Struggling girl

By AIME NIEVES

In a dark alley, the girl hid in the corner shivering...

Looking at the woman who passed by from time to time like a hungry Wolf, she squeezed her body even harder inside...

Whoo whoo... Why did it come to this...

When no one was there, she covered her small mouth and sobbed quietly.

• Language: English
• Publisher: AIME NIEVES
• Release date: Jul 1, 2023
• ISBN: 9781088223314

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Chapter 1

Ronald Williams is dressed in red and happy, and his warm face has been a cruel and happy appearance to himself at this moment.

Xifengying actually wanted to tell him that this look was not suitable for him at all. She had always been a good judge of people, and when she first saw Ronald Williams, she knew that although he looked like a beggar on the outside, he was still a clean boy on the inside. But step by step, he transformed himself into what he is today.

She had some heartache, not knowing whether it was for Ronald Williams or for herself.

Father said if she came, he would disown her. But she came, and her father loved her and could not have given her up. True love should be like this, reluctant to let her suffer a little injustice. But the man in front of her had made her feel wronged, and she still wanted him.

Feel betrayed? Feel innocent? Does it hurt? So sick you want to die?

Maybe! Because the tears have not stopped. But it may also be because of his own low tears.

This stinking man just had sex with him, and they were so close, and how the hell did he do that, hold her in his arms, and then get out of bed and marry someone else.

But he still underestimated her welcome, but just a layer of membrane, she is at least a 21st century travel girl who has seen the world. 16 is a little early for your first time, but in this day and age.

He may have felt that he had avenged himself, that the SINS of his father upon his mother should be returned to her in their original form. It just didn't occur to him that she was innocent, that it was no longer popular in her era to pay the debt of the father and the daughter.

A wedding, three happy couples.

This scene has long been called around the accustomed world of the guests opened their eyes, although they are not dignitaries, can only come to the military marshal's most unpopular son and the prime minister's family of the daughter of the wedding show a face, but the heart of gossip has never been limited.

Needles can be heard at the scene, and you can almost hear the patter of tears.

Calm wind Ying feel some embarrassed, she didnt want to become famous overnight, but she had no other way. At this point, whether she succeeds or not, she is destined to be popular in every corner of South Vietnam.

She wiped away her tears, stared at her husband, who was not far ahead, and asked him, Ronald Williams, if you have done everything you want to do, will you not marry her?

She did not blame him for wanting to avenge his guilt; He wants revenge, she makes herself look worse. Whatever he wants, she gives him. Would that make him feel better? What comes back comes back. She's paid back what she shouldn't have paid back for her father. Can he give up and come back to her?

Ronald Williams looked at her faintly and did not speak, but the smile on his lips was so obvious.

She knew there was no hope.

The auspicious time has almost passed, the high hall of the mother has been very impatient, called the servants to give some orders, and saw that a family member rushed over.

She did not have time, at this time could not help but tighten the body of the happy clothes, hanging on both sides of the fist blue veins exposed.

Ronald Williams, will you not marry her? Why don't you come with me? You said you would marry me too! That night, she clearly heard him so bent in her ear, such important words, she could not have heard wrong.

Her voice began to hurry, and she did not care to maintain her posture. She came a few steps forward and saw that she was about to grab the groom's sleeve, but several servants held her up. She struggled, and her dress and headgear became disheveled, but she could not free herself. She looked at Ronald Williams for help.

Ronald Williams raised his hand and waved away the minions with a little pity on the corners of his eyes. It was a lot better than her previous smile, but it was not what she wanted. She finally caught him by the sleeve and blinked hard enough to let the tears go away so that he could see into his own eyes, where there was no hatred at all.

She wanted to tell him that she didn't blame him and that they could start over if he just nodded.

Ronald Williams looked at her closely for a moment and took her hand, which was holding his sleeve. Pull it open, and then let go like you're dealing with something dirty.

Breath Ying looked at his own hand, and then looked at his. Then I heard his quiet voice.

You are an unmarried woman who can easily climb into a man's bed. How dare I take a woman from your family when your family is so miserable?"

What did he say? She looked up to distinguish his face carefully.

He said she crawled into men's beds.

He was right that she had climbed into his bed that night, but they were clearly in love, and she only believed him. I believe that he will eventually marry her and never abandon her, otherwise how can he put himself in such a dangerous situation?

