Mind of Pandemonium

By Brandy Stone

Captivated by the wisdom of philosophers through the ages, Brandy Stone presents her debut work, delving deeply into the intricate relationship between long-term trauma and its effects on the human body. The evolution of the brain, mind, and heart under sustained stress stands as a core theme in her writing. Born and raised in the breathtaking state of Washington, her profound reverence for life in all its forms shines through her prose. As a fulfilled dreamer who has embraced motherhood and a life of simplicity, Brandy's journey serves as a testament to the resilience and beauty of the human spirit.

 

'Mind of Pandemonium' unfolds as an odyssey, exploring the intricate mosaic of existence, ethics, and enlightenment. In her debut book, Brandy invites readers to explore the healing power of understanding and compassion, providing a sanctuary for those seeking solace amid life's atrocities. She encourages readers to challenge their circumstances, delve beyond the surface, and engage with a philosophical state of mind and an open, loving heart—to never be afraid of healing, no matter how treacherous it may seem. Brandy Stone invites readers to delve into the profound questions at the heart of human existence, to fall into the realms of consciousness, and to discover the interconnectedness of all. Continue your journey through the wonders of philosophy, self-discovery, and above all, healing!

• Language: English
• Publisher: Brandy Stone
• Release date: Apr 21, 2024
• ISBN: 9798224660513

Brandy Stone

Just a girl writing through the notions of the world. ~ Brandy Stone ♡ Hey, I'm Brandy, my dream is to inspire others to feel. My art is designed to bring out the emotions we so crave to shut down and bury deep. I have been writing since I can remember, whether songs, poems, or creative writings & stories. My heart is written out on my sleeves, & I've always dreamed of being a motivational speaker of sorts. The innate fierce need to help those around me is why I create. Not everyone is going to understand, in fact, most probably will not, but this is for the ones who do get it. The one's who need it, the one's who lost their voice.

Book preview

Abused, Traumatized, & Adolescent

PTSD

Now I don’t want to sound depressing,

I shake until I cannot breathe.

My head feels like it’s compressing,

I try to regain control of myself.

These days I can never stop stressing.

I’m too numb to fix whatever is wrong,

To be free from this pain would be a blessing.

I try to free myself by writing these songs;

The world must be going through testing.

No matter what I do,

It’s never right.

I try to write, but the right words I cannot write.

They just can’t be wrote.

I can’t sing that note.

This letter can’t be read.

It’s an agonizing ringing in my head.

I’m tossing and turning in my bed;

for what seems like hours end on end.

I feel a slight tingle against my cheek,

Soon after the taste of sad salt is against my teeth.

My hands pressed as hard as they can to my face.

Hoping I don’t break.

Praying to something I don’t even believe in

to come save the day.

Repeating over and over again the same begs.

Begs of mercy.

Words for help.

Please.

Are you listening to me?

Can you see my glistening eyes?

Just asking to be held and cared for,

for as, I’d promise anyone genuine

enough to protect me I’d give my life