“Shatters of My Broken Heart”: “My Music Book of Poetry”

By YaRonnica Harris-Wright

INTRODUCTION
The following literature was derived from when I was younger and making attempts to be in love
only to grow older and realize that all along, I was only in love with a thought. I was in love with the idea of being in love, just imagining the cozy comforting feelings of all the elements that love possesses within one's heart shared with another. Desires to fulfill the urges inside of M3 that wanted so vulnerably to care for a young lady demonstrating the actions of a gentleman, being that I am a girl, I call myself a Gentlewoman. I live to provide for special ladies in my life. The affectionate compassion of my hearts' mentality is only to show that there is good in relationships, there is love in hearts, there are truths in words and there is trust in promises. Though my intentions were miraculous, I've been taking for granted, branded and broken down, but stand strong to this day; you'll be Auhmazed to hear through it all, what I've found. With the Shatters of My Broken heart, I present to you, My Music Book of Poetry.

This is my music book of poetry
emotions that hung pain over M3,
speak of my exes, they ain't over M3.
How I made it, that's how it's posed to be.
I only dared to let certain ones get close to M3.
They played my love, say I broke their hearts,
scarred my emotions, blamed M3 that we're apart,
and still is in denial that I loved em from the start.
But my angel fell from the stars at the time I stopped looking for love.
I thank the lord, now I can't be without her, I can't give her up.

This is my music book of poetry,
loves that really tried to lower M3.
My ex females live by no loyalty,
all I wanted was love and in return I would spoil thee.
Instead they left M3 with crazy stories that dropped my
heart from a building of endless stories.
I can chuck up the deuces counting my few exes that weren't worthy.
Oh yea, in God I trust I had no worries.
All my focus now is to get this money and provide for my family,
cuz at the end of the day I know I only have God, My Love, them and M3.

Enjoy this Journey as you explore My mind.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AuthorHouse
• Release date: Nov 23, 2011
• ISBN: 9781463467906

YaRonnica Harris-Wright

{Get To Know YaRonnica Harris Wright} Born and raised on the inner eastside of the city of Detroit. She grew up working hard at her first job as a caddy at (DGC) Detroit Golf Club where she loves, cherishes and honors that work environment and goes by the name of “Smooth” there. In 2008 she caddied for David Hall and they won the Club Championship tournament. She was also awarded caddy of the month that year in August. In 2010 she caddied for Willie Mack and Matthew Smith and they won the Whistler tournament. On the behalf of DGC she has been assisted with a four year scholarship to attend college, thanking her caddy master Bill Cloven and those on the board of the scholarship committee for the opportunity. She says “it's greatly appreciated.” She has been writing since she was seven which she has a great passion for. She always talked about being a journalist, writing and publishing different books and now one of her dreams has been accomplished. She's very athletic and has a variety of different trophies' and metals from the sports she participated in. During her school years she has ran track, played basketball and softball. She always talked about being a basketball player for the WNBA, but as she approached her high school years, she was introduced to softball and every since, her heart has been taken away. She has a very irresistible silly and full of life personality, and also wanted to become an actress but most importantly, knowing that deep down one day if she continued to work hard at all that she does, she would overcome her biggest childhood dream and become one of the most well known respected Detroit music artist. She goes by the stage name of Pr!nce Auhmaz!n R Wr!ght {PAR WR!GHT}. “Money Mind Frame Entertainment” coming soon featuring Pr!nce Auhmaz!n, Jay Bullets, Ruger Rell, Kris Shells, and Jay Sckrill. She has a lot going for herself and a great future ahead and she is determine to accomplish all of the goals that she has set for herself.

