Burdens We Bear: Poems and Writings About My Experiences as a Woman of Color
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Selena Horton White
Selena White is a native of Akron, Ohio, where she and her two sisters were raised by their parents, Charles and Lorraine Horton. She married Ukali White in 1994 and the two have 4 children, three of whom have graduated from homeschool and whose writings are often featured along with her own. Selena is not only an author, she’s also an educator, a public speaker, a workshop presenter, a mentor to women, and a sought after private tutor. She has a heart for teaching History to the next generation, especially the History of people of African descent. Her ‘Representation Matters’ teaching series does exactly that and has been viewed by many via Facebook Live Video. Selena and her family have attended Christ Community Chapel in the Highland Square area of Akron, Ohio since it was established. They were drawn there because of the opportunity to be part of a multi-ethnic Christian community. Their passion from the beginning has been to help followers of Christ, of different ethnic groups, break down the barriers between them to build authentic and lasting relationships. As a 43-year-old woman of color, Selena writes from her experiences and from the perspectives of a wife, mother, daughter, teacher, and a follower of Christ. It is her desire that her writing becomes one of the many tools in the fight to bridge the ever-widening gaps between ‘black’ and ‘white’.
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Burdens We Bear - Selena Horton White
2017 SELENA HORTON WHITE. All rights reserved.
No part of this book may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted by any means without the written permission of the author.
Published by AuthorHouse 02/22/2017
ISBN: 978-1-5246-7068-9 (sc)
ISBN: 978-1-5246-7067-2 (e)
Library of Congress Control Number: 2017901853
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Contents
Dedications
Acknowledgements
Introduction
Waking Up Black
We Are Not Inferior
Is It OK?
Segue; When Silence Kills
Dreamless (A Boy with No Dreams)
Diverted Gaze
Burnt Sienna
Feeling Cute
Tell Me I Am Beautiful
The Dreamless State
Bombarded
Deal
Brainwashed
More Like Me
16 to Life (The Great Disparity)
Segue: Kalief Browder
Patience & Grace
Favored Sons
Segue; Isaiah’s Age
My Son, The Wanderer
When We Were Young
Pieces of Winter
First Cousins
Mama’s Sorrow
Blood Stained Prose
Misguided
Inherited Priorities
My Mothers Dress
When She Wakes
Forever Friends
Real Life
The Way It Is
Lionized
Sidewalk Shopping
Pristine
Denial
The Colorblind Lie
Segue; The Color-Blind Silence
The Negro Problem
Inauguration 2017
Our Invisible Lives
Subdued (Moon Gazer)
Veiled Dreams
Disclaimers
Segue; Compartmented Living
Undone
A Couple of Minutes (Too Many Hashtags)
Inventory/Birthday Musings
Just Above Water
Conquered (Running)
Original Sin
In Spite of
Creepin’
Sunrise
This Thing Called Life
Apologetic Symphony
Rooted
You Don’t See Me
Summer of 91’
Segue; Playing Cards
Unbreakable
Redacted
Jars with Lids
Sand in A Glass
Smooth Black
Poverty Stricken
Homeless Query
Scarred for Life
The Listening Heart
Quit Whining
Segue
I See Your Face
Tapestry
Mount Rushmore
Shaming
Segue; Thoughts of a Slave Girl (What Evil Is This?)
In This Skin (Upside Down)
Name Change
Til’ Then
Segue~ Black Lives Matter
Rhythms Reason
Cracked
Not Black Like Me
Unchained (Redemption)
This Thick Darkness
Light A Fire (Son Light)
Daylight
Testimony Service
Her Neighborhood
Twisted
Segue; What is Weakness? What is Strength?
Sleeping Demons
Brittle Hearts
Distress Call
Salvations Song
Segue; Extreme Distress
June Cleaver’s World
Segue; Dirty Dishes Chapter 5
Insecurity
When I Grow Up
Grace Prevails
Shattered Hearts
Trusting You
Still Dreams
Poetic Justice
Obsolete
The Battleground
Freedom’s Cry
[But] We Go to Church
Black Rain
Dry Ground
Painful Silence
Empty Chair
That Thing You Do
A Langston Hughes Vibe
Unrestrained
Don’t Regret Those Days (Dephawn’s Song)
Haunted Dreams
Blackened Hearts
My Grief
Blood & Brokenness (Slavery’s Legacy)
Segue; Is there a solution?
Stony Hearts (Critically Thinking)
Graceful Living
Layers
Mums the Word
Second Coming
Growing Pains
Unwilling Nomads
Segue; A Girl Named Maria
I Understand
Legacy Lost
Your Little Voice
One Day
20/20 Vision
Pray for Me
Daily Musings
I Thought That (What Does It Mean?)
Seasons Change
Broken from the Start
A Lesser Life
Tortured Soul
No Longer Broken
Face Unseen
Rotten Fruit
The 4th of July? What does it mean?
Segue; Being Patriotic
Dancing Off Beat
Black Love
We Danced
That Extra Mile
Awkward Silence
Segue; Reconciliation
Reconciliation
Now That I Am Awake
Segue; Consider This
Daddy’s Girls Ulonda
Selena
Stacie
-Burnt Coffee//kayla white
Gold//kayla white
Love//Isaiah White
Night//Isaiah White
It’s just-us//Isaiah White
Author//Jordan White
Man//Jordan White
Dedications
This book is dedicated first to my husband of 22 years, Ukali. I needed you for this. It was your strength and straightforward way of working with me that pushed this book to the finish line…that pushed me across that line! Thank you, Sweetie. There were difficult days as we processed all of this. You loved me through all of it; the brokenness of the period when a third of these poems were written, and all of the days in between and since. You are the love of my life, and I truly thank God for you daily.
To my four children; Kayla Breanne, Isaiah Charles, Jordan Christopher, Leah Renee. You guys have championed your mama for as long as I can remember. You were a willing audience when I was too afraid to share my writing, my heart, with anyone outside of home. Your responses were so biased, but I learned to trust your judgement as your gifts began to develop alongside my own. I look forward to seeing what you do and where you go. Your voice is heard within these pages. It gives my heart and my writing a new rhythm to publicly share your words for the first time. My babies are published 22 years before their mama! I could not be more pleased. Your voices need to be heard. Leah, your words aren’t here, but your work will be seen and felt behind the scenes, where you like to shine best. I love you guys. Commit your works to the Lord and your thoughts will be established.
Proverbs 16:3
To my father, Charles Edward Horton, who did not live to see this…you were born in Alabama under Jim Crow Law. Those experiences are as real to me today as they were to you as a child. You and Mommie married as teenagers and you fought to break cycles and teach us that we could do anything. Daddy, I have cried often while working on this book. I knew that finishing it wouldn’t bring you back. I wouldn’t know which ones touched your heart or be able to hear the memories that another evoked. But I sit here tonight and all I can think is what I would say if you were here; I did it, Daddy! And I think that you would be proud of me….
To my grandmother, (Missionary) Mary Elizabeth Jones Solomon, you poured into me for years. You deliberately frustrated me so that I would search out truth in God’s word. You challenged what I thought and assumed to be true or right and wouldn’t accept any response not supported with scripture. I carried that Bible as a young girl through middle school and high school, largely, because I wanted to be ready the next time I saw you. I wanted to be ready to answer your challenge, and I knew any old answer was not acceptable. Each time I stayed the night, your writings are what I read before I went to sleep. They helped shape me. I fear that your writings and poems are lost to me, but I want you to know that your voice has found an audience through me on these pages. I love you Mommie Mary. We did it!
Acknowledgements
My mother, Lorraine Horton. You have believed in me