Although the South Vietnamese people are open, the punishment for unmarried women who lose their virginity in this era is still frightening. When he says that, it's like he doesn't even want to give her life.

She shook her head and looked at him fondly, the person she loved should not be like this.

The voices around her came into her ears again, so mean and unpleasant. She felt a little anxious to think, this is bad, this is only afraid that her father wants to protect her can not.

She took a step back, looked up one last time at the man in front of her, and again her tears broke uncontrollably. She looked him straight in the eye and without blinking, said, I thought you were going to marry me.

All he got was a chuckle.

It seems that everything is just in her mind!

That's all. That's it! But a relationship, she got herself into this, she did the best she could.

In that case...... Forget it, you won't regret it...... There will never be a woman who likes him as much as she does, she thought.

The last string of tears slipped from her wide-open eyes and fell so abruptly to the ground that she actually smiled at him, clearly seeing the dark flash in his eyes, she suddenly felt a little lighter.

Lose again miserable, exit must be natural and unrestrained, at least let the people who step on you not so cool.

She will put themselves can not be lower, also can not change his mind, then everything should come to an abrupt end, she can no longer humiliate themselves, can win a point is a point.

She dried her tears carefully with her happy sleeve, and then neatly organized her body. She no longer looked at Ronald Williams in front of her, but turned to look at the people around her, smiled gently, and slowly walked out.

Behind is the silent wedding scene, the shock of her appearance has not receded; In front of her is not destined to calm, for her and her family's criticism, she is actually at a loss, the road ahead is doomed to many problems, but she has no choice, can only close her eyes to go on.

When the man who had invested two years of her love and all her hopes for the future suddenly disappeared into his own world a month ago, she was still comforting herself with some excitement, hoping that it would be an abusive relationship. But now it seems that the man only wants to give her a sadomasochistic love, not want to be deeply in love with her.

Chapter 2

After hundreds of years of operation, the southern Xinjiang is now a dominant side, especially the decline of the royal family, the weight of the various princes will be again on a point. But the family has always kept a low profile, especially after the current head of the family, Simin, came to power. Anecdotal, min and the royal family some holidays, is decades of buried life, never mistakes. The ordinary citizens of the whole South seldom talk about the rest after dinner, because it is very boring.

It was only two years ago that something suddenly happened that made Sithi the hottest topic in South County and all of South Vietnam overnight.

The parents and daughters of the wind to welcome the year of sixteen, for the sake of seducing the South Vietnamese army marshal's eldest son Ronald Williams and lost his virginity, unexpectedly lost his wife and broke the soldiers, lost the body, did not catch Ronald Williams, so angry, make a big Ronald Williams wedding, was a good humiliation, Home will be ashamed and angry to die century pride.

Interest home self-knowledge loss, and it is a disgrace, hastily buried the rest of the wind, the matter will not be done.

This thing is really very big, thought that the home will at least take out the momentum of the south, hard to care about some, do not want that min is probably low-key used, always spoil the eldest daughter was insulted to die, he also failed to look up. This is to let the Manchurian South Yue city people severely disappointed, and finally can only show their magic, one thousand ways to break out a variety of behind-the-scenes stories to amuse themselves.

At this time, that is, two years ago, he was sitting on the street of Funancheng, the capital of Fujun, next to Nanjun, listening to the mouth of the book, telling the story behind it, drinking a little wine, and leisurely passing the day.

Truth be told, it was a better story than she knew. For example, how Ronald Williams is unrestrained but not in disorder, such as how she is calm to meet the coquel □ but finally embarrassed. Sure enough, all stories are from life, but also higher than life. She was lucky enough to be one of the main characters in this life, thanks to Ronald Williams, but unfortunately dragged down her parents.

It is false to say that there is no feeling, which normal woman is said to be coquel □ comfortable ah, but she can only bear it, because now she has been dead, the dead will not shout for their own injustice.

So, all she can do is listen more, listen more, and she will be immune.

After drinking a pot of wine, she was just tipsy, and in the past two years, she had nothing to do, but her drinking capacity was getting better and better. People say a drunk solution to thousands of worries, she has no worries to solve, but also like this feeling.

She held her head and listened to the endless story until someone tapped her. She glanced over her shoulder and smiled. It was her maid, Wayne Gaskins.

