Thrilled to Death: How the Endless Pursuit of Pleasure Is Leaving Us Numb
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A fascinating exploration of the profound loss of pleasure in our daily lives and the seven steps for restoring it.
Pleasure. We know what it feels like and many of us spend our days trying to experience it. But can too much pleasure actually be bad for us? Yes, says Dr. Archibald Hart, clinical psychologist and expert in behavorial psychology. Backed by recent brain-imaging research, Dr. Hart shares that to some extent, our pursuit of extreme and overstimulating thrills hijacks our pleasure system and robs us of our ability to experience pleasure in simple things. We are literally being thrilled to death.
In this insightful book, Dr. Hart explores the stark rise in a phenomenon known as anhedonia, an inability to experience pleasure or happiness. Previously linked only to serious emotional disorders, anhedonia is now seen as a contributing factor in depression (specifically nonsadness depression) and in the growing number of people who complain of profound boredom. This emotional numbness and loss of joy are results of the overuse of our brain's pleasure circuits. In Thrilled to Death, Dr. Hart explains the processes of the brain's pleasure center, the damaging trends of overindulgence and overstimulation, the signs and problems of anhedonia, and the seven important steps we must take to recover our wonderful joy in living.
Archibald D. Hart
Dr. Hart is a professional psychologist, a prolific writer and well-known speaker. He covers different topics including the treatment of panic attacks and depression as well as stress.
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- Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Disclaimer: this review is written by a non-ChristianHad I read more closely and seen that this book was written by a professor of Fuller Theological Seminary I would have given this book a pass. That would have been a mistake. For some time now I've noticed how people, particularly teenagers, seemed to have a lack of emotional range. They seem to either be angry/frustrated or zoned out. I suspected that modern technology might have something to do with it but wasn't sure. This book confirms what I suspected, explains the problem and has directives on what can be done about it. The problem is called anhedonia and is caused by an over stimulation of the pleasure centers of the brain. This causes a reaction very similar to drug addiction where more and more stimulation is required to achieve the same 'high'. Eventually the pleasure center wears down and no amount of stimulation has an effect. This then is the state of anhedonia which closely mimics depression. The author then explains a number of different ways the brain pleasure center gets over stimulated (and if you don't see yourself in some of these explanations than you are either Amish or have been living under a rock). But the news isn't all bad, these effects can be counterbalanced and the author provides a 7 step recovery process for doing so. This recovery process will be very eye opening for many people but none of the steps are impossible to do - most basically it is just a return of more healthful living. I found the book to be a fascinating read and very much enjoyed it. The Christian references were short, sweet and very general - until you to chapter 12 where the author discusses gratitude; there it starts to get a little more heavy handed. Then it is as though the floodgates opened for chapter 8 in which meditation is explained. There are no generic/non-Christian meditation techniques in this chapter at all (although all could be tweaked to make them so). I found this very unfortunate as there are many non-religious methods that could have been included (just one would have been nice). But the worst offense is in chapter 14 where the author states that it is impossible to have a contented life without a spiritual basis and goes on to give empirical arguments supporting this belief. I don't want to rant here but that is an opinion and not necessarily true; I had to remember to consider the source (after all, to a cobbler everything is a shoe). While these transgressions did not ruin the book for me they were off putting. In this I followed the author's own advice of forgiveness and not holding a grudge. I still hold the opinion that this book is a gem; I learned a great deal about a problem that could have far reaching consequences, now and in the future, and would recommend it with the caveat to the non-Christian to be prepared. Hopefully in the future there will be other books on this subject without the religious references.
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Thrilled to Death - Archibald D. Hart
Praise for THRILLED TO DEATH
Dr. Hart is one of the wisest men on the planet. I have worked with people and had friends who could not live without the rush of a recent thrill. Now I have a great resource for them.
—Stephen Arterburn
Author, Healing Is a Choice
We live in a world gone completely high-tech with little or no time to stop and enjoy the simple pleasures God created: a stunning sunrise or sunset or a fragrant rose, the simple joys of life. Dr. Archibald Hart not only offers scientifically proven research to explain the growing phenomenon of a life without joy but also outlines the steps toward recovering the pleasures in life that God created. Every one of us needs to read this book.
