Loving, Longing, and Other Liminal Spaces
()
About this ebook
This is for you.
Related to Loving, Longing, and Other Liminal Spaces
Related ebooks
Enigma Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsI Love You Like A Madman Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsStraight from the Heart I'm a Poet and Didn’t Even Know It Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Lifetime Between: A Collection of Words Unsaid Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThoughts Expressions and Feelings " The Reality of Being" Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratings10 Universal Rules of Love Plus One: Guiding Principles to Understanding the Fundamentals of Love Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAnything Goes When Among Poems, Plays and Essays: Emotional Outcomes Remain the Best of Life’s Games Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAddiction to Poetry Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsListen Up, Ladies!: The Indispensable Guide to What Men Are Really All About Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsA River of Poems: Poems By Jessica, #1 Rating: 5 out of 5 stars5/5Words to Experience Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe 7 Love Languages for Men and Women: The Ultimate Secret to Long-Lasting Love Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsAre You Okay? I'm Fine: Poetry & Prose Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsHA, HA...HAH ! Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsA Journey to Me Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsPluto Effect Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLetters To My Lover Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsLeaving Love: When to Say Goodbye & How Your Angels Can Help You Heal Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsThe Big Book of Recovery Poems Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsA to Z: Life Emotions Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsConditions of the Soul Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsWTF Just Happened?: How to Make Better Decisions by Asking Yourself Better Questions Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsBeginner's Guide to a Head-On Collision: A Memoir in Poems Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsWhat men mostly need from women Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsHear Me Out Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsDark Poetry, Volume 8: Tiptoe Thru The Twilight & Other Gothic Poems: Dark Poetry, #8 Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsWinter of Summers Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Get to Know Yourself as a Woman Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratingsIt Will Be All Right in the Morning: Poems Rating: 4 out of 5 stars4/5Scorpio Men on Prozac Rating: 0 out of 5 stars0 ratings
Reviews for Loving, Longing, and Other Liminal Spaces
0 ratings0 reviews
Book preview
Loving, Longing, and Other Liminal Spaces - Kelly Peacock
Copyright © 2023 Kelly Peacock.
All rights reserved. No part of this book may be reproduced or transmitted in any form or any means, electronic or mechanical, without prior written consent and permission from Thought Catalog.
Published by Thought Catalog Books, an imprint of Thought Catalog, a digital magazine owned and operated by The Thought & Expression Co. Inc., an independent media organization founded in 2010 and based in the United States of America. For stocking inquiries, contact stockists@shopcatalog.com.
Produced by Chris Lavergne and Noelle Beams
Art direction and design by KJ Parish
Creative editorial direction by Brianna Wiest
Circulation management by Isidoros Karamitopoulos
thoughtcatalog.com | shopcatalog.com
First Edition, Limited Edition Pressing
Printed in the United States of America.
ISBN 978-1-949759-79-2
This is for the ones who are navigating the space of loving and healing
and are learning how to come home to themselves.
This is for the ones who don’t know much about love
but know a lot about giving and grieving it.
This is for the ones who are learning to love themselves instead.
Loving and Longing
I do believe it is better to have loved and lost
than to have not loved at all,
but then I think of him
and the way we forfeited our story.
There’s nothing poetic about that.
This is what loving looks like.
Loving, longing, loving, losing—
it’s all the same
to me.
All I’ve ever known is loving someone
with mouths agape, arms outstretched,
gently envious of everyone
who comes close to them.
But loving someone and then losing them—
I don’t know how to navigate that space.
All I know is that it feels like abandonment.
All I want is to not think of you anymore
and how you loved me—
hardly.
I catch myself reaching for you in the dark,
as if you’re still next to me under the covers,
as if our legs are still touching,
as if my hair was still getting caught under your arm.
I reach for you,
because that’s all I’ve ever known how to do.
But I am in the middle of the bed now,
under the covers,
in the dark,
and you are not here with me.
You are not reaching back.
We moved together
with such ease,
and purpose,
as if this was supposed to happen for us.
We came together
and let each other go
and then came back together again.
That’s the way it goes with twin flames,
wouldn’t you agree?
Wouldn’t you say this was meant to happen to us?
Not for a lack of trying,
I cannot push the crux of you out of my mind.
The memories I have of you—of us—
are scattered like birdseed,
deepening,
rooting,
and burying themselves.
With each passing day,
you are becoming