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Contents

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

INTRODUCTION

-Life-

-Lately-

-We Need to Talk-

-My Feelings 4 You!-

-Nothing-

-Love is-

-Why M3?!?-

-If I Didn’t Care!-

-A General Feeling!—{remake from Alicia Keys}

-What Will Happen Next?!?-

-You Complete M3—remake from Alicia Keys {Butterflies}

-No More-

-I Cry-

-This Can No Longer Go On-

-Freak You-Out

-My Tongue-

-Baby Don’t Go-

-How do you know?!?-

-Beneficial Friends-

-Now that we’re Apart-

-Missing You!-

-I Must Go On!-

-Stronger than I thought-

-Someone New In My Life-

-Trust M3-

-Your Touch-

-How Should I Feel?!?-

The Fatal…

-Temptation-

-Mines Eventually-

-Waiting/As the Time Pass-

-Every time-

-The Right Person-

-Being Alone-

-Trapped-

-It’s All Because of You!-

-The Pain-

-Must We Depart?!?-

-A Promise-

-I Tried-

-This is What I Want-

-Fed Up!-

-Trust No 1-

-Always 2gether-

-When Do I Give Up?!?-

-From My Heart!-

-Why Do Such Things?!?-

-Look Inside Your Heart!-

-Your True Feelings-

-I Hate To Love You but,

I Love To Hate You-

What is Love?!?

-Taken for Granted-

-A Strong Black Woman-

-What’s Wrong?!?-

-Be Thankful-

-My Love for A Special Person-

-I Love MY Baby!-

-Help-

-Find Myself-

-Love Struck-

-When we Make Love…-

-Running-

-Stuck Between-

-Stuck Between—(part 2)

-What’s Going On?!?-

-Something I Shouldn’t Do-

-Thinking About You-

-Just A Dream-

-A Loss But Not Gone-

-Baby You Changed!-

-The Perfect Boyfriend-

-Hold my Composure-

-Hurtful things to say… -

-My Inspiration-

-An Infectious Love-

-2 Finalize A Breakup!-

-Let M3 Live My Life-

-Things I Love To Do:-

-What Should I Do?!?-

-Hands of Time-

-I Just Want to Break Down-

-Never Been Touched-

-An Addictive Mind Game-

-Only Want You-

-Hiding Behind A Mask-

-Who Gets the Advantage?!?-

-M3 Without You-

~*I’ve Found Love*~

-Lost In Love-

-My Appreciation-

~Heaven on Earth~

-Anything-

-A True Friend-

*One on One

Talk With

Myself*

-Thinking About You-

-While You are Away-

-Unstabl3-

-A moment of Retrospection-

-*Never Get The Chance*-

-Addicted-

-*My Apologies*-

-Find Myself In you-

-Vulnerably to the Sensitivity of your Heart-

-A Sucker for Love-

-Be happy and smile-

-Tied in a moment-

-How do I be your friend?!?-

-Trapped In Denial-

-I Need a Friend…-

-What’s The Purpose of Change?!?-

-Time Stands Still-

~No Way around It~

The Woman I Love

~Butterflies owe feelings~

-The reasons I cry-

~If only I could love… ~

-In The Zone-

-How can I please you?!?-

-Seriously, it’s a wrap-

-Fearful Thoughts-

-Why were you the one?!?-

-You Won’t Acknowledge Love—

-Another Anniversary to Celebrate-

-Missing my… Who was never there-

*Aer You Wlling To Lose

Wuts Left Of M3?!?*

-She wants it her way-

-Once upon a time-

-The Unknown Reason-

Just Let Her Go! (I’m Going Thru It)

-Never Letting Go of you!-

~*Gods Greatest Gift to M3!~*

~*My Gay Family*~

~*Tomorrow it’ll be different*~

~*Sea Of Love*~

-Happy Anniversary My Love!!-

~You’re Go Away Game~

To grasp reality!

-Look forward and never go Back-

*You left for the last time*

~*Not the Wr!ght Time*~

~*Think About It*~

~*I Honor You My Love*~

*Feeling too Attached*

~*You made it this way*~

Eye Stay Lovin’ !!You!!

~*Happiness in Disguise*~

~*An Angel v.s. S!n*~

~*Love gathered M3*~

My Infamous Sayings And Quotes:

~I.H.B.~

ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS

I would like to thank any and every one who has purchased a copy of this book.