—Robert Anthony Schuller
Senior Pastor, The Crystal Cathedral and The Hour of Power
An excellent resource for counselors and for those who want to slow down, get control, and embrace the finer things of life. Arch teaches how to live joyfully.
—Dr. Tim Clinton
President, American Association of Christian Counselors,
and Author, Turn Your Life Around
Arch Hart’s ability to keep our leadership focus boldly realistic, clear-headed, and genuinely holy is well established. This newest book is our summons to meet again in his classroom—to grow in wisdom and increase in true effectiveness.
—Jack W. Hayford
President, International Foursquare Churches,
Chancellor, The King’s College and Seminary,
and Founding Pastor, The Church On The Way
THRILLED TO
DEATH
© 2007 by Archibald D. Hart
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Published in Nashville, TN, by Thomas Nelson. Thomas Nelson is a trademark of Thomas Nelson, Inc.
All Scripture quotations, unless otherwise indicated, are taken from The Holy Bible, New International Version®. Copyright © 1973, 1978, 1984 by International Bible Society. Used by permission of Zondervan. All rights reserved.
Scripture quotations noted MSG are taken from The Message by Eugene H. Peterson. Copyright © 1993, 1994, 1995, 1996, 2000, 2001, 2002. Used by permission of NavPress Publishing Group. All rights reserved.
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Hart, Archibald D.
Thrilled to death : how the endless pursuit of pleasure is leaving us numb / Archibald Hart.
p. cm.
Includes bibliographical references.
ISBN 10: 0-8499-1852-9
ISBN 13: 978-0-8499-1852-0 (pbk.)
1. Pleasure. I. Title.
BF515.H37 2007
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1[ contents ]
Acknowledgments
Introduction:Why We Are Being Thrilled to Death
PART ONE
The Inability to Experience Pleasure
1.Where Has All Our Pleasure Gone?
2. The Many Pathways to Pleasure
3. Pleasure or Happiness?
4. Stress and Anhedonia
5. Saving Our Children from Anhedonia
6.When Pleasure Becomes a Hidden Addiction
7. Sexual Anhedonia
PART TWO
Seven Steps to Recovering Your Pleasure
8. Step 1—Seek the Right Form of Pleasure
9. Step 2—Recapture the Joy of Little Things
10. Step 3—Control Your Adrenaline
11. Step 4—Use Humor to Enhance Your Happiness
12. Step 5—Develop Appreciation and Gratitude
13. Step 6—Master Relaxation and Meditation
14. Step 7—Make Space for the Things That Matter
A Final Word
Recovering Your Pleasure—Discussion Questions for
Personal or Group Study
Appendix A: How to Order Dr. Hart’s Relaxation Training CD
Appendix B: Additional Resources
Notes
[acknowledgments ]
As every author knows, the hardest part of any book to write is the acknowledgments page. Not because one doesn’t know who to thank, but every book is the product of so many influences that it is impossible to do justice and acknowledge all who have played an important part in shaping a book. This book is no exception.
While there are a few who must be mentioned, I particularly want to express my appreciation to the many whose names must remain private but to whom I am nevertheless deeply indebted for the influence they have had over my life. Top of this list are the many patients I have had over the years. I often wonder whether psychotherapy benefits the patient more than the psychotherapist or the other way around. Maybe I’ve just been fortunate because in my case, I have been the primary beneficiary of the many intimate therapy hours spent with them. I am in their debt more than they realize. (Let me hasten to add that while the stories in this book are generally true, they reflect an amalgam of many, not any one particular patient. All identifying information has been concealed and confidentiality protected.)
Now to those whose help is especially appreciated, I want to thank the staff of Thomas Nelson, starting with Ernie Owen, who published my first book and has never given up on me as a writer, and David Moberg, a longtime supporter. To Debbie Wickwire, for her unfailing trust in the topic of this book and her expertise in guiding its form and content, I owe special gratitude. And to my editor, Jennifer Stair, who so expertly guided me through the maze of style sheets and crisp writing, I am particularly indebted.
