When Wisdom Arrives: From Imagined Unworthiness to Freedom
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If thoughts and feelings were truth, they would be called facts. In the pages of this fable and companion memoir, we learn about truth and the simple way we can transcend the lie of unworthiness. Imagined unworthiness shows up as a tyranny of thoughts and feelings that cause psychological suffering.
Eleven-year-old Gem struggles with looping thoughts and feelings of self-hate because of her body weight. She believes she is unworthy of love. A wise woman comes into young Gem’s life and demonstrates that her looping, hurtful, repetitive thoughts are untrue. When Gem moves her attention away from her habitual looping patterns, she finds her true ‘I,’ a deeper part of herself that is free. The true ‘I’ is not tied to thoughts and feelings, or the past or future. It is a presence that is available in each person.
Rosalyn Rourke has been all three characters in the fable and all three in the memoir companion: the judgmental mother, the hurt daughter and the wise woman. Even with a successful, decades-long psychotherapy practice and credentials as an eating disorder expert and trauma specialist, Rosalyn struggled with worry and judgment about her daughter, Melissa’s, weight. The same protocol Gem discovers in the fable helped Rosalyn transcend compulsive worry and judgment about Melissa’s weight and later helped her transmute grief after Melissa’s unexpected death. When Wisdom Arrives in our lives, we discover how imagined unworthiness can transform into the knowledge of what we are in truth.
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When Wisdom Arrives - Rosalyn Rourke
INTRODUCTION
"Out beyond ideas of wrongdoing and rightdoing, there is a field. I’ll meet you there.
—Rumi
If thoughts and feelings were truth, we would call them facts. Yet many of us consistently treat our thoughts and feelings as truth, even when they tell us we’re unworthy. Imagined unworthiness is often created by children to give them an imagined sense of control. Now, as adults, the tyranny of these hurtful thoughts and feelings torture us and create addictions and compulsive thinking. We create repetitive stories around our imagined unworthiness that loop again and again and become the source of our suffering.
We’ve been conditioned to try to fix our unworthiness in the outer world by focusing on improving ourselves through achievement, status, power, respect and body perfection. When our attempts to feel worthy have not been successful, we often draw dismal conclusions about ourselves. Our critical, judgmental thoughts flow in painful loops that pile on more hurt. Even when our seeking efforts are successful, the burst of worthiness from acquisitions and goals achieved is temporary. The high can appear to be a fix because we feel better. Until the high wears off. When the old thoughts and feelings of unworthiness return, the next seeking takes over. Suffering continues as we repeatedly try to fix the wrong things.
What if our value were not in question and our true worthiness has been inside all along, hidden in plain sight? From my 30 plus years as a psychotherapist, I believe we all long for the end of suffering and something more than transitory happiness. We have learned to focus on the future and the past in order to try to feel better now. But freedom from imagined unworthiness, and the exuberance, joy, acceptance and creativity that freedom brings, can only be found in the Now. Without our old looping thoughts and feelings and the narratives we add, we can experience a new moment where suffering ends and anything becomes possible. Freedom is about possibility.
This memoir-fable demonstrates a powerful way out of suffering and into freedom. In these pages, I provide a simple, specific strategy for how to know our worth by intervening in the old thinking-feeling patterns that cause psychological suffering. This book’s simple protocol will help all of us who desire to discover freedom.
In the fable, we meet young Gem and her mother who believe a lie that their worth is in their body size. Gem’s looping thoughts and feelings about her body and her worth cause her psychological suffering. With the help of a gentle, wise teacher, Gem learns a simple way to intervene in her hurtful thinking-feeling patterns. She discovers how to connect instead to her True I,
the deeper, gentler part of all of us. The True I
never judges and can serve as a guide and life raft from upset to ease in living. Discovering her ever-present True I
is life-changing for Gem, just as it can be for all of us. When we know our True I,
our worth is not in question and consistency and groundedness become our homebase.
I wrote this book to share how pain and suffering can transmute into freedom, because I’ve lived it. I had a similar experience to Gem’s, when I moved out of suffering to freedom after the unexpected death of my daughter. My story in the Companion provides the backstory of how the teachings in this book came to me.
Most of us believe freedom has to be hard-won. If you share that belief that freedom is hard to find and sustain, I challenge you to apply the protocol shared in this book and see for yourself how quickly you can experience a break from psychological suffering. The gift of this book is to know that our old beliefs of unworthiness were imagined. It’s a joy to know that freedom and even grief resilience are possible for everyone.
WHEN WISDOM ARRIVES: FROM IMAGINED UNWORTHINESS TO FREEDOM
Once there was a girl named Gem, who wondered why her mom scrunched her eyebrows at herself every time she looked in the mirror. One day, when Gem scrunched her eyebrows at her own reflection, an image of an old woman appeared in the mirror.
Gem: Who are you and where did you come from?
Wisdom: My name’s Wisdom, and I come when people need another way to