Ashtrays to Jawbeakers: Volume 4
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Acknowledgements
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Foreword
In a perfect world, all the writers would get a fair break; judged on talent and not how big their wallet is. This is an attempt to give a few authors their just reward for being stubborn and not giving up.
Writing is something a writer needs to do. It's not optional, it's like breathing. If we don't write every day, even if it's just a few words, we don't sleep due to the characters in our head demanding that their stories are told. When we get it right then the feeling is the greatest high on the planet.
Some authors say that their work is no good, that it lacks the certain je ne sais quoi to make it with in the world of literature. They are almost always wrong. The big part of any author’s experience is not getting it published but getting it read by the masses. Half the battle of any author is to stride onward, even if it means facing their fear of rejection.
As hard as it appears to be, it is actually the easiest part of the experiences. Facing the fear of the unknown is more of the nail biter. It takes patience and perseverance. Not every story will be that one that makes the grade. The key is to just take everything in stride and know you made a valiant effort.
Writers are writers, no matter where they may be from. No matter what their occupation; a writer is a writer. The guy next to you on the bus or that offset co-worker who always looks lost in thought. No matter the region, fiction is fiction. No matter the age of the author, the story remains the same. We as writers strive for that very thing any other non-writer strives for.
That is recognition. Recognition of our skills and talents to bend words to fit the need of expression intended to bring you into our world we have created or in some cases destroyed.
Songs of the heart
By
Ann Sydney
Tin Roofs
surrounded by a sea of tin roofs dwelling in the highest place in town when the rain comes pouring down i drown in a tidal wave of sound
i like the rain when i am alone it is a doleful song for the sad the rhythm beats out my woe i wrap myself in its melody
raindrops fall like my teardrops wrapped in solitude and my sadness i sit and listen to the rain pounding the lonely tune of love lost
up here so high above other sound the rain cuts the silence like a knife i sit and sing my song of lost love to the tune of raindrops on tin roofs
Love Hunter
It is hard to breathe, my eyes screwed shut, such a feeling of dread, evil is lurking, approaching me.
I know this feeling,
I have had it before...
It seethes and boils in my gut,
deposits its foul taste in my mouth.
Unbidden tears fill my eyes,
Mind locks down...
Words freeze in my throat,
loneliness and despair makes the feeling complete...
But it has been felt before, when I first learnt I was not the only love trophy hanging from his hunting belt. A consummate player,
he lives for the thrill of the hunt,
silently stalking, leaving tempting baits,
gentle mating calls,
all part of the deadly trap.
Then, when you show your trust....
he swoops in for the kill,
claiming your heart and soul
for his trophy bag.
He leaves you helpless and hanging • like a piece of unwanted meat…
When off he goes to hunt for new prey
Trolls In Dark Places
Beware...they come upon you when you are vulnerable,
Slinking from a sick, sad and lonely place
Plotting their evil and celebrating their disgrace
Causing hurt and anger wherever they are able
Cleverly disguised and offering you friendship
Telling you what you long to hear and crave
Drawing you into their web, they take you on a hell trip
Beware the coming of The Forsakers…
For they be the most corrupt of heartbreakers
Stealing your smile and ripping the laughter from your soul
Creatures straight from hells dark and dismal grave
Fiends that take delight in deeds dark and foul
With them they bring darkness and despair,
Demons from your worst nightmare.
