Tourette Syndrome, Beyond The Unwelcome Companion
By rick fowler
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Tourette syndrome is a very misunderstood disorder. It is often said to have a mind of its own. A number of excellent books have been written by healthcare professionals and by people with TS. Most are either professional observations or personal stories about brave souls who have defeated enormous challenges and succeeded in spite of this often debilitating disorder.
This book is different. Its main focus is on the mental and physical processes that occur inside a person during tics and other symptoms. This book likely provides the deepest view into the “mind of Tourette syndrome” ever published.
The author, who has TS, presents an unsurpassed inside view of tics, obsessions, compulsions, intrusive thoughts and feelings brought on by societal reaction. The book is totally honest from start to finish. It does not sugarcoat any aspect of the disorder. It exposes in detail the most troubling experiences associated with this disorder. However, it reinforces the reality that most people with Tourette syndrome are incredibly strong individuals and they commonly end up doing quite well in life.
In addition, a link to an online version of the author’s documentary movie "Inside Tourette Syndrome" is provided in the book. It features five adults with Tourette syndrome and it contains vivid details about what it is like to experience tics and obsessive-compulsive symptoms.
No two individuals experience Tourette syndrome exactly the same. The author does not claim to speak for anyone other than himself. However, there are often similar, rarely-discussed experiences by people with TS. Others with the disorder have agreed that this author’s descriptions are stunningly accurate.
For those desiring to get an idea of how it feels to experience the tics and other symptoms of Tourette syndrome, this book is a "must read." Plus, with the added bonus of the ability to watch the documentary online for free, this book and film are a great bargain for anyone interested in learning about Tourette syndrome.
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Tourette Syndrome, Beyond The Unwelcome Companion - rick fowler
Foreword
In 1996, I wrote The Unwelcome Companion, An Insider’s View of Tourette Syndrome. It was published by Silver Run Publications. At the time, it was one of only a few books written by people who had Gilles de la Tourette syndrome (Tourette syndrome, TS) and were willing to talk publicly about it. Consequently, the book was widely read. However, the publishing company went out of business and the book went out of print in 2002. Used copies are still circulating quite actively on the Internet and there is still much interest in the topic. I hope the book helped people with TS and their families to better understand this disorder.
Fortunately, awareness of Tourette syndrome has enormously increased in the past decade and things are getting a bit easier for those affected by this disorder. Scientists, physicians, psychologists and others who study the workings of the brain have made giant leaps in the treatment of TS. Celebrities and spokespersons have greatly helped to spread both the awareness and the understanding of Tourette syndrome.
In spite of this wonderful progress, Tourette syndrome remains misunderstood by most and fully understood by no one. This enigma continues to drive parents, teachers and caregivers in their quest for more knowledge about the disorder.
I greatly appreciate the efforts by professionals to uncover more about Tourette syndrome. I also feel that much more information needs to be shared by the people who actually have TS.
The book you are now reading contains a slightly updated version of The Unwelcome Companion followed by six new previously unpublished chapters. I hope you will find it interesting and that it will help readers get a better view into the mystery known as Tourette syndrome.
Part One: The Unwelcome Companion
When I breathe, it breathes. When I speak, it speaks. When I try to sleep, it won't let me. Whatever I attempt to do, it's there...waiting to spoil the moment. To a doctor, it's a disorder, a medical oddity. To an onlooker it's a spectacle - perhaps humorous, perhaps grotesque. To me, it's monster, a demon, a hellish beast who has no right to exist in my world or anyone else's – it's my unwelcome companion.
Introduction
It was two o’clock on a Saturday morning. I looked out from the stage and saw the reflection of dim exit lights across a scuffed floor. The club’s employees were beginning to clean tables and the last of the crowd was finally milling out the door. I was both tired and elated, for tonight’s set had been a long but good one. There had been a sizable crowd and the band had played well, inspired by an enthusiastic audience.
As I put away my guitar and prepared to leave the stage, our vocalist walked up laughing. The club owner had just told her that he enjoyed the music but he was concerned about the guitar player’s obvious drug problem. She giggled, This guy thinks that you’re some kind of addict in need of a fix. He claims he knows a doper when he sees one and the way you jerk around is a sure sign.
She rolled her eyes. I tried to explain but he wouldn’t listen. He kept saying that your drug problem would do nothing but drag our band down.
