In My Shoes: My Poetic Journey from Abuse to Victory
By Lyn Crain
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In My Shoes poetically portrays Lyn Crain’s journey through cancer, as well as physical and emotional abuse. Her poetry is written from the heart and can be titillating or terrifying in a world that is often more black than white. Crain felt the need to use her voice to share her story and, in turn, open the discussion for women suffering under similar circumstances.
Crain is grateful that domestic violence is not a taboo subject anymore, however very few poets have addressed the subject in any length. Silence enables, but by raising voices, it is possible to also raise awareness that domestic violence will no longer be accepted as the norm.
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In My Shoes - Lyn Crain
In My
Shoes
My Poetic Journey from Abuse to Victory
LYN CRAIN
Copyright © 2016 Lyn Crain.
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ISBN: 978-1-4834-5466-5 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-4834-5464-1 (hc)
ISBN: 978-1-4834-5465-8 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2016911027
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First Printing: 2016
Crain Associates Publishers LLC
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Crain Associates Publishers LLC rev. date: 7/21/2016
Contents
Preface
Acknowledgements
In the Beginning
The First Time
April Day
The Vow and His Fist
Isolated Control
Marriage
If I Wanted an Opinion
Over a Book
The Happy Face Disguise
Did It Again
She’ll Try Harder
Words
I’m So Stupid
You Pray
Panic
The Tricycle
She Doesn’t Deserve Better
Regrouping
Withered Smile
Pseudotaph to Marital Trust
Lies Your Husband Told You
Abort … No Way
Battered Until the Day She Died
Unimaginable Horror
Who Protects the Child?
Resistance
Epitaph to a Marriage
Pseudotaph to Us
Struggle to Survive
Contemplation
The Day the Writer Died
Harmonium
Cemetery in Her Mind
Red and Black
Garden Escape
Black Glove
Loneliness
Babble Along Alone
Thinking along Different Lines
Haunts Me
The Whispering Locket
Death
Complacency
Oblivious
Drink Up
Signs, Everywhere Signs
The Monster
I’ll Change
Don’t Get Involved
Elements of Abuse
Marriage with My Abuser
Once-Approved Behavior
Ode to the Abuser
Why Are You So Angry All the Time?
Proud Banner of the Abuse
Hey, Bully
Time-Controlling Man
Twisted Drama
Big Man
Rationalization
Myth versus Victory
Victim
Misplaced Boundary
Not Aduaine to Me
What We Know
Momma, Teach Them Right
Take Time to Know Him
Let Me Go
Freedom
Her Survival Poetry
Single Again
Meeting an Old Friend
Is It Time to Go?
You Can Do This
Poetic Night Writing
Life Is More
Life after Abuse
Once a Victim/Now a Survivor
Desperate No More!
Standing Strong
Lyn’s Sayings
Revelation, I Can Be Free
Beginning Again
Anticipation of Spring
This Is My Rendition
Age in Lyn’s Eyes
To my family and friends who have supported me in this writing journey.
You know who you are!
To Quasi, Purryl, Yeatsie, and Macavity, thank you for keeping my lap warm as I thought and wrote!
I love you all!
Preface
Life is about overcoming obstacles to find your calling and the person you are meant to be. Everyone has this struggle. Most are silent about it. Some have more challenges than others