Journey of Awakening in a Magical Universe

By Mati Fuller and Jason Dean

My aunt recently asked me: “Why did you choose a journey of awakening, when you could have been a doctor living a life of physical abundance and ease?” The answer was easy; because awakening was more important to me. I wanted to live a rich life, rather than a life of riches. The purpose of my life was to live, love, learn, and expand in consciousness, and to share my newfound wisdom and understanding with other seekers of truth. While this may look foolish to people who are still motivated by money and power, I am not concerned with their judgment. I am here to shine the light where light needs to be shone, and to show you the truth as I have seen it through an open heart and a mind willing to learn. And while the experience was raw and intense, the outcome was one of total transformation taking me beyond my wildest imagination. Was it worth my while? That is for me to know and for you to find out. If you join me on this journey of awakening, I’ll show you how to step out of your logical universe into my magical one. It is easier than you think...

• Language: English
• Publisher: Lulu.com
• Release date: May 9, 2023
• ISBN: 9781312582880

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Journey of Awakening

Nobody ever said that we are here to live in security and comfort. As nice as it is to be comfortable and safe, there is more to life than that. What if there is a new path on the horizon that is calling for you?

Any time you consider walking a new path, it is scary, because you never know what the outcome is going to be. Will it rock the boat? Will it create relationship conflicts? Will it mess up your finances?

Anything is possible because you don't know where the new path is leading you, or what the outcome is going to be. In this situation, you may doubt yourself, but it is always important to avoid watering the seeds of doubt. Just remember, that if you are being called to walk a new path, you are being called for a reason.

We are not just here to pay our bills or live in security. We are here to complete our missions, follow our dreams and live life with passion. So, don't let the need for security stop you from moving forward.

Trust what you feel in your heart, and if you are being called, take the leap. We are here to make the most of life, so do what it takes, without second-guessing yourself. Dare to be what you were born to be, it would be sad if you settle for anything less.

Esther Hicks says: You can never get it wrong. Let that be your Mantra from this moment forward...

Chapter Two

Why Are We Here?

I have always liked hanging out with young people. At some point, I even did an intuitive cooking class for teenagers at a local school. First, we would make a huge pot of food. They all got a spoon and everyone tasted the food. Then we discussed what kinds of spices to put in, and how much. A little bit of salt and pepper. Try it again. Maybe add some garlic and onion powder. Try it again. We didn’t stop until everyone was happy with the flavor, and they all had a blast!

One of the kids was a very bright, smart young boy. He was good-looking and had many friends. What we didn’t know was that he was having problems with his girlfriend. They were arguing one day at his house, and she was getting ready to break up with him. He told her that if she walked out that door, she would never see him again. She didn’t think anything of it, so she walked out the door and went to sit in her car outside. She stayed there for a few minutes and then went back in to talk to him. By then, he was already hanging from a tree in the park behind his house…

It was a huge shock to everyone who knew him. Nobody knew he was thinking of committing suicide. He was only days away from starting college, and he had his whole life ahead of him. But he wanted out because this world was simply too harsh for his sensitive nature.

After this event, it affected the other kids deeply, but not in the way you would think. Yes, they were sad and shocked, but after the shock settled, many of them started feeling envious of him. HE was the lucky one! He escaped this stupid reality! Now he doesn’t have to struggle anymore. No more school papers. No more stress over exams, relationships or survival in general. How tempting would it be to just pull the plug and do the same thing he did? Even a young girl that I know really well asked me if I would get angry or upset if she decided to kill herself too…

I asked her, why would you want to kill yourself, and she told me that life totally sucked. I agreed life sucks in so many ways, but that is why we are here. We are not here to get bogged down about the suckiness of life, we are here to make things better. That is why we incarnated at this sucky time because the world needs what we have to offer.

I explained to her that many of us came here from other planets in order to assist with the awakening that is happening right now. We are in the middle of a transition where creative, free-thinking beings are going to be our heroes and pave the way for something better.

Because we can’t remember where we came from, many of us feel homesick, or feel like we don’t belong here. We feel that way because we DON’T belong here! This is just a temporary place. Originally, we came from other planets in order to make this world a better place. I told her that sometimes, it doesn’t take much to make a difference in someone’s life.

As an example, I am here to teach people connection and spirituality. When I go to the local Saturday market where I sell my skincare products, I always bring an extra chair. That empty chair is like a magnet for someone who really needs to connect and tell their story. Every Saturday, someone different would come and sit down in the chair. For some strange reason, people intuitively know that they can tell me their stories, and I get to share my wisdom and insight with them, or just simply listen. This is one of the ways I consciously make a difference in someone’s life. It doesn’t have to be a big thing.

But we are here for each other, anyway we can be, and you have your own unique qualities to share with the world. If you check out, before your time, you are just going to have to come back and do it all again, because our mission is something we agreed to before we even incarnated here.

