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As I See It - Chantel Pinckney
As I See It
By C. Pinckney
Copyright © 2023 Chantel Pinckney
All Rights Reserved.
ISBN: 978-1-329-36806-4
Dedication
This book is dedicated to the memory of my grandmother- Juanita S. Washington. Thank you, Granny. For all the years that you opened passages with 1,000 words or more and read it all, to give me your opinion. Thank you for always letting me sit on the edge of your bed at a moment’s notice to read a new poem to you. I’m keeping my promise- to always write more.
Love,
Your Chookawooks
Table of Contents
As God Intended
11/8/22
Words.
The Point in A Diss
HOME
POH-AH-TREE
Sometimes
Free-Ish
It’s Just Me
HUMAN.
Quote I
Mama
Accounted
To The Friend Who Is No Longer My Friend
Inevitable
I FEEL YOU.
DAY BY DAY.
SELF.
Edit
How?
Quote 2
So, We’re Here
Do Tell
Show Up
INSIDE THE LINES
The Leftovers
Breaking
The Woman Who Loved
Deprived
Quote 3
Nights to the Feeling
Just For Me
FALL
Normalcy
Show Up
Bridge Burned II
HERE.
BAD TIMING
MOMENT
The Fade Out
Quote 6
Weeds (TTM)
Safe Spaces
Seven Coffins
Sun
Where Does Time Go?
Hunger Has a Name
Streetlights
To Noah…
The Reunion I Wished I Was There to See
New & Eternal
MORE
Fresh
Pleasure
Prepared
Quote 7
As God Intended
Individual, you are as God intended.
Different, specifically and wonderfully made.
Weird, they call you- when you are simply unique.
Your own face could mirror someone else's, but that mole behind your left earlobe could only be yours.
Even doppelgangers are a marveled difference- at almost being the same.
And in our experiences- is there anyone out there who has tasted the same pain we have?
Same circumstance?
Same plot?
Same timeframe?
No.
As individual as we are, so are our plights and paths and journeys.
With personalities like a fingerprint.
Every experience was painted just for us.
Each journey to bring us straight to God & more to bring us closer- just as He intended.
11/8/22
I'd never blacked out in a moment of deep sorrow before.
Twice within an hour.
In great fear of the inevitable and then, in even greater fear with immediate confirmation that it had come to pass.
It's like knowing and not believing, all at once.
Suspected, but put aside in hope all day, as I prayed.
Disbelief had stricken me so many times throughout that week (leading up to) and now that it's happened- I can hardly remember my worry.
I anticipated it in recent years, too- with age being the only evidence that it may be close.
Addressed it as 'what-if' during many conversations in recent years with her because even though she didn't look seventy-two, seventy- three or seventy-four years old, she was. I didn't notice until months earlier that the wrinkles and gray hairs crept in more and more.
I randomly envisioned it at times.
I couldn't even bear talking to her about it hypothetically without choking up.
I also didn't realize that over the last 18 years, (by not grieving properly over death, after death, after death and stacking grief upon grief) my struggle to accept losses would make it impossible to accept one even this great; so much so, that at first, I could not ward it off until almost the second month after her passing.
Every waking day is a realization that the world itself is