Nearer home I am indebted to my oldest daughter, Dr. Catherine Hart Weber, for her help in several important areas, and to my dear wife, Kathleen, who patiently and lovingly read and reread drafts of each chapter, encouraging me to clarify and qualify whenever it was warranted. I couldn’t imagine ever being able to write a book without her help.
To all of you I say, Baie dankie—that’s Afrikaans for the deepest felt thankfulness one could possibly express.
[introduction ]
WHY WE ARE BEING
THRILLED TO DEATH
Pleasure. Everyone knows what it feels like: it is the delight of a mouthful of Sees candy, or the afterglow a young man feels after a date with the girl he has fallen in love with. For a businessman, it is clinching a sale; for a mother, it is her baby’s first smile. For me, it is completing a building project around the house or finally getting all the bugs out of a computer program I am writing for my lab research. The pursuit of pleasure underlies almost everything we try to achieve in life.
Yet today we have taken the pursuit of pleasure too far, and in so doing we have lost the ability to experience the very pleasure we are pursuing. As this book will show, consistent overuse of the brain’s pleasure circuits causes us to lose our capacity to experience pleasure. When we seek pleasure primarily through extreme, overstimulating thrills, we hijack our brain’s pleasure system and rob ourselves of the ability to experience pleasure from simple things. Literally, we are being thrilled to death—to the death of our ability to experience genuine pleasure.
We have taken the pursuit of pleasure too far, and in so doing we have lost the ability to experience the very pleasure we are pursuing.
The discoveries being made with new brain-imaging techniques help us better understand how the stress of modern life contributes to our emotional numbing. Whereas this loss of pleasure, called anhedonia, was previously linked only to serious emotional disorders like depression, schizophrenia, and drug addictions, we are now seeing it in otherwise healthy people. We are all, to some extent, losing our ability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences. This is the topic of this book.
Compared to the ease with which, say, our grandparents were able to find delight in relatively low-stimulating activities, it now takes an enormously high level of stimulation to deliver us just a modicum of enjoyment. There is a pervasive emotional numbness overtaking us. Just ask my grandchildren, and they will tell you exactly what it feels like. Many people now report what someone has called a joyless existence—a life where even the most significant accomplishments leave you feeling empty, and what used to bring great excitement and happiness now leaves you numb and unsatisfied.
We are all, to some extent, losing our ability to gain pleasure from normally pleasurable experiences.
Anhedonia is no longer the exclusive domain of emotional disorders. It is becoming the experience of a lot of ordinary people like you and me. Increasingly, we are finding it difficult to extract ordinary enjoyment out of our chaotic world.
To my Christian readers, I would also like to add that modern worship styles and spiritual practices, when not balanced with contemplative or reflective practices, can also contribute to the hijacking of the brain’s pleasure system.
This book will, I trust, help you come to terms with the sources of your own emotional numbing. In the first part of this book, I will explore the reasons for the loss of your pleasure and give some guidance on how you and your children can avoid the addiction pitfalls that accompany the emergence of anhedonia. Then in the second part of this book, I will present seven steps that can help you recover your pleasure system. Anhedonia is very much like an addiction, so the term recover is very appropriate. Each of the seven steps will have several specific exercises. I encourage you to first read through all of them and then go back to step one and work through the exercises.
Before you begin, let me give an overarching principle: a healthy pleasure system is best achieved if you spread your pleasure around. We should be able to derive pleasure from our work, but also from our play or recreation time; from our hobbies, but also from time spent with our family; from personal me
time, but also from social activities; from private meditation, but also from corporate worship. As in so many things in life, it’s all about balance. The pleasure you get from life is the accumulation of the pleasure you take from all aspects of your life.
A healthy pleasure system is best achieved if you spread your pleasure around.
So join me as I show you how to recover your pleasure and enjoy enduring, authentic happiness.