Different people came here from different planets. From the 1970s up until just before 2000, a lot of Indigos incarnated. They are highly intelligent, intuitive, empathic beings with a strong sense of purpose. Interestingly, many of them suffer from ADHD or ADD. They are creative and good at problem-solving, and they intensely dislike rules and regulations.

The Indigos, with their purple auras, are here to bring technology and leadership. They all carry the archetype of the leader, and they are not interested in being told what to do by anyone. They are here to show us new ways of doing things and help technology evolve.

My son is an Indigo soul. He has been fascinated by technology since he was just a toddler. He started out with simple games, then expanded into video games and computers. He learned how to hack computer programs. He messed up his own computer and had to figure out how to reformat it. He took it apart and added new pieces to make it better. This was definitely his superpower. So, he went to college and studied computer technology and programming, and has already found himself a well-paying job that he loves.

Crystal children, born with very clear auras, started incarnating between 1990-2010. My daughter is a crystal child. Crystals find this place extremely challenging. They are so sensitive to everything, that it is very hard for them to be here. She has problems with loud noises, bright lights and scratchy clothes. She gets over-stimulated when too many people get together, and she feels best when she can just hide in her room and read her books. She is very warm and caring and has always been interested in the relationship dynamics between people.

When she was younger, she would watch movies with complex interpersonal relationships in them, or she would read books about people. Luckily, she listened to her inner wisdom when she chose a major in HDFS (human development and family studies). According to Google, Crystals are here to help heal people’s emotions and bring peace, so her choice of major is perfect for this.

After the year 2000, some of the people incarnating are what we call rainbow people. Their auras have many beautiful colors. They are empathic, and psychic and are here to bring joy and harmony to the world.

So, people come to this planet from many other star systems. Most of us are here as volunteers to help assist in the awakening in our own unique ways. When looking at why someone is here, we have to first look at their individual traits and talents. These are the tools we came in with. But talent in itself doesn’t necessarily indicate what we are supposed to do. We have free will when it comes to how we want to express our traits and talents as well as what we want to share with the world. This means that two people, with the same traits and talents, could choose very different ways of expressing themselves. It all depends on what part you choose to play in the bigger picture.

Even though we came in to complete a mission, we still have a certain amount of free will to decide how we want to do it. Our mission becomes an individual expression of what we can do and what we are interested in doing, and it is up to us to choose what that looks like.

As tempting as suicide can be for a young person, it is important to help them understand that they are here for reasons bigger than themselves. All the trauma, PTSD and sucky life experiences they have had up to now, are simply educational necessities that will make them more qualified to understand the people they are here to help at a later time. You will find that you can’t help people effectively unless you have been through the same thing, and you can’t help people evolve to a higher level than you are already on. So, everyone, who is here to make the world a better place, has chosen to go through adversity in order to become qualified for the tasks they signed up for.

We don’t learn anything from having an easy life. We learn from the contrast that the world provides. Our wisdom grows as we overcome our depression, anxiety, grief, tragedy, abuse and lack of belonging. And, only then, do we have something of value to offer others. Therefore, I told my daughter that her college education is only a small part of her true education. The most important part of her education is the inner work she does on herself, and the maturity that comes as a result.

Therefore, suicide is not a solution. It is simply an expression of the overwhelm we feel when we look at the state of things and don’t even know where to start. It makes me feel better when I remember that we don’t have to fix the whole world by ourselves. Everyone needs only do their own little bit, because we are in this together, and all those little bits, make a huge difference as a whole.

It could be something you said, something you did, or just a seed sown in someone’s mind… If you could look back and see what happened to all the people you had interactions with in the past, you would understand, beyond doubt, how important every little action is in the bigger picture of things. Even just a smile, could make ripples in the fabric of time. So, is there any point in being here? You tell me…

Chapter Three

The Spiritual Path

There are two spiritual paths the seeker of truth can choose between. The Path of Awareness, and the Path of Love. On the Path of Awareness, relationships are a distraction to their spiritual growth. They learn better when they are alone, so they crave alone time to figure things out. They never prioritize relationships, because alone time is always more important to them. They are more interested in meditation than in human interaction.

The Path of Love is totally different. People on the Path of Love learn all their lessons from their relationships. They learn from connection, expectations, disappointments, heartbreak, and from getting their buttons pushed. They try to understand others and learn about relationships through empathy, love and compassion. They need, want and crave relationships above all else because nothing can teach them lessons more profoundly than living in close proximity to others.

So, what happens, when someone on the Path of Awareness, gets together with someone on the Path of Love? You get instant conflict, simply because they both see relationships from different points of view. On the Path of Love, you want connection, closeness, communication and togetherness, while on the Path of Awareness, you want sex and love, but only when you feel like it. The rest of the time, you may be aloof, rather than affectionate, and you prioritize work and sports, rather than family outings. One person will pour out their love, while the other person has better things to do. One person wants closeness, while the other wants solitude. One person wants security and connection, the other wants freedom.

Can you bridge this gap? Sure, if you want to show your love by protecting their space. But you