Arousal Conspiracy: How to Heal from Chronic Masturbation, Porn Addiction, Penis Envy and Global Sex Magick: Cumming Clean, #2

By Missy Marvel

These painfully honest confessions of my battle with addiction provide a unique guide for people who seek recovery. It wasn't a 12-step program or some religious salvation that healed me, but a strange role play.

 

Pretendign to be 'Missy' opened up the lonely core of my sexual starvation. Playing both a slave owner and a slave helped me gradually unpack every aspect of my shame, insecurity, anxiety, fear, anger, frustration, even rage around sex, body image, social status, and intimate connection.

 

As the book progresses, Missy's raunchy and attention-grabbing style settles down into a level-headed, deep self-analysis. My recovery is unfolding in real time on the pages.

 

Missy's final book is for all chronic masturbators, porn addicts, involuntary solosexuals, looking for an unfiltered view on the topic. Hopefully, you'll find solace in Missy's conflicting thoughts and gain valuable information from my practical insights.

• Language: English
• Publisher: Missy Marvel
• Release date: Oct 23, 2023
• ISBN: 9798223190295

Missy Marvel

Taboo-busting erotica writer and recovering chronic masturbation addict.

Book preview

GIRLS WILL BE GIRLS

Why do I have the sudden and overwhelming urge to stroke my dick every single afternoon?

I’ve been doing so well for five months... Having normal thoughts, healthy masturbation habits, pleasuring my pussy the way I actually enjoy it... After publishing Demon in the Dick, I thought I’d be able to leave Missy behind and quit watching porn cold turkey. But this book was still unfinished...

By exposing all my filth for unseen readers to wank over, I thought I was done with Missy but she wasn’t done with me. When I swore to myself that porn wanking and taboo sex chats and days wasted with gooning are behind me, Missy just took the backseat and quietly waited for my unresolved pain to become so agitating again that she could dickslap me in the face and pull me right back into my addiction.

Demon in the Dick was never meant to be Missy’s final goodbye. I had to finish this book and unravel the mystery of where Missy came from, in order to let her go in

Reviews for Arousal Conspiracy

[eternalencryption · Rating: 5 out of 5 stars]

She’s so honest it’s crazy. Made me feel very seen the stuff she’s writing about, how she’s struggling with addiction, masturbation and especially porn. Changed my whole view about my own addiction.