Confessions of a Man: The Evolution of a Playa

By Anthony Gonzalez

There's pros and cons to being a playa. One can lie to big themselves up for fame. For fortunes. For friends and women. Yet at the end of the day one can't lie to themselves. Throughout my journey I've encountered countless men and women who put up the facade of a playa and truly don't know what being a playa is.

"Being emotionally detached is key for a true playa."

It's only until I decided to stop playing the game that i was able to realize what those cons are. I reveal to you some of my innermost thoughts and feelings of a playa...

"So I share my confessions..."

• Language: English
• Publisher: Anthony Gonzalez
• Release date: Mar 12, 2017
• ISBN: 9780998186528

Anthony Gonzalez

I'm from the County of Kings, born and raised. I am 43 years old and I have two children, both of which are boys, Dominic C. Taylor to which I allowed the streets & my reckless behaviors to rob him of a father & the life of Jaelin J. Gonzalez is just beginning. Facing a hefty Federal imprisonment all I could do is think about my eldest and only child at the time. i was inspired to write so he had a better understanding of who his father truly was mentally and socially. I just felt he should know his father flaws and all. This book is the first of many that I put together during my incarceration and I hope they do more than just entertain my readers, i hope in some way it can be used to enlighten my readers by focusing on the mentality and emotions of my ways & actions.

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