—Archibald D. Hart, PhD
part
one
THE INABILITY to
EXPERIENCE PLEASURE
1
WHERE HAS ALL OUR
PLEASURE GONE?
I can think of nothing less pleasurable than a life devoted to pleasure.
—JOHN D. ROCKEFELLER
From the information I gleaned in my first interview with him, Brian seemed like someone to be envied. He had it all! He grew up in the best of neighborhoods with caring parents who provided him with the best education. Then followed a great marriage and two adorable children. To be honest, I was tempted to envy Brian that Thursday morning during our first session. It was hard to believe that he needed help. He certainly didn’t show any outward signs of distress.
But as the session proceeded and we pulled back the veil of privacy, it all came flooding out. For many of the reasons that I will be describing in this book, Brian was extremely unhappy. He had what most of us would consider a very successful life. At age thirty-four he had been promoted to division sales manager, complete with a company car and sizeable benefits package. He was active in his church and community, and his family was looking forward to their annual vacation in a few weeks. So why do I feel so empty?
he asked me. I have everything I could have ever hoped for, but I just can’t seem to enjoy any of it. No matter what I achieve or acquire, it’s like I’m totally numb inside. What’s wrong with me?
Our continuous pursuit of high stimulation is snuffing out our ability to experience genuine pleasure in simple things.
A certain numbness had become his regular feeling. He had been a vibrant, outgoing, and energetic person, but now all he felt was persistent apathy. It was now hard for him to be enthusiastic about anything. He had lost interest in activities that used to excite him, and now only wow experiences grabbed him. And on top of all of this, he had lost his ability to extract even the slightest pleasure out of the ordinary things of life.
It’s called anhedonia—a feeling of joylessness and cheerlessness. Everyone feels it to some extent these days, and it’s not going to go away. In our fast-paced, pleasure-seeking society, we are obsessed with increasing our level of excitement to feel a sense of pleasure. When we go to the movies, we expect the action sequences to be more thrilling and spectacular than before. Our music must be louder and edgier than the last album. Even in our churches, preachers must out-wow their last sermon or we might not go back again. We have become addictively dependent on persistent thrills and kicks.
What’s bad about this? The problem is that we are being thrilled to death! Our continuous pursuit of high stimulation is snuffing out our ability to experience genuine pleasure in simple things.
Scientists who are exploring anhedonia believe not only that we are slowly losing our capacity for pleasure, but that this condition might be a major factor in many emotional problems, such as depression and anxiety, as well as contributing to addictions to sex, work, drugs, and other addicting behaviors. More alarming to me is that anhedonia is impacting our children and teenagers to a greater extent than parents, and if we don’t take action to correct it, I pity where the next generation is headed. Deriving pleasure from the ordinary and healthy experiences of life will be a thing of the past. We will come to rely entirely on psychotropic medications for our happiness—and this happiness will only be artificial at best.
WHAT IS ANHEDONIA?
Anhedonia refers to the reduced ability to experience pleasure. And it is a phenomenon that is growing in leaps and bounds. Scientists are adamant that as we push the stress level and exciting stimulation higher and higher, we are literally overloading the pathways to the pleasure center of the brain.
This overload causes our brain’s pleasure center to demand a further increase in the level of stimulation before delivering more feelings of pleasure. This results in a decline in our pleasure system’s ability to deliver enjoyment out of ordinary, simple things. I see this process at work in my patients, friends and family, and even in myself.
Anhedonia refers to the reduced ability to experience pleasure.
I must confess that I know about a diminished pleasure response all too well. Of course, I had seen patients who were anhedonic, but mostly we believed that only people with severe depression or a mental disorder could be so profoundly lacking in pleasure. But my experience of anhedonia felt different.
My life had always been full of pleasurable experiences. I have never lacked any ability to turn on my pleasure circuits. My hobbies, for instance, are a great source of enjoyment—even today. I can’t begin to describe the hours of delight I have enjoyed in, for instance, crafting gold rings for my wife and my daughters. I make a habit of collecting old gold when I travel back to my country of birth, South Africa, one of the world’s great gold producers. In fact, I grew up in a gold mining town so cannot but be obsessed with its beauty.
