Her Unsettled Heart

By Penric gamhra

the poetry book with a difference
her unsettled heart
this journey is
divided into two chapters:
broken to heal
and
romancing to love
a journey with nothing to compare.


by the time you done with me
i will be gone
and what i have is going piece by piece as well
bitterness and sweetness of those
memories are going with all on my
horse of not regret knowing you
but to blessed to have help shared your willingness 
my heart doesn't makes you smile
you only giggled  
i gave you what you want
but my needs is not what you have
so i'm going while stayed loving you.

caged in hurt

• Language: English
• Publisher: Penric
• Release date: Jul 6, 2020
• ISBN: 9781393441601

Penric gamhra

Penric gamhra born Jamaican living in Jamaica, a soulful poet. He loves everything nature has to offer from the birds, to the sky and the life among the trees. he acquired a vision of telling stories with just few lines. and he's a witty face for doing all of that. when he's happy he goes on with a very beautiful day but when he's sad he writes his heart out full. A man of words and a man of stories. He has self-published numerous books of poetry and other works. you can find him on Instagram. @iampoetrycrazy

Book preview

her

unsettled

heart

penric gamhra

a fimi journal

production.

her

unsettled

heart

written by: penric gamhra

published by: penric gamhra

copyright @ 2017

isbn-13: 978-1979637367

isbn-10: 1979637369

all rights reserved.

~

dedicated to-

her heart

Content

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hurting to heal    1-98

romancing to love       99-189

this is that someone rather not call name

introduction

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hurting to heal

and forget the wounds

romancing

to

love

so your heart

becomes the truth.

hurting

to

heal

i'm writing this to me

and may it meet her along

the way as well

for there are many good hearts

which have been very calm

like ripples in silent water

but are still unsettled.

grieving.

.1

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this is when someone's

heart wrote

a complete book

with only a few lines

telling nothing but

the heavenly truth.

i'm not afraid to tell the world what am i.

.2

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after resting

head in both her hands

the bleeding tears draining

on weary fingers

for they have held too many pain.

then she whispered

hey you. me.

help me to find peace

i'm lost in the unreal

the compassionless

my eyes are blind

fingers finned

legs crippled

i'm deformed entirely.

the conversion.

.3

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the way you've scared me

being loved by anyone else

is still hurting me

since your experience

nothing seems safe anymore.

the inspiration to my pen.

.4

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taking me so high

like the greatest drug

that's your love

and those neglects

is how i have known

the worst headaches

trying not to come down

but is there another choice

other than just being unfair

to myself.

can't leave and i can't stay.

.5

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you were seeking

and i was near

i was humble

and you were free

you got tamed

and i was tender.

and that's how

this magical love was discovered  

the same beautiful thing

we're  here trying so hard to destroy

that took so much effort to build.

.6

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no more games.

stop playing my head

you are hurting me on purpose

you left me to be miserable

while clearly suggesting that

i should not be sad

and you already knew happiness

is hidden in your arms only.

if you think it's easy forgetting you.

think again.

.7

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understand that

my feelings are my depth life

that lives beyond my skin.

so when you laugh at

this tart suffering it is not cloying

for the same thing you having as joy

is what i am using to hurt my heart.

i was lost in your lust game

having it for love.

.8

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i'm on the hunt.

i'm trying to find a way out

of what i feel(you

but i don't make it easy for myself

just that i've already given you my heart

and every complete beat it contains.

my solid lungs of air for you to breathe freely

your silent lips in trade for my naked heart  

i have given my all and you gave me nothing

and when i thought i'd fall for love

it was just me becoming a