My Spiritual Healing Though Jesus

By Angel Joan

There is one thing that my abusers could not take from me. I still have Jesus in me. With this I will continue heal and walk in my new journey now. I will be strong and inspire others to keep finding their healing.

• Language: English
• Publisher: WestBow Press
• Release date: Dec 21, 2012
• ISBN: 9781449764173

Angel Joan

Angel Joan a survivor of physical and sexual abuse. I felt the Lord has purpose in our life, and everything he does happen for reasons. The Lord intentions for the author now, I feel it inside of my soul to go with it. I have to speak out and inspire others to reach out and not to live the life I have lived for many years. I want to spread prayers and Scriptures to reach the people who are weak. This is my true calling. God’s purpose for me is to help others find spiritual healing.

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About Me

F or the past 25 years of my life I have suffered from anxiety, panic attacks, post-traumatic stress disorder depression, agoraphobia and social anxiety. I have been in mental hospitals throughout the years I see psychiatrist on a monthly basis. I have been on many medications that doctors tend to switch around when my body gets too adjusted to them.

I have always been the loving and giving person. I tend to devote myself to the people whom encountered in my life. The thing I held from myself from everyone was a lot of pain. I never thought telling anyone things that happened in my life because I didn’t want to burden them. The smiles people seen on me never knew there was a story underneath. I have lost a lot of faith in myself and in God and grew to be very scared and alone.

Now to regain my strength, make peace with my maker in Heaven, rebuild my own faith and inner peace. I am back to prayers everyday morning prayer for strength an afternoon prayer for encouragement and at the end of my day a prayer to keep me safe and to free my mind of the demons who have hurt me. I read scriptures and write them down on a daily basis.

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Prayer is Effective

D o not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus (Philippians 4:6-7).

…The prayer of a righteous man is powerful and effective (James 5:16).

In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express (Romans 8:26).

If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just and will forgive us our sins and purify us from all unrighteousness (1 John 1:9).

Be joyful always; pray continually; give thanks in all circumstances, for this is God’s will for you in Christ Jesus (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18).

God Bless you all and may you find your inspiration for healing your inner peace. God please heal me. I cry constantly begging you to heal me. Struggles and confusion that are causing me pain. I’m afraid .God I beg of you heal me with your all loving power. Make these thoughts disappear. Make me strong. My heart soul body and mind are yours my God. I am your servant, your daughter. My love for you has grown. I wish I could see you my beautiful father. Feel you or at least hear you tell me I will be ok. Tell me these struggles will disappear. My God don’t leave me alone. I don’t know what’s to come in the future but I cannot do it without you. I hand you these thoughts and troubles that are misguiding me for my healing take them from me God. I beg you In Jesus Name; help me find will and strength to find my healing. AMEN!!

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My Story Of The Abuse I Have Lived

I was born Dec. 1969 .My parent’s third daughter. I have two older sisters and two younger brothers .I was the middle child so growing up me kind of isolated from my sisters and my brother. I learned to be content alone, very different from the others very quiet, a very nervous little girl. We lived in an abusive home my dad was very hard. We would see my mother get abused. When we were disciplined we were beaten by belts, buts as the girls grew older he had us lay belly down on the bed and use a board supposedly for reason he might bruise our breasts. At the age of 12 my dad started abusing me sexually. I would hide in my closet and