Discouraged

By Natasha Nixon

Everyone has a day, and some are worse than others but please life is an asset. If you need help or if you just need someone to talk to please contact the number above, we all deserve a fair chance at life even when we think it is not worth the pressures and stresses of everyday life. If you are contemplating suicide or even hurting someone else, please contact this number National Suicide Prevention Hotline [phone]

• Language: English
• Publisher: Natasha Nixon
• Release date: Dec 20, 2020
• ISBN: 9781386965190

Natasha Nixon

Natasha Nixon, Natasha Nixon, is an American novel and script writter born in Fort Worth, Tx.  Natasha was born August 7, 1985 her and 4 other siblings were raised by a single mother and their step father. Not knowing about the other side of her family she grew only knowing part of herself until she met her biological father Kenneth Nedd. Whom she has 2 sister's and 3 brother making that a total of 10 siblings. After going through many rough patches in her life she found a way to express herself through words and diaolog. In the beginning it was art a craft that was apart of her since she was very young. Later that art and imagery turned into words poetry and music combined. Until it finally became stories. Becoming a story teller included everything she loved and enjoyed the art (imagery), poetry and music, and the stories that life gives on everyday.  Career Natasha Nixon grew up with a love and a passion for art and writting. Entering poetry contest giving her first place prizes and possible scolorships as she got older. But her interest changed and her once school of her dreams "The Art Institute of Dallas"  became something bigger. She ended up attending "Fullsail University" and even though she had rough stages she accomplished her goal. Becoming the first in her family to graduate College and become a certified "Film and Video" Specialist. Personal Natasha Nixon is 5'6in tall, African lineage. She has tattoo's that include images and some words. Her most important tattoo's are her images of her elephants that represent strength, longevity, endurance, remembrance, etc. Although she has her children's names they represent something more and entirely different. She has 5 living children total being 4 boys and 1 girl and 1 deceased  son. Her deceased son is attatched to so much that she has to say because his death brought her so much pain and anguish.  RIH Jayden Montrel Nixon  01/19/2008 01/20/2008 Natasha Nixon

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Discouraged

Chapter 1

Another morning Headache

TODAY STARTED LIKE any other day. The kid's dad decided he can't do anything he's been promising for months which puts more pressure on me. So, another morning headache as I lay in my bed looking at the disappointing text messages.

Text message: Johnathan 6:43 am

I know I said I could help get the kids some shoes and clothes, but something came up I’m not going to be able to do it. Hope you understand.

Text message reply: Christine 6:50 am

No Johnathan! I do not understand. You do this all the time, leaving all the responsibility on me. We had these kids together and you don’t do anything to help.

Knock, knock, knock! On my bedroom door, my eyes barely opened. Who is it? It's Jay's mom! What is it? I yell through the door, not wanting to get up my body is so tired. I'm hungry! Okay! I continue to yell through the door. Give me a second. Taking in a deep breath, throwing my covers back, and sitting up on the side of the bed. My hands covering my face, I then throw my head back looking up to the ceiling and back down to the floor. I finally have the strength to stand to my feet, I walk to the door in nothing but some panties and a T-shirt I open the door. Walking into the kitchen the dishes are not done again, thinking to myself. My son is so lazy. Yelling his name. Timothy, Yes’ ma’am! Why didn’t you wash the dishes? Him standing there just looking at me saying nothing. As if he were trying to come up with a