all the above.

This is the song the little pixies sing…

As they go a frolicking.

Through the rose Garden they do play…

Singing their song all through the day.

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Whispering Wind

Whispering wind

So soft is her song

I wish I knew the words

I would sing along

I would dance

To her melody

As if it where written

Only for me

Whispering wind

Dancing all alone

Oh I love

Your sweet, sweet song.

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Hey look a faggot a little boy on a bike. Hey I bet she thinks she’s a boy. Lesbo, DikeThey shouted at me.

I didn’t even knew what it meant. They did, those kids who were older then me. The ones I never even knew. They saw me riding my bike I was only about seven years old. I was happy to be with some friends on a summer day. Sure my friends were boys but how could that make me a boy I didn’t understand.