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I never wanted to be born. The horrifying truth of the life I never wanted. From the harsh revelation of telling my mother. To the diseases that have almost taken my life. A graphic work of non-fiction. Step into my world. If you dare.
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Mark Trimeloni
I write nudist horror novels. Novels that use nudity as a background element in a story like most authors use clothing today. Curious. Then join me at www.myhorrornovel.com to read and review my work. I hope to see you soon.--love mark :)
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My Private Hell - Mark Trimeloni
MY PRIVATE HELL
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Chapter 1
I Never Wanted To Be Born
There is something you need to know about me. I never wanted to be born.
On May 22, 2002, I stared my mother in the face and told her this. I could see her lower lip tremble. Felt her touch as she grabbed my fingers. Saw the tears forming in her eyes. I pulled my hands back. Not to be cruel. But because I didn't want to be touched. I broke her heart at that moment. It was a horrible thing to watch. It was her birthday. And once again, I was the cruel
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