So beware ...cause before you know they'll steal you away
As they steal the sun from the day,
Darkening this, our fair land
While delivering you into into the devil's foul hand…
Begone Troll, begone back to your dark dank hole
A Tasty Morsel
November 12, 2012 at 1:19am
My life was bland like a boring tasteless meal
Like the undead I was unable to love and feel
I met you on a social networking site
And suddenly my life became a gourmets delight
I am the dill and you are the pickle
You're the champas bubbles that make my nose tickle Filling my life with new tastes and flavor
You are the meal over which I will linger and savor
You are the juicy, tenderest Fillet Mignon
And I the full bodied red wine you sip on
Life is a bowl of ice-cream, you the cherry on top
Being with you is better than being in a candy shop
You are my Willy Wonka, my Candy King
Boy you sure give me a sugary zing
I want to be your sumptuous Dairy Queen
No finer feast in this land has ever been seen
Definitely not fast foods but a well balanced diet
You are the tasty game fish I caught without a fight
No more smorgasbords for you and me
As you are the only dish on the menu I want to see
Dark Angel
He comes in the darkness of the night, I awake, aware of the malevolent vigil he keeps
Standing so close over my prone body, I could feel his hot breath and gaze upon me
Evil emanating from him like the beacon in a lighthouse on a stormy and dark night
Fistsclenched, fingernails biting into my flesh, body held rigid, fearful he notice the breath I take
Be still heart...be still, your tumultuous beating will inform him that I know he has come
I know if I openly acknowledge his existence I will be easy prey to his evil intent
Years have passed, his visits have almost ended....... or so I foolishly thought
A wild party at the air force base and in the early morning we started to drop
Bodies sprawled where ever they could. a tangled profusion of arms and legs
Somewhere between the land of asleep and awake, I was aware of his presence,
I opened my eyes and I looked.....the sight of him took my breath away, he was an Angel
Unheeded, alarm bells sounded in the back of my mind, something about him was not true.
A Rainbow for Me
November 28, 2011 at 11:14pm
I will sing a happy song of rainbows,
And dance a joyful rainbow dance,
I will paint bright pictures of rainbows
And wear a silky rainbow sarong...
Rainbows always make me smile
Born of sunshine and rain
They scatters happiness everywhere
When the sky has finished crying
Rainbows call you out to play
After I have shed my quota of tears
I want a rainbow to enfold me in its embrace
And I'll leave life's pain and sorrow behind
Then when death finally closes my eyes
The sight of a rainbow would always be mine
My wish has been granted...I see a rainbow in my last tear
Whenever you see a rainbow you will know I am near
The Pacific and Me
February 20, 2013 at 5:35am
I woke feeling hot and uneasy, my sleep troubled by the demons that that prowl through my mind when the world becomes dark and still.
Aimlessly I wandered out onto the patio to breathe the fresh air, the sky a sullen grey that matched my mood. As I stood there a gentle breeze passed over me, softly kissing my fevered brow and caressing my aching body.
The tangy aroma of the ocean was carried to me and with it's arrival and I knew where I needed to be,
where I would find solace and healing, I knew whose open arms would welcome me.....
The ocean, my beautiful Pacific was waiting for me.
Dressing in a rush, not even stopping to brush my tangled hair, I raced out the door and ran up over the hill and there she was, as though chastising me for my mood she wore an ominous grey mantle, her waves restlessly pounding the rocks and shore.
I scrambled up the hikers trail to the top of the rugged sandstone cliff and looked out to the horizon, awed by the vastness and solitude, with my arms thrown wide open, my eyes closed and face raised to the sun that was slowly breaking through the clouds, I allowed myself to become one with the beauty and love of Mother Earth, losing myself in the lullaby of the waves and breeze rustling through the grass and trees, even the usual harsh screeching of the gulls was music to my ears.
In my mind I became one of those gulls, soaring to great hieghts and then hovering above the Earth, gliding on the air currents, plumeting down to kiss the ocean then winging high again, abandoning the cares and sadness that have imprisoned me.
The sun finally broke through the clouds that had kept it imprisoned, it's rays not only warming my body and face, but infusing it's warmth and promise into my broken heart and battered soul, promise of life yet to come, dreams to be dreamt and love to be experienced.
Upon opening my eyes I saw the grayness had gone and replacing it was the brilliant blue of a cloudless sky and the serene blue ocean, bejeweled with the sparkling diamonds of the sun reflecting on her surface, the waves no longer restless but gently rolling in.......