I thank God for the ability to be able to put my emotions in words and have a variety of ways to present them to the world. God has been nothing but magnificent to M3, my friends and my family and I worship him only praying that he continues to and that it only gets much better from here. Next, I would like to boast upon the fact that I have such supportive friends and family. My mommy, Latrese, is the best mother and I love her because she is my stress reliever, she brags on all that I am accomplishing, she’s so very proud of M3 and won’t let M3 do anything stupid to mess up our blessings. Chuck, who inspires and encourages M3 and has books of his own. My sister, Nita, she took care of M3 while mom was out working hard as a single parent providing for us. I owe my sister all that I accomplish. My lil sis Raven, my nieces Alexis and Rayna, nephews Dayvontae’ and Ramon Jr. supports M3 and is always blasting my music on their Xbox; my heart smiles so big when they just up and sing my songs out of the blue. My brothers, John and Harrell who inspires M3 the most when it comes to my music; and my sister, Nicole, who use to sit and write poems with M3, making sequences to the different poems one another had wrote. I thank her for the inspiration on the poems I Cry and This Can No Longer Go On. My twin sister from my father side, Kiera, her mother Vania, and her brother Michael and the rest of her family all love and supports M3 like I was one of their own.

I would like to thank all my loving family especially my Grandparents Mr. and Mrs. Harris and a special thanks to my idol, auntie Tanoya who just received her PHD and has always pushed M3 to do my very best. My loving God mother Maxine and the rest of my god family. Also those who have really been in my corner lately, Auntie Ne Ne, cousin Noonie, Helen, Chris, Jeff, Condido and Cherry, Mr. and Mrs. Dokes, Dee Dee and Norwood, Leola, Sonny, Denisha, Pasha and all of the rest of my wonderful aunts, uncles, and cousins. Nevertheless My closest and most truest friends, Wes and Big Mike, my favy, Jay Davis, her family, her girl Amy, my bro Jazz and her girl Donnie, My Bessttiii, Bryanna, my Kodak, MG and her friends, down there repping my music hard in the Ippi (Mississippi), Mi’Shaun and Obie, My dad Kema, mom Keyette, and my four and fifth grade teacher

Ms. Brown who I still keep in contact with to this day. I love her lots. I had to save thee most important for last, my Love, my fiancée, my wife to be, QU3B! She is my life my world, my EV3RYTH!NG ALL N 1. I can honestly say that I do NEED her and without her majority of the great accomplishments in my life would not have been possible. With that being said I love and thank all of my friends and family those I didn’t mention I haven’t forgot about you. You also encourage and believe in M3. Stand by my side and have my back with every obstacle reminding M3 how headstrong I am, to never give up and that I can do all things with in Jesus Christ who strengths M3.

INTRODUCTION

The following literature was derived from when I was younger and making attempts to be in love only to grow older and realize that all along, I was only in love with a thought. I was in love with the idea of being in love, just imagining the cozy comforting feelings of all the elements that love possesses with in one’s heart shared with another. Desires to fulfill the urges inside of M3 that wanted so vulnerably to care for a young lady demonstrating the actions of a gentleman, being that I am a girl, I call myself a Gentlewoman. I live to provide for special ladies in my life. The affectionate compassion of my hearts’ mentality is only to show that there is good in relationships, there is love in hearts, there are truths in words and there is trust in promises. Though my intentions were miraculous, I’ve been taking for granted, branded and broken down, but stands strong to this day; you’ll be Auhmazed to hear through it all, what I’ve found. With the Shatters of My Broken heart, I present you, My Music Book of Poetry.

This is my music book of poetry

emotions that hung pain over M3,

speak of my exes, they ain’t over M3.

How I made it, that’s how is posed to be.

I only dared to let certain ones get close to M3.

They played my love, say I broke their hearts,

scarred my emotions, blamed M3 that we’re apart,

and still is in denial that I loved em from the start.

But my angel fell from the stars at the time I stopped looking for love.

I thank the lord, now I can’t be without her, I can’t give her up.

This is my music book of poetry,

loves that really tried to lower M3.

My ex females live by no loyalty,

all I wanted was love and in return I would spoil thee.

Instead they left M3 with crazy stories that dropped my

heart from a building of endless stories.

I can chuck up the deuces counting my few exes that weren’t worthy.

Oh yea, in God I trust I had no worries.

All my focus now is to get this money and provide for my family,

cuz at the end of the day I know I only have God, my love, them and M3.

Enjoy this Journey as you explore my mind.

