My Vision Of Hell Was Not Real

By Robert Hall

I had experienced wonderful, beautiful, amazing, and magnificent visions hundreds of times on LSD. An old friend asked if I'd like to try PCP, he knew a chemist and I could buy a 3-finger bag for $100.  He explained this was un-cut and absolutely pure. The drug has been used as a horse tranquilizer and sometimes is made with embalming fluid. I had no idea what would transpire over the next several days. I went totally and completely insane. The horror, fear, despair, and depression experienced are still difficult to properly explain. I was totally abandoned by anyone I had ever loved, including God. I went to hell. -Bob

• Language: English
• Publisher: Robert Hall
• Release date: Apr 2, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224794027

Robert Hall

I'm 71 and was fortunate to be raised by a Father and Mother who were old enough to be my grandparents. The subject of God never came up but they taught me a prayer at a very young age, "Now I lay me down to sleep I pray to you Lord my soul to keep if I should die before I awake I pray oh Lord my soul to take." Thus a belief in a Higher Power was ingrained. My manuscripts are a compilation of over ten years of writing. If they instill in you a growing peace I'm more than satisfied. Bob

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I have always written better in the mornings when the ego mind is the quietest. Today is 3/31/2024, Easter Morning. According to A Course In Miracles we’re all dreaming in Heaven and life outside of Heaven is impossible. I always pray, Holy Spirit, please grant perfection in listening to the Sacred Silence between my thoughts. Today I asked the Holy Spirit a question that was like, What is in my unconscious mind that I must forgive for Our Father to awaken me?

I understand my script was already written at the moment of my birth, Jesus and the Holy Spirit watch my life in time with me. I then experienced this type of conscious question. My wife, Mary Jo, died suddenly in front of me 21 years ago. Have I forgiven her? Yes. I asked the Holy Spirit to go deeper. What somewhat astounded me was what came to mind was the experience I had when I overdosed on pure PCP over 40 years ago.

I had two days off work and a friend, Joe, asked me if I would be interested in buying a four-finger bag of pure PCP from the chemist who made it, for one hundred dollars. This is a horse tranquilizer. Sure, why not? I had no idea.  After what occurred over the coming days, I could say this. Comparing LSD to PCP, LSD is a shot of beer, and PCP is a fifth of whiskey. PCP is one of the most absolutely horrible drugs existing.

I'm driving back to my apartment, Joe is sitting next to me. He snorted a big line. Instantly, he said, Hallsey'', my nickname, Where are we going ? Back to