I can also derive immense satisfaction from completing a computer program I need for my research, or building a physiological instrument I need for my laboratory, or reroofing a part of my house, or repairing my car. I can plot and scheme and create so much pleasurable experiences that I sometimes worry about not living long enough to accomplish all the things I want to accomplish. And I am talking about things I want to do, not work I have to do There’s a big difference. But every now and again without expecting it, I feel that I couldn’t be bothered. Pleasure is gone. Nothing can make me feel pleasure. It’s as if something in my brain switches off, and life feels boring, blah, blunted, and bland. (That little alliteration did give me a pleasure boost.)
The lack of ability to experience pleasure affects every aspect of our lives.
And many of you reading this book feel the same. Up and down on the pleasure scale—like a yo-yo. Many today are beginning to suffer from an emotional disorder called hedonic dysregulation. In simple terms, it means that your brain’s pleasure center is not working properly. When it should be giving you pleasure, it doesn’t.
But if only our disregulated pleasure centers would confine themselves to the realm of pleasure, I would not bother to write this book. Anhedonia, in and of itself, is no big deal when you put it in life’s larger perspective. But other consequences of anhedonia are much more serious and pervasive than this. The lack of ability to experience pleasure affects every aspect of our lives, from sexuality to addictions, from relationships to spirituality. Even our capacity to experience God to the fullest is seriously compromised when we suffer from even the mildest form of anhedonia.
Anhedonia is a disorder that is here to stay, and it already has its tentacles in many of us.
ANHEDONIA’S INNER WORLD
The inner world of severely anhedonic people can be summed up by the following comment of a high-achieving, success-driven patient: My food seems tasteless. A beautiful woman no longer attracts me. Music no longer pleases me. I don’t care if I never go to a movie again. My friends seem dull. I look forward to nothing. I don’t want to die, but I don’t care about living. I don’t get a kick out of anything, except perhaps making some big deal come to reality.
And these are not the sentiments of a severely depressed patient. They are the experience of a lot of ordinary people. I know, because I meet them every day, wherever I go. I’ve just returned from a three-country speaking tour and found anhedonic people in South Africa, Germany, and Switzerland, just as I have in the United States.
How does anhedonia show itself? Anhedonic people smile very weakly, if at all. Someone cracks a joke, but they don’t laugh when every-one else is laughing. They express little or no feelings even when grief or mourning is the appropriate emotion. The more severe the anhedonia, the more completely it shuts down the pleasure system and experience of any joyful feelings. Eventually it can cause a severe emotional disorder such as major depression. For most of us who suffer from what is called stress-induced anhedonia, however, the loss of pleasure sensitivity is more insidious and less severe, though still problematic. There’s no fun to be had when you go through life always seeking that wow experience to scrape together a little bit of pleasure.
If you are wondering just how lacking you are in your ability to extract real pleasure from life, be patient. I will offer a test for anhedonia in the next chapter. This test will help you get a clearer picture of just how far down the road to annihilation you have taken your pleasure system.
I can best clarify what anhedonia feels like through two short stories.
Suzie has just given birth to her first child. It wasn’t a very difficult labor, and everything went like clockwork. She had looked forward with great anticipation to having a baby, especially since she miscarried her first baby—a devastating loss. This baby would make up for her pain and fear that she would never be able to have a second chance at moth-erhood. So you can imagine her dismay when in the moments after the nurse placed her newborn baby in her arms, she felt no joy. It must be the effect of the drugs, or maybe I am just exhausted, she thought. Tomorrow I will feel more excited. But she didn’t. Holding her baby, flesh of her flesh, left her feeling numb. No joy or pleasure whatsoever as she coddled this helpless, dependent gift of life. Welcome to anhedonia! In this case, it is being caused by postpartum depression.
Mary is a teenager. She’s been learning to drive and was planning on getting a job soon so