My elation instantly evaporated. The band members may find these misunderstandings amusing but tonight’s incident really bothered me. After years of dealing with similar negative reactions to my twitches and unusual movements, my patience was beginning to wear thin. The club owner was right about one thing; I do have a problem. But my odd behavior is not caused by illegal drug use. It results from a neurological disorder called Tourette syndrome (TS).
Though originally identified in the 1800’s, this mysterious illness somehow slipped through the pages of medical journals until the late 1960’s. Physicians and psychologists knew virtually nothing about TS, which was considered to be an extreme oddity.
Until recently, most people who had the disorder, characterized by involuntary movements and vocal outbursts, were thought to be insane. They were typically locked away in mental hospitals, given heavy doses of tranquilizing drugs, subjected to electroshock therapy, or in rare instances even given lobotomies.
Others with TS whose families came from superstitious backgrounds were thought to be possessed by demons. Some people with Tourette syndrome were subjected to ritualistic exorcisms. At one point, this was such a common occurrence that Tourette syndrome eventually came to be described by psychiatrists as the medical cause of demonic possession.
Throughout history, TS has been both distorted by myth and inadequately defined in medical literature. It continues to be misunderstood today. Children with the disorder are sometimes punished for their bizarre actions, often perceived to be either mischievous or mentally disturbed. Adults are ostracized for their inappropriate behaviors and may experience difficulty holding jobs or developing successful social relationships.
Fortunately there has been increased discussion of TS in recent years and several excellent publications on the topic are now available. Most are written by physicians and researchers who have either treated or conducted studies of Tourette patients.
In spite of this wealth of information, many people, including some medical professionals, still have an inaccurate view of the internal mental processes that induce the behaviors associated with TS. Such ambiguous perceptions can make it difficult for doctors to relate to and treat patients with this syndrome.
For this reason, I feel that it is important to present a view from within the patient's mind that provides the reader with a first-hand account of the nature and intensity of the battle that rages inside the Tourettic brain.
When I first decided to write this book, my biggest fear was that readers would think I was complaining or seeking sympathy. This is not the purpose of The Unwelcome Companion. I grew up with a wonderful family and I have always had many caring friends. I have a moderate case of TS, allowing me to function reasonably well. I have little to complain about.
There are those who are not so lucky. Some are totally debilitated. Others have no love and support from the people around them. They must face both the torturous symptoms of their illness and the damaging curse of being rejected by those nearest to them. Still others live in communities where the doctors remain unfamiliar with TS. These patients may never discover the origin of their devastating symptoms.
In my travels, I have happened upon a few such unfortunate souls and have heard their stories. Some have been disowned by family members, fired from jobs, or expelled from schools. Many vaguely recall lost childhoods because their memories and dreams were destroyed by the long-term use of inappropriately prescribed medications.
Perhaps such injustices would not occur if there were a broader understanding of Tourette syndrome. Although there is no known cure for the disorder, in many cases proper medical care can drastically calm the symptoms. Understanding can accomplish even more by preventing much of the humiliation, rejection and resulting emotional damage that can cause a person to become withdrawn, depressed and unable to function in society.
The emotional and physical trauma of Tourette syndrome makes it one of the most disruptive disorders in existence. It upsets every aspect of a person’s life, public and private, as well as the lives of one's peers, relatives, teachers, employers and co-workers. They, too, must face the awkward task of dealing with the constant distraction, interruption and embarrassment caused by tics.
People who have Tourette syndrome not only reveal their disorder; they unwillingly broadcast it. Onlookers watch helplessly as this curse twists and jerks its hostage into a contorted spectacle. The affliction makes its presence known almost as if it is proud, boastful of a nature that defies every civilized behavior known to humankind. It tries to consume the sufferer, exposing not the grace of the individual but the impediment of disease.
Chapter One: It Was Not Insanity!
Hospital waiting rooms sometimes seem brilliantly designed to intimidate visitors. The smell of antiseptic potions, the sound of muffled voices discussing life-and-death problems and the fear of nearby airborne viruses can be extremely upsetting. As patients tentatively look around the room, they share similar thoughts. In addition to worrying about their own problems, they are curious about each other's diseases and the possibility of contracting them. A general uneasiness hangs in the air.
It was in such a place that I found myself waiting uncomfortably with