Going Deep Inside Connor

By Drew Shadrot

In this follow-up to "Going Deep Inside Todd," it's been a while since Connor's first time gay sex experience, and now he's eager to switch sides and be the receiver of Todd's affection, this time.
Connor is feeling confused about his sexuality after his first time with Todd, but then a chance encounter with Todd turns into a night of exploration and exhilaration as Todd walks Connor through the exquisite pleasures of being the receiver this time.

Here's an excerpt:

I was plagued by a combination of not wanting to admit how much I’d loved being
with a guy and not wanting to admit to myself what that must mean - I must be gay. It
was all just too overwhelming.
And then one crisp autumn day I was sitting in the campus cafeteria eating a late lunch
when I heard a voice call out my name.
“Connor!” it said, and I looked up to see Todd with a huge, radiant grin on his face.
He approached my table and sat down across from me, his own lunch on a plastic tray. I
felt my face flush and then drain as all the blood in my body seemed to rush down to my
groin.
“How you been, man?” he asked as he started eating from a plate piled high with salad
greens.
“Good,” I answered sheepishly, squirming to adjust the throbbing that had
erupted in my pants. “Really good. You?”
“Oh, you know, same old shit.”
He paused for a beat and as he began to say “What have -”, I interrupted and said over
him, “I’m sorry I -”
We both stopped short, so I took the lead. “Listen, man, I’m really sorry I never
answered your texts.”
“No sweat, man. I get it. That was probably a lot for you.”
In all of my imagined versions of this scenario, that was the best response I could’ve
hoped for: no judgment, no anger, just a sweet and gentle understanding of what I’d been
feeling, without me even having to say it out loud.
I had a lump in my throat as I simply answered, “Yeah. It was.”
“I remember my first time with a guy,” he said...

• Language: English
• Publisher: Drew Shadrot
• Release date: Sep 13, 2023
• ISBN: 9798215706619

Drew Shadrot

Drew Shadrot is an emerging and skilled gay author, specializing in writing first-person fictional narratives of gay and bisexual experiences that are emotionally compelling and casual in style. Drew's stories portray the often challenging and complicated journeys that young men undertake to come to terms with their sexuality.Originally from a small town in the Midwest, Drew moved to New York City after completing college to pursue his passion for writing. He spent several years working as a freelance writer and editor, refining his craft and earning recognition as a talented storyteller.In 2011, Drew published his first collection of short stories, which quickly gained a devoted readership in the LGBTQ+ community and was highly regarded by critics. His works have been lauded for their raw emotional power, authenticity, and sensitivity.Drew is deeply committed to telling stories that delve into the intricacies of human relationships, particularly those that challenge societal norms and expectations. He believes that by sharing these stories, he can promote greater empathy and understanding among his readers.When not writing, Drew can be found exploring the diverse arts scene in New York City, reading, or spending time with his two cats and partner.~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-~-Looking for more explicit story excerpts? Check out DrewShadrot.com for more!

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Bi Curious Guys: First Time Gay Sex

Going Deep Inside Connor

by Drew Shadrot

This is a work of ADULT BISEXUAL EROTIC fiction, and is intended only for mature audiences 18 years of age or older. This work contains explicit words and passages that are unsuitable for minors and/or possibly prohibited in your locality.

© Copyright by Drew Shadrot. All rights reserved.

This a sequel to the previously published story "Going Deep Inside Todd"

Going Deep Inside Connor

It had been two weeks since I’d had my first guy-on-guy sexual experience with Todd, and I hadn’t been able to think about anything else, since.

He had texted me a few times after that hook-up, but I had been too embarrassed (and a little bit afraid) to reply, so instead I’d just ghosted him. I’d imagined a million different ways I could’ve responded to him, but I couldn’t work up the courage to reach out to him.

He’d even begun to invade my fantasy life. Every time I’d jerk off - which was also more frequent than ever before - all I could imagine