More than a year ago, she met a small beggar in the middle of the night when the snow was falling, and she was accustomed to seeing people suffer, so she rewarded him with some money, and did not want the little beggar to cling to her, and her head ran blood on the snow and became red, and only asked her to take him back.

She listened to him talk still ssiwenwen, but like a child who was halfway down, thinking about whether to take it back to Jiang Huaiyue to add a bookboy, do not want the lantern to take a closer look, only to find that it is a girl.

At that moment something in her heart was dialed, especially after seeing the woman's appearance, she did not hesitate to take her home and accept her as a servant girl.

Jermaine Barnes was silent for a moment, then patted her on the head, like a real father, and told her to be happy.

She was so happy that she dressed the woman herself and finally looked at the two identical faces in the mirror and smiled heartily. This woman, more like her than her own sister, was like a pair of twins.

She will take her with her, in front of the ginger brothers swagger, how to know that they do not feel like. She did not have a theory, in fact, she knew in her heart that the woman was just like herself two years ago, simply a blank, and what the Ginger brothers saw was always her present appearance.

So it's not like that. It's not like that at all. The difference between a flower that will lay before it, and a flower that blooms before its time.

She named the girl Wayne Gaskins, a girl with the same fate as herself, and she wanted to treat her well so that she could live the life she had hoped to live.

Wayne Gaskins also lived up to her expectations, devoting all his heart and soul to her, and her catalpa businessman. At that time, Catalpa business was less than a month, Jermaine Barnes gave her several nannies, but how to coaze the little bastard, crying badly in the middle of the night. When Wayne Gaskins arrived, he used to watch him all night long, not daring to close his eyes for fear that he would pee. Before long, the little guy was actually looking at Wayne Gaskins more than he was looking at her own mother.

Jermaine Barnes used to make fun of her, saying she couldn't even be a mother.

Jermaine Barnes is her husband.

In the third year of her marriage to him, the fifth year of the King of South Vietnam, Jiang Zichang was born in the second year of this world, that is, on the fifteenth day of the first month of little half a year ago, he died.

At the end of the day -- no, Nam Geun, or Kang Nam -- Nam Geun turned the glass on the table and listened to Wayne Gaskins say in detail: The accounts are all right, and the account is all accounted for. Then he turned his head to look at the storyteller, and his brow wrinkled: You are listening to these gossip again, haven't heard enough?

South Geun suddenly smiled: Good ah, little girl, will say 'gossip', it seems that my effort was not wasted.

Wayne Gaskins frowned further. What a little girl! I'm as old as you are, and you sound so old.

You don't say I almost forget, but you, is a pure lily, and I, ah, has married someone, become a mother, my husband died and became a widow, so of course I must be older than you. South geun carefully with her analysis, even if said to her husband died this is not the slightest bit sad.

Long before Jermaine Barnes married her, she knew he wouldn't last much longer. They bonded for their own benefit, and there was little affection to speak of. It's just that Jermaine Barnes is a really good man, a good father, and in the two years that she's been with the Jangs, he's taken care of her better than her own dad. He is also a very open-minded person, early life and death, so for his death, she did not have too much sadness, he was suffering for too long, the early departure is the early relief.

Wayne Gaskins, who had never been good at talking to her, only found a small second to pay, and then took her on the carriage and drove to Jiang Fu.

Jiangfu is the largest house in the whole Fuxian County, which is bigger than the house of the county governor. The Jiang family lived here.

In this era, even if the Jiang family is rich, in the eyes of ordinary people, it is still a low-class businessman. That's the main reason why I was able to marry Jermaine Barnes in spite of all this.

Jermaine Barnes suffered from a severe disease, the first wife died young, and had no children, only a mother with a leg disability brother - Jiang Huaiyue. Jermaine Barnes had been an early benefaction of the family, and for many years had wanted to rise to the top of the South, but his status as a businessman made it difficult for him to win the eyes of the family.

As soon as she heard the news two years ago, Jermaine Barnes paid a visit to her home, presented her with precious herbs and a letter. That night, the rest of the family will release the news of the death, and then the next day, Jermaine Barnes will business on the way to see the woman South Geun back to Fujun Ginger home, and held a very simple wedding on the same day.

