Some Organized Chaos: (Poetry and Such)
By Tumbleweed
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Tumbleweed
Tumbleweed currently resides in Eastern Oregon with his family. He loves spending time with them or being out and enjoying nature. He loves the being in the woods or at a river somewhere. He says the natural world around us has a healing energy, so he always prefers to have a mountain view within eyesight. Tumbleweed has been writing poetry pretty much his whole life, he has always been the quiet type finding his voice in his writings. He says it’s the only way he can stay sane in this crazy world, that writing poetry is his best way of restoring balance to bring peace to life. He claims poetry is how he heals himself from all of life's troubles and stresses, that to it is the best way to unwind and relax the mind.
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Some Organized Chaos - Tumbleweed
© 2023 Tumbleweed. All rights reserved.
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Published by AuthorHouse 08/09/2023
ISBN: 979-8-8230-1249-2 (sc)
ISBN: 979-8-8230-1248-5 (e)
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Contents
1 | Crestfallen
2 | Fatherhood
3 | Journeying
4 | Fragments of Thought
5 | The Best Water I’ve Ever Had
Notes
Index of Titles and First Lines
Dedicated to Norman and Marjorie Fechtig
And for my sons: Garth, Wolfgang, and Ozzy
The only time they ever seem to listen
Is when they read.
To most, my voice trails off, easily ignored,
But my pen does the deed,
And sadly it seems that I am only heard through my written word.
Maybe that’s why my spirits dampen.
1
Crestfallen
Anger (I Am)
44292.pngI am the storm that wakes you from your sleep.
I am the rain that leaks in and drips down.
I am the silence and the shadows that creep.
I am the lightning striking out all around.
I am the thunder lashing out as I weep.
I am your fear that’s rising, changing smiles to frowns.
I am the nightmare that’s keeping you awake.
I am all that is real in a world that’s now fake.
Addiction
44292.pngI am a slave to myself,
To my basic desires,
A primal lust.
I struggle to control my urges, myself.
Still, my vices win;
The strongest ones prevail.
The animal that lives within emerges,
Comes alive savage with desire, lust,
Knowing and getting what it wants.
My beast has been free for so long.
I struggle to regain control.
It is proud, selfish with its pleasures.
No Longer Sure of Who I Am
44292.pngNo longer sure of who I am,
I once thought I was quite the man.
But now it seems I’m not so sure.
I’m in need of help, seeking a cure,
Asking for advice or even a helping hand.
It’s time for me to relearn what I once thought was right.
I’m tired of fighting; I want peace now in life.
I know the problems that I must fix,
But it’ll take time, for change isn’t quick.
And so, my son, I ask for your forgiveness
Because without you I am nothing, perhaps even less.
All the things I so wrongly knew
Led to all the bad habits that I used to do.
So I’ll be your teacher and a much better dad
To make your life better, hoping it never gets this bad.
This Sinking Ship
44292.pngI seek forgiveness
More so from myself than from anyone else.
I’m still haunted by my past actions,
The ones that consume me with regrets.
I cannot stop myself.
I turn my emotions inward.
My hate fills me with stress, rage,
The kind that feels beyond my control.
I am adrift in a sea of my own thoughts and worries,
With my fears being the storm into which I’m sailing.
Lost within myself with my vessel also sinking,
My ship taking on water too fast for me to bail out.
I, the captain of my own thoughts, now pay for my ignorance,
Fighting hard now to right all these wrongs
Before it becomes too late.
I struggle on alone, fearful of my fate.
The Man in the Mirror
44292.pngWho is that there looking back at me?
How could that possibly be me?
Is that how I really look?
Is this how the rest of the world sees me?
This thing I see looking back at me—
Surely that cannot be