I knew I was alive and wanted to stay that way. Life is a gift and who am I to reject this wonderful blessing, I am humbled to be a minor part of it, and to my Pacific Ocean, thank you for embracing me and setting me free
The Magic of Purple
May 10, 2012 at 9:48am
'Tis approaching midnight and my world is suddenly still and silent
I close my eyes, relax and let the shackles that bind me fall away,
My spirit yearns for escape to roam and play in the fairy glades Unfettered by the restraints of a sad, unimaginative society.
I fly, I spin and I twirl in a mad and merry dance of freedom and joy
Soaring above the dank and dark city, escaping into my dream reality
I go to dance with the magical folk, the faeries and the elves
Barefooted, hair wild and loose, I go to dance the dance around the
Jacaranda trees
The breeze blowing it's leaves to the ground, like purple rain that colors the air,
Giggling, prancing nymphs kick up the petals to spread purple happiness everywhere
I laugh, I smile, I sing, I dance in that enchanted lavender cloaked glade,
With happy gentle folk that know not of sorrow, woe, care or pain
Desiring only to play among the purple leaves that lay like precious gems on the ground
So to the the sound of musical madness, under the cool moonlit skies, amongst the trees
I frolic and laugh while the purple colored fairy dust falls about me, majestic magic surrounds me..
Oh, how I love dreaming in purple....
Here It Comes Again
February 12, 2012 at 11:36am
Here it comes again, that alone feeling
It creeps up and hits me, takes me unaware
One minute nothing, the next all despair
Such a nasty, insidious thing
A mantle I hate to wear
Loneliness, it leaves you all empty inside
Dreams and hope have all but died
How I long to hear a kind word
Or feel the warmth of anothers touch
I don't think I am asking for too much
My world is so empty and cold
The loneliness to much to bear
I long for someone to love and hold
Remaining alone is the my greatest fear
Is there anyone out there who will care
My soul screams out into the silence
I can no longer continue with this pretence
That I am stong and I can stand alone
I want to shout out my anguish, let it be known
I need to be loved, I can't live with it's absence
Someone to hold and whisper love into my ear
Someone to kiss my cheek and wipe away my tear
Someone who will call me on the phone
Someone who waits for me at home
Where is that someone who will care
Here it comes again, that alone feeling
It is such a nasty , insidious thing
I close my eyes and dream of a better time
Love , roses , laughter and sparkling wine
All these things I would have as mine
The Dusty Road
September 17, 2012 at 6:59am
The road is long, never ending it seems, a dirt road, it is nowhere
Ground parched, dust kicks up with each step, potholes scar the surface.
Eerie, tall ghost gums reach out to each other from both sides of this road
Their canopy blocks out the otherwise relentless burning of the sun
I AM ALONE...
A hot day but I shiver as the ghostly shadows dance across this path I travel
How I got here and where I travel to I don't know, I just keep walking ahead
The soles of my shoes are pierced by sharp stones, I tire but keep plodding on
Crows screech out the raucous call, the silence of human noise is deafening
I AM ALONE...
I strain to hear a sign of civilization, my mind longs to feel the contact of another
But no, just the rustling of the native animals in the undergrowth of the bush
A python slithers across the road, I pause until it disappears into the grasses
Heart skips a beat acknowledging the hidden perils that lurk in this vast unknown
I AM ALONE...
I know I chose this lonely road, at first rejoicing in the solitude I found here
Heart bruised, mind weary, I believed I could travel alone, needing no-one
After endless dusty miles I learned the difference between solitude and loneliness
But I am hopelessly lost, I have travelled too far and I can't find my way home
I AM ALONE...
The shadows darken, the sunlight that was able to penetrate the tree tops fades
I trip over the potholes in the dusty road, the night chill reaches, grabbing me
The moon and stars are lost behind black clouds, now I am wrapped in darkness
The feeling of solitude has fled, the longing for companionship is overwhelming
I AM ALONE...
I AM LOST...
I Called Your Name
March 29, 2013 at 12:50am
I have tried to put on a happy face, look the world in the eye
I have told you how positive I feel...well it is a lie
Inside I am crying ..... a little bit of me is dying
Telling myself it does not matter, it was nothing anyway
But it was everything to me...it