-Life-

Life is precious and shouldn’t be taken for granted.

Life doesn’t tell you when it’s going to end,

it only show you when it’s going to begin.

Life doesn’t say if it’s going to be long or short

so you should watch carefully with what you say

and do cause if not, life can end quicker for you.

People can just not like you because

of what you have.

That’s why you should choose the right paths.

Your life can be taken in a heartbeat,

that’s why you should conduct your actions very wisely.

You can live the best life,

and have the best things.

But that don’t mean your life can’t change.

-Life-

11-15-04

-Lately-

Lately, towards M3, you’ve been acting different.

I wonder if this is how our relationship’s going to be,

and where exactly do we stand.

I’m not quite sure if you’re satisfied with being in a

relationship with M3.

Lately you have been acting as if you weren’t interested in M3 anymore,

and I’ve been asking myself what am I doing wrong,

and am I doing enough right?!?

I can’t read minds because I’m not telepathic.

I have been talking to myself, asking do I really need her?!?

No, not really but I want her.

Lately, it seems as if you were drawing away from M3 instead

of growing closer.

I really like you and want our relationship to last,

but there’s two people that make one relationship;

I can’t make it work by myself.

One minute everything is aye okay, then the next minute

it’s like you want to be through with it.

If that’s how you feel, then you should let M3 know

cuz us not talking can’t continue to go on.

-Lately-

11-15-04

-We Need to Talk-

We need to talk, being that, that’s something we haven’t done lately,

and I can’t go on any longer not talking to my baby.

What’s a relationship, without communication?!?

You told M3, you loved M3,

did you really mean it, or did you say it to see if I’ll believe it?!?

Cuz if you meant it, you’re sure not acting like it.

When you love someone, you don’t be mad at them

one second, then the next minute, everything’s just fine.

I could see if you wanted to talk about the problem,

you didn’t even want to do that.

Is being in a serious relationship too much for you?!?

Then you joke around like, Oh! I have another girlfriend

and write poems, telling M3 to stop being faithful cause

you’re not being faithful.

The way you were sounding, made M3 think you were serious.

I’m not going to start cheating because I’m getting cheated on.

I keep my word, I’m very faithful.

Now if I’m wasting my time being with you,

let M3 know, so I can move on.

I’m blowing off so many people just to be with you,

and now you got M3 wondering

if that’s something I should continue to do.

-We Need to Talk-

11-15-04

-My Feelings 4 You!-

My feelings for you are deeper than a hole dug 100

feet under the ground, and when we don’t speak,

my happiness begins to drown down.

My feelings for you are so unexplained,

that it is a mystery to be solved.

All the feelings I have for you keep M3 lost

and away from the world.

At times I feel like a lonely girl, waiting for her love to come.

My feelings for you make M3 wonder why I have

them with the ways you act towards M3.

Why stay in the relationship, why not leave?!?

Well, one reason’s because my feelings are too deep,

and my feelings for you just won’t leave.

My feelings for you is saying yeah we’ll last, but that’s not what

I’m seeing in my love life forecast.

You’re putting M3 through nonsense I’ve never been through in my past.

Now it’s in my present, and I don’t want to live with it,

right now I feel this is some real bull***

(I Love you) and my feelings for you will never change.

If so not anytime soon because I’ve found love

and I’ve found it in you.

-My Feelings 4 You-

11-18-04

-Nothing-

Nothing can come between us; all we need is love, each other and trust.

No matter what, we will always be, and my heart is here for you to keep.

From the start of our relationship, I fell for you deep,

and the feelings I was developing I couldn’t believe.

I knew nothing could ever come between you and M3.

I like the feelings I get from liking you, it’s crazy

to see at first I was avoiding it, but in the end

It came to this:

I’m always thinking of you,

always wanting to be around you,

you’re always the subject of every topic I initiate,

when you’re in the same building or far away,

I miss you more than ever,

I’m always writing you letters.

Must I go on; do you get the picture yet?!?

You can’t ever leave my life

I’ma always want you back.

I love you and no one can change the way I feel,

even if I was brain washed my feelings would still be here.

Not even a person could come between us,

because we have a strong bond in our hearts,

that is called Love.

So what can come between