Don't Feel Bad When I Die: Don't feel bad when I die, #1

By Kownain Sid

The story follows a boy visiting his former teacher after 4 years, gives her a present(a story) that he says he has written by himself and she is in it somewhere. As the teacher reads the story she finds the story includes murder that the boy had committed. How he does that? What are his motives? Does he get caught? And most importantly how the teacher fits in all of this?  If you want the answers read it and find for yourselves.

(Note:- The first part of the story focuses on how he commits the murder and the challenges he faces while doing it. The second part focuses on the investigation and the third(last) part focuses on the conclusion of how he gets caught or how he gets away with it?

• Language: English
• Publisher: Kownain Sid
• Release date: May 2, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224459070

Book preview

Part One: The Descent into Darkness

Come on, sweetie, now is the time for a bedtime story, a man tells his daughter as he begins reading from a few papers he was carrying. Today, David is meeting his former teacher, Pinky, after 4 years. He visits her place and gives her a present, saying that it contains a story that he had written

himself for her, whose genre is dark psychological thriller. He informs her that she is in the story somewhere. "As the teacher reads the story, it starts following two guys, David and Marcus, planning to murder the girl in the

neighborhood. They live 200 meters from her house. Their exams are coming, and they have the habit of studying at night. So, one night, they sneak out from their house to commit the murder. Even if the boy’s parents don’t see them in his bed, they wouldn’t get concerned as he has the habit of wandering on his roof at night to relieve the stress of exams. The boy wears a black jacket, black pants, and black gloves, and sneaks out from the back of the house. "In flashback, we see them researching about it. Marcus explains to David that

they will sneak out from the house at 1:30 a.m. as most people are sleeping, as it is still a bit winter, and the black attire will help them not leave any hair, fingerprints, etc., at the crime scene. The girl’s house is 200 meters away, and there are 3 lights between the girl’s and their house. If anyone sees them, that’s not a problem, but if anyone questions anything by chance, they will just run away. It’s important that while breaking in, they need to ensure that the girl and her parents are sleeping. For that, while playing cricket, they just have to ensure that the ball goes on their roof, and it will be easy as it happens often.

Then, they will go to the roof and plant the listening spy device gadget on their roof. They must remember to hide it behind the tank below the bricks so no one will find it, as they will hide it in the evening, and they will commit the

crime at night of the same day. Thanks to Ezvid Wiki for suggesting such

gadgets. They will also have to order other things like other tools and a black mask, 3M Half-Face Respirator mask. They must remember to use someone’s faraway relative’s phone, whom they don’t often contact easily or regularly. Nitrogen gas will be needed; it can be easily obtained as its need is simple. Nitrogen is less dense than normal air and hence used by all balloon sellers to fill balloons with it. Giving this information, they can easily get it from a faraway city like Muzaffarpur with the help of his older brother. They must remember to take a bag to pack these things, You’ll need some books on different topics which are considered as sensitive you can easily get it from your elder brother’s college library using his library card. "They are now in the streets, which are totally deserted; only the sound of crickets can be heard.

The boy is not visible in the dark as the moon isn’t bright, and due to his black attire, he can only be seen as he passes from the streetlights. He