The wind ying original thought, after the loss of the original identity, after she became Jiang Nan, waiting for her will be an unusually bumpy road of married women. But it turns out that she made a very wise choice in that desperate situation, or that she has had a very good fortune since coming out of retirement. Jermaine Barnes was really nice to her.

Perhaps he was too concerned about the prosperity of the family, or perhaps he really cared about her from the bottom of his heart, in short, he treated her like an elder, a father. And the ginger family did go a lot better after this, which was the original father personally promised to Jermaine Barnes thank-you.

At the moment, standing in front of the house South Geun carefully looked at a few eyes high hanging door plaque, the heart is quiet as water. Yesterday is like yesterday died, today is like today. Calm wind Ying is dead, and she south geun, there is a lifetime of life.

Chapter 3

How do you know that her son is not up to it, from a young age of stealing a chicken and a dog, in this head will be a good thing, in the street will beat people to death, himself also went to half a life. The parents of the fourth aunt suddenly panicked, without their son they have nothing to live, and now they thought about hurriedly giving their daughter out.

But who wants to take a ride at a time like this? There are many beautiful girls, but if there is a troublesome mother's family, things are not so simple. So this side of the family incense is about to break, but there is no one dare to want their daughter. At this critical time, the ginger family appeared.

The Kang family business was not as big as it is today, and Jermaine Barnes's father was still alive and controlled the Kang family. This old man is also a spring heart, a big age also do not forget to ripple a, see the four aunts on a word to set, only a few months after the pin will marry home door.

Fourth aunt's parents naturally thanked thousands of grace, took a huge gift to the son to cure the disease. Originally, the matter can be regarded as an end here, do not want to ten years later, the fourth aunt that did not die into a rogue brother has changed, the sparrow has changed into a phoenix, no, the sparrow has changed into a pheasant, a little bit more beautiful, and has become a county official, that is, the yamen on TV when they are elevated to the hall, knocking a stick and Shouting mighty, is a glorious civil servant.

This is a complete turnaround.

Originally, the status of merchants in this era is low enough, and her concubine of a merchant family is even less on the table, and no matter how rich it is, it is only a wealthy inferior people. But the spread of a civil servant is a big difference, in short, is the same difference between fans and fake bird's nest: on the surface, it looks like there are high and low, in fact, it is just a pile of rotten powder.

And now this piece of rotten powder kiss sister, because of the rotten powder brother and conscious worth a hundred times ginger family four aunt, carrying her that are in their early thirties but also smooth pink chin, radiant into the south geun house.

South Geun and so Wayne Gaskins came in to talk to her, and told the nurse a few words before going out. The fourth aunt put down her tea cup with a smile and said, Grandma has been more and more busy recently. I have come several times before I can see her.

South Geun know she is big to his opinion, but did not put her in the eyes, smiled at will: Aunt also know, Jiangfu is so big, I am a woman, all day long have no rest. I just got back from outside today."

Fourth aunt saw the first sentence to eat a soft nail, the face has been black, think of business, and slow down, about knowing that small talk is useless, he said directly: I also have something to bother Grandma, only Babar all day long to rush here. Our five girls will be hair-planing next month, and we still want to bother Grandma to give a suitable family."

South Jinxin said: Sure enough! His face is a difficult appearance: Aunt love daughter, I can understand, but also please understand me, uncle has just died, at this time to talk about marriage, it is too inappropriate.

South Geun in ginger home has always been a peaceful appearance, because never those behind the scenes in the eyes, so there is nothing good to express emotions. The fourth aunt was sure of her, and she felt that she could step on her head and dare to mention it at this time. After all, Grandpa has gone, she is a woman's family, and now she is still in charge of the huge family property, which has been seen as unpleasant, and sooner or later has to be cleaned up.

Ginger home inside and outside how many people waiting to see the play, fourth aunt this also do not want to come when this bird, even if she is arrogant, also do not want to be in their daughter's emergency time to trouble, but no way, her daughter can not wait.

Think of here four aunts gnash their teeth, the base of their own hooves somehow, in the west of the city Zhang's eldest son, begging to marry him, but the Zhang family and their ginger family has always been on the wrong side of the business, which is almost no one knows no one knows no one in Fuxian County. She is good to say somehow want to dispel the idea of her daughter, now the ginger family to marry her daughter, although it is an ordinary woman, but how to marry a big merchant family to do a wife is also an easy thing. However,