"Oh God, My Husband Is Gay"

By Maria G. Lolon

My husband is gay. A painful time in my life but I survived.
I've written this book to share my story to readers with
A similar situation. To know you are not alone and you can heal.

This book may help readers with questions.
Does anybody understand? Where do i go from here?
God where are you?

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Jun 13, 2013
• ISBN: 9781481756754

Maria G. Lolon

Mariana G. LoLon grew up in a big city up north. Later years she moved to the south to marry the man of her dreams. She had the story book marriage and family. Life was good until disaster hit. Betrayal. Her husband was gay. It was a time in her life of drastic change and faith.

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"OH GOD,

MY HUSBAND IS

GAY"

Mariana G LoLon

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2013 by Mariana G LoLon. All rights reserved.

No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.

Published by AuthorHouse 06/10/2013

ISBN: 978-1-4817-5676-1 (sc)

ISBN: 978-1-4817-5675-4 (e)

Library of Congress Control Number: 2013909860

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Contents

Chapter 1   My Journey

Chapter 2   Childhood History

Chapter 3   Encountered love

Chapter 4   Disaster

Chapter 5   After the disaster

Chapter 6   Realization

Chapter 7   Depression

Chapter 8   Challenge

Chapter 9   Survival

Chapter 10   New life and forgiveness

Chapter 11   Acceptance

Dedications

Grandmother Emelia

My children

Grandchildren for their unconditional love

Special thanks to Anna for her contribution in helping me with editing and support as a friend.

SKU-000650213_TEXT.pdf Chapter 1

MY JOURNEY

O n a long drive home one day I started to reminisce. The past came to mind. My fondest memories as well as my saddest. I wondered that day how time had passed so quickly in my life. I recalled my first kiss from my childhood sweetheart, dancing with my dad, my wedding day, and seeing my babies for the first time. These are just a few that came to mind. The saddest was the day my husband admitted he was gay, the death of my grandmother, and my son during a war not knowing his location. I had asked myself at one time if I had accomplished all I wanted to do and thought maybe not. Now I can say yes, I have, and continue to do God’s will. Like writing this book. I felt a need inside of me to write my story. If you have chosen this book to read, I hope it will give you new insight and benefit you or someone with a similar story like mine.

If you’re taking this journey with me as you read, you might want to write in a notebook your thoughts and feelings. A bible,