Finding More Me: Journaling to Go Soul Deep
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In my desire to belong, I often felt I was wearing a mask and playing a role in someone else's story. Journaling was my way into the deepest part of me, and my way out into the world . . .
Delving beneath masks and the roles we play is what journaling is all about. Getting to what we believe underneath what we think we believe. Dredging up
Donna Bearden
Donna Bearden has worked as a writer/editor in human service organizations related to education, health, psychology, and aging. With a bachelor's degree in journalism and a doctorate in psychology, her interest has always been in the stories underneath the stories: what motivates us, how do we learn, what unconscious assumptions keep us stuck. She has journaled since high school, experimenting with many different approaches, learning something new from each one. Previous publications include The Texas Sampler; The Turtle's Sourcebook; 1,2,3, My Computer and Me; A Bit of Logo Magic; Mandala Messages: Do Not Fear Your Potential; numerous articles and papers, and a few award-winning photographs. She lives in Loveland, Colorado, with her husband, and enjoys hiking, photography, and creating mandala art.
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Finding More Me - Donna Bearden
Finding More Me:
Journaling to Go Soul Deep
by Donna Bearden
© Copyright 2020 Donna Bearden
ISBN 978-1-64663-106-3
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Table of Contents
FOREWORD
REASONS I JOURNAL:
CHAPTER 1: JOURNALING GUIDELINES
Those Pesky Journals
Time, Place, and Ritual
Journals and Pens
Confidentiality
Spiral Learning
Summary
PART 1: THE HEAVY STUFF
CHAPTER 2: FOUR-DAY WRITES AND PHOTO MANDALAS
The Assignment
The Artwork
Day 1 Writing
The Unresolved Mandala
Day 2 Writing
The Chaos Mandala
Day 3 Writing
The Anger Mandala
Day 4 Writing
The Acceptance Mandala
A Word About Grief
Summary: Four-Day Writes
Summary: Photo Mandalas
CHAPTER 3: SHADOWS AND ARCHETYPES
The Good, the Bad and the Ugly — Part 1
The Good, the Bad and the Ugly — Part 2
Be Compassionate with Yourself
Talking to the Shadow People
My Wicked Witch Came Out Last Night
Grief Revisited
Archetypes
The Learning Spiral
Summary: Shadows and Archetypes
PART 2: LIGHTER AND STILL NOURISHING
CHAPTER 4: USING RANDOM WORDS OR CONCEPTS AS PROMPTS
The Thesaurus Game
Using Angel Cards
Using Wisdom Cards
Using Mind Mapping
Summary: Thesaurus Exercise
Summary: Using Cards as Prompts
Summary: Mind Mapping
CHAPTER 5: VISUAL JOURNALING WITH COLLAGE
Collage Journaling on Your Own
Collage Journaling in Groups
Summary
CHAPTER 6: VISUAL JOURNALING WITH PHOTOGRAPHY
Photo-a-Day
Combining Photography with Writing
Photo Connecting, Photo Journaling
Summary: Photo-a-Day
Summary: Photo Journaling
AFTERWORD
PART 3: GOOD TO KNOW
CHAPTER 7: ADDITIONAL JOURNALING TECHNIQUES
Ask a Question
Ask Why?
Five Times
Use Prompts
Interview Someone, Living or Dead
Use Your Nondominant Hand
MANDALAS ALL AROUND US
Creating Photo Mandalas in Photoshop
Drawing Mandalas
SUGGESTED CIRCLE GUIDELINES
REFERENCES AND RESOURCES
I’m standing on the outside of my life looking in and wondering what it would be like if I had the courage to show up and let myself be seen.
Brené Brown
FOREWORD
I, too, have stood on the outside of my life looking in. I, too, would like the courage to show up and let myself be seen. But first I have to figure out who I am. Writing helps me do that. I don’t know if I’ll ever totally figure me out. The good news is that I’m getting closer and closer to having the courage to let myself be seen, and I give a lot of credit to journaling.
Much of my life has been about listening to other people. I paid close attention to what others believed and how they acted. I wanted to fit in, to be accepted, to belong. A sense of belonging is a primary need and motivator, and thus we inevitably adopt the beliefs and habits of the people who care for us. We have layers and layers of beliefs, traditions, rules, expectations, myths, stories, dreams, and knowledge, much of it in the form of unchallenged assumptions.
In my desire to belong, I often felt I was wearing a mask and playing a role in someone else’s story. Journaling was my way into the deepest part of me and my way out into the world in a more authentic way. Who was I beneath others’ expectations? I asked it over and over in various ways and allowed my pen to say some surprising things to me. So many layers to explore. As I became clearer through my journaling, I discarded layers that defined who I thought I was supposed to be, and discovered layers that expressed the soul-deep me. It wasn’t quick and easy. It’s still not quick and easy. It takes perseverance, persistence, and time. Maybe a lifetime.
REASONS I JOURNAL:
The number one reason I journal is to listen to the deepest part of me, and to gain clarity on what I believe underneath what I think I believe.
I journal because I am easily distracted. Some people can figure things out through their thought processes alone. My mind wanders so easily that I need the physical act of writing, or drawing, or photographing to help keep me focused. I need the involvement of pen on paper to stick to the point. If I don’t have that, my thinking mimics my internet searching. One thing leads to another and circles through a dozen distractions. A couple hours pass and I’m no closer to an answer.
I journal to invite synchronicity into my life. Synchronicity is when two or more events happen close together, are meaningfully connected, and seem to be more than coincidence. You think of someone and they call. You ask a question and a book shows up with the answer. Most of us have had those types of experiences. I have found that when I journal about specific questions, answers come from the most unexpected places: songs, books, a gift, a phone call, a stranger. There’s something about asking a question, setting an intention, focusing on an area of interest that invites the universe to respond.
Most importantly, I journal because it’s meditative, calming and relaxing. I have learned that I’m more centered and more peaceful when I write. For me, it’s a lifeline to an intelligent, calming voice that seems much wiser than I am. Some would say it’s the god within. Artists and writers have described an underground river they tap into, or ideas that come through them. There are times I feel that, and it’s both exciting and humbling. It happens more and more as I show up regularly, same time, same ritual, different methods.
In this book, I hope to share my journaling journey with you. Chapter 1 is the stuff you may already know and adhere to. It contains the guidelines I use for journaling, the rules I’ve found helpful, the mechanics. Read it or skim it. It’s the basic information just to be sure we’re all on the same page. If your journaling routine is firmly established and you’re happy with it, skip over it and dive into the good stuff in the chapters that follow.
I’ve used many methods of journaling, and each one has helped me in a different way. I could simply describe each of these techniques, and this would be a very dry book indeed. I will share some personal stories with you as examples in order to convey the power of the process.
Each chapter will present a method, or two when they’re intertwined, and will give examples of what they’ve taught me. My aim is to give you an overview of several tools and to encourage you to try them all. If you’re drawn to a certain method and want to go deeper, there are experts who can lead you further. I will name a few (and apologize to those whose work I haven’t encountered yet).
There is no strict order to the chapters. I’m going to hit the heaviest stuff first, the methods that took me deeper than anything else. Then we’ll lighten up a bit and talk about some other techniques. Pick and choose. You may want to try the lighter stuff first. It’s up to you. Try whatever you think will be helpful. If you’re drawn to